Soldier

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toxic in her ways shes so deadly to the core
but without her in my veins life was meaningless before
end up drowning in her taste everytime im craving more
now im trapped inside this cycle always coming back for more

when shes comes around
why my heart beat start to race
she gon fuck around
with my heart cant stay away
shes a drug inside my system
without you i start to fade
tell me that you miss me
staring at the cieling when you say

that you hate me
that im fucked up
dont you look the other way
i would let you hold my heart
and rip it up until it fades
let ur demons take me unda
6 feet down is where i lay
we could walk into reality
or lemme end my days

toxic in her ways shes so deadly to the core
but without her in my veins life was meaningless before
end up drowning in her taste everytime im craving more
now im trapped inside this cycle always coming back for more

i know that shes bad for me but i just need me more
like a drug inside my system she dont ever keep me bored
even pain feels like a pleasure when shes knockin at my door
now im trapped inside this cycle always coming back for more

TRAPPED INSIDE THIS CYCLE

In August of 2022, Irene, my wife and soulmate of so many wonderful years, passed away. The following years were the most difficult years of my life as I was devastated and overwhelmed by grief. Several years prior to Irene’s passing, I had started on a large orchestral work reflecting on our life together with our son, Peren, during his childhood years. This work is still in progress, but stylistically it has had a great impact on the composition of my Pieces of Love and Remembrance as it foreshadows much of what I expressed in Seeking Serenity, Part I. I started to write down ideas here and there during the more lucid moments of my grieving. Then in early 2024, I received an invitation from PARMA Recordings to write a short 5-minute piece for piano and orchestra. I immediately jumped at the opportunity, and Seeking Serenity, Part I is the work I composed for this occasion.

Although I do not generally, and did not with Seeking Serenity, attempt to tell a story or narrative of some kind, listeners of my music often reflect on how my music evokes in them certain feelings, images, or extra musical references. This was particularly true of Irene, and I so miss how she would relate to me about her feelings and impressions while listening to my music. Indeed, I am overjoyed to learn that listeners can get caught up in the emotions of my music as they follow their own unique journey guided by what they hear.

On a very personal level, I can identify with the piano solo which strives to find some point of repose or comfort, seeking this not in despair but in the hope of finding and rekindling love, belonging and the strength to continue on. The opening arpeggiated passages underscore the direction of this sentiment. The orchestra for its part is like, dare I say, Irene who is gently beckoning me on to find that place of repose and acceptance, full of color, bright sounds, and signposts pointing the way. By the end of Part I, the solo finds itself in a delicately balanced and restructured statement of motivic material alluded to previously, and in a high, bell-like register of the piano, echoed and enfolded finally by an orchestral texture not unlike wind chimes reverberating into infinity.

Journey to Serenity

Pieces of Love and Remembrance: Seeking Serenity, Part I

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Hi everyone and welcome to my page, here is a little introduction about myself. 

Area51 is known as (Max) a multi music producer from London UK. Born in 1994, always had a passion for music since he  studied music in college that's when it all started. Max learnt about music production and creating sounds. He has been in the music industry for 10+ years.

He loves teaching others, passing on his knowledge on how to produce music and watching the people who he teaches grow.

Max started doing tutorials, studio time and selling his whole Sound Library in 2021. Giving back to help others.

Mostly known for Hardcore, Hard Dance and Gabba music. Also producers Trance, House, Bounce, Drum&Bass and Dubstep. 

Labels released with

Bounce-Inc UK
Stomp-Inc UK
Redemption Records
Kurrupt Recordings
White Noize Hardcore
Scarred Digital
Rewired Records
Ominous Digital
Bass Generator Records
El Capitano Records
Real Artists
Fatal Energy Records
15th Legion Records
HR Recordings
24/7 Happy
Antropofagia Records
Hardcore Revolution Digital
Ballistik Hardcore

Max is a duo with The SkyMen and Partners In Crime. In the past he has been a duo with 51Beatz and Hatter51. 

Thank you 

Max

I’m John AI Smith — producer, songwriter, and sonic architect. My music explores what it means to feel in a digital age, where every track is a meeting point between intuition and algorithm.

🎧 The Algorithm of Emotion — that’s my compass, and the heart of everything I make.

Explore my universe through twenty unique artist identities:

Nordskygge – melancholic Norwegian folk
Vargkald – Viking spirit & Nordic ambient
Isak Evermore – cinematic melancholy
Calisnor – dreamy ambient & piano
Chill Fader – chill & deep house
OrchraX – cinematic soundscapes
Bassvoid – bass-driven abstraction
Obscyron – 80s nostalgia & synthwave
Strengevind – Norwegian folk-rock
ASHCOIL - Industrial, metal, hard rock
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Jarlon - R&B, Soul
Echoic Mind - Experimental
Tiny Star Lullabies - Classic piano lullabies
Elliot Greyson - Contemporary pop, folk, singer-songwriter
Peaceful Energy - 432hz, meditative, ambient
Quiet Guitar - Soothing acoustic guitar
Aroma Latino - Latin blend of jazz and bossa nova.
And here: John AI Smith – the origin, the core, the experiment.

This page is my playground — where ideas are born, where tracks evolve, and where I can share music with you first. Thanks for listening, commenting, and being part of this journey.

Composer of contemporary classical concert art music.  Peter's is a unique musical voice with singing dynamism and expressive color.  His works include pieces for orchestra, ensembles, voice, piano, and electronic/digital media.  Peter’s music embodies a hybrid stylistic approach and incorporates influences as diverse as Elliot Carter and Earle Brown, Rachmaninoff and Schoenberg, or Xenakis and Bach.  Visit his website to learn more about his music and background.

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