Hm
Hm
JNO where's the beat

Mama told me that the world is cold
I guess I should have known
Daddy said
You gotta make the most of it
Maybe I need to learn and
I'm on a hustle for life
So it's do or die
No matter how hard I cry and
Isolate myself
Fill my head with lies
To the end of the line and

If you could know
Go ahead and say so
I'm all lost
Lost again
I'm on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why
If you could know
Go ahead and say so
I'm all lost
Lost again
I'm on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why

Throw back in the days
When my mama used to wake me up
In the middle of the night (Middle of the night)
She telling me a story
A story of my life (Story of my life)
From the story of my life (Story of my life)
I've seen many sad days
But I'm still staying cool
Cause I know where I'm heading to
From the story of my life (Story of my life)
I've seen many sad days
But I'm still staying cool
Cause I know where I'm heading to

If you could know
Go ahead and say so
I'm all lost
Lost again
I'm on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why
If you could know
Go ahead and say so
I'm all lost
Lost again
I'm on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why

I haven't been home for a long long time
Assuming everything's the same
It may be fine
But now all of us are to blame
For everything that has put us to shame
I put myself in fear of all the things
That have put me right on the brink
There's so much trepidation all over again
And it may be the end of me

If you could know
Go ahead and say so
I'm all lost
Lost again
I'm on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why
If you could know
Go ahead and say so
I'm all lost
Lost again
I'm on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why

Palms up with these
Prayers in the air
For any and everyone
Who has lost someone here
It's a shame what's going on
All the souls going home
Back out to heaven leaving us here so alone
As we move through this life
As we battle all this strife
We gotta keep faith with
God in order to get it right
Overstand it's not a game
It's a spiritual war
If you not tight in your heart
You getting mentally torn

Trepidation (feat. Solid Gee, Shadrach Bennyboo & Godsun Da Faraoh) - Okoye Remix

Ooh Ah
Run it back JNO (haha)

Call me midnight with some bullshit 
Baby, you think your a bad bitch 
You don’t even know who you sleeping with 
Sharing hella beds like a side chick

Got me feeling some type of way for ya
I really thought you could have been the one 
But loyalty goes both ways in lust
So fuck you and your bullshit love 

Fuck you and your fake ass love 
Go ahead and keep it
You can mess me with that all bullshit
I'm done believing
And just sitting over here and still thinking about
All the times that we shared 
And now I'm not around 
Ask me how I'm feeling
But I ain't fucking with you 
You can toss some fake ass pictures
I ain't nothing to you 

Got me feeling some type of way for ya
I really thought you could have been the one 
But loyalty goes both ways in lust
So fuck you and your bullshit love 

Call me up
Just to hang to me dry
I can’t go on
I’m so tired 
Gave it my all
But we couldn’t find
A reason to stay
Cause we can’t decide
Gotta let it go
Can’t compromise
I wish you the best
And I hope you find
True happiness
Is what’s inside
But you can’t let it go 
Cause you're compromised 

Got me feeling some type of way for ya
I really thought you could have been the one 
But loyalty goes both ways in lust
So fuck you and your bullshit love 

Now this a goodbye letter to a girl 
I once knew used to always go kick it 
But for sho, we have been thru used to 
Hold hands at the mall catch a movie or two go and 
Fuck around at night in the morning times two 
Always chillin' at the bar talking bout how you love me 
All this loyalty and love and ain’t no one else above it 
Now I’m sitting here thinking how you played me like a fool 
Saying that you still working but I know you off at two on a 
Friday night sitting in my car alone 
But I guess you all asleep and you can't answer the fone  
But fuck it should’ve stayed cold-hearted
Should've stayed ducking these hows 
But I guess it don’t matter 
And now you all around that’s the word up on the town 
How you saying that you miss me and 
How ain’t anyone around posting pictures all on ig 
On how now one holds you down 
But you brought that on yourself 
Cause your ass is a straight clown bitch

JNO - Side Chick (feat. Realm100, Czarina Garcia, P O'mal, Cage Wilson & Shadrach Bennyboo)

Joshua Nathan Ortañez (Born March 20, 2000), known professionally as "JNO" is a 24-year-old Northern California-raised Filipino-American Singer set on an all-genre musical journey to tell engaging stories to the world through his music. Established with an infectious brand & a passionate relentless drive, music runs through his veins and stems from his family across generations. Most of his music influence & motivation comes from his late grandfather Jack Lee Liban. 

Through constructing complex melodies, chords, rhythms & harmonizations by a wide variety of distinctive instruments along with many talented artists "JNO" pulls you in on an emotional rollercoaster of feelings & moods.

Currently residing in San Francisco, California. With a professional home studio, "JNO" has released 114 Tracks, 7 EPs, 21 Features + 1 Album starting in 2014.

Business Text +1 415 890 4179 

For more information, visit jno.one
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