been better by my lonely </3
#SCFirst
ig: @packrunnerdior


lyrics:
I been really fiending
I been really dreaming for your luv
Im addicted just like a drug
when I get high I don't feel nun
but when I'm sober I feel too much
girl cant you see I'm better by my lonely
sometimes I wish you would just hold me
my heart is so damn frozen
cause I been hurt too many times
I'm so damn sick of all of these lies
why do I try you were never ever mine
why would you lie yeah why would you lie
my hearts been broken a million times

I get high to pass the time
I get high to feel alright
girl I need you in my life
you make me feel alright
Pop a pill I hope I die
my hearts as cold as ice
girl lets waste no more time
I need you in my life

I dream of overdosing
I been mixing up all my potions
girl you're not like these other hoes and
I need you in my life
you been better by your lonely girl me too
you ain't never felt this way girl me too
swear to god that really really need you
and I don't know what I should do

I been really fiending
I been really dreaming for your luv
Im addicted just like a drug
when I get high I don't feel nun
but when I'm sober I feel too much
girl cant you see I'm better by my lonely
sometimes I wish you would just hold me
my heart is so damn frozen
cause I been hurt too many times
(too many times)
t-t-too many times
(too many times)

[Prod. Hexo x Jkei]

emoluvpoems </3

Bipolar

Bipolar [Prod. Hexo & Jkei]

I know you're lying

lyrics:

You turn my smile into a frown
And girl i know you miss me now
You say you're better off alone
So lets see if you're lying
I'm so sick of trying
my heart feels like its dying
pop  a couple vyvanse 
yeah girl i am not high yet

lock my heart right in a box and throw the key right in the dump
girl don't ask me what is wrong when you know damn well you're the cause
yea you're the cause
now I'm too far gone
I've given up on all our luv
I've given up on what we was
I only luv money and drugs cause they will never hurt me
girl was all this worth it you left my heart hurting

You turn my smile into a frown
And girl i know you miss me now
You say you're better off alone
So lets see if you're lying
I'm so sick of trying
my heart feels like its dying
pop  a couple vyvanse yeah girl i am not high yet
lock my heart right in a box and throw the key right in the drump
girl don't ask me what is wrong when you know damn well you're the cause
(could've given you the world)
(But you threw it all away)
(Threw it all away)
[Prod. Hexo x Nick Mira]

Lying

ALL PLATS

Lying [Prod. Hexo & Nick Mira]

I'm numb2pain, I'm numb2everything

#SCfirst
ig: @sheluvsdiorrr

Lyrics:

told that girl dont talk to me no more
I don't give a fuck bout you no more
I don't wanna talk 2 you no more
I been by my lonely counting up all these benjamins
hunnids I get them
the racks yeah I spend em
I don't give a damn no
cause I'm irreplaceable
and that's sum that you'll just have to live with
you been living but I been living different
moving forward imma leave you in the distance
yeah imma put you in the past tense
lil bitch yea you is just a has been
lil bitch yea I'm really a savage
only focused on the hunnids yea the cabbage
swear to god why these bitches always cappin
my gang on lock so I ain't tripping
they hating but im still winning
they hating but I don't listen
(godly beat break)
I been on my lonely 
get the racks yea bitch by my lonely
count up fast yea bitch not slowly
I could die at any moment so I live life with no regret
put some ice all on my neck
I shine like a diamond yea VVS
everyday I live life to the fullest
you never know when it might end
pull up with my broski, that's my twinn
that's slime, that's my cutta, that's my gang
steal my words you my kid, you my kin
did you really forget that im him?
i too focused on the millions
I could never trip bout a bitch or a hoe
I could never trip bout a fake friend no
I've lost too many along the road
I don't feel anything
im numb to everything
told you idontfeelpain no more
yeah
so don't hit my phone no more
don't hit my phone more
cause if you do ill ignore you

numb2everything

numb2everything [prod. ilysean & sardonyx]

#SCFirst
and that bitch really mad
that i cant be her man
I'm alone till the end
cause i want a million
these bitches always switch up
so i got my money up
yeah i doubled up my cup

get the racks all by my lonely
no bitch yea you is not my homie
no you do not know me
yea i had to kill the old me
i been getting money balling with my broski
riding around town with my gang fr
i cannot hear what you saying
you a pussy boy you a lame fr
i cannot fuck with a fake ass hoe they be switching up
that bich got me mad so you know i ran it up
now she really sad cause she knows i count it up
ain't it funny ha lil bro why you mad asf
i been all alone cause i only luv the dough
i cant trust a hoe cause they gon always do me wrong
took two 20s yea idontfeelnopain no more
put my heart on chrome 
no i do not luv you no

that bitch really mad yea
that i cant be her man yea
I'm alone till the end yuh
cause i want a million
i want a million
yea i want a million
want to spend it by my lonely
i cant trust no one so i be staying by my doley
gotta keep a gun 
yeah my opps they was my homies
crazy how they switching up they act like they don't know me
these bitches always switch up 
so i got my money up
yea i doubled up my cup
I'm way too damn numb

get the racks all by my lonely
no bitch yea you is not my homie
no you do not know me
yea i had to kill the old me
i been getting money balling with my broski
riding around town with my gang fr
i cannot hear what you saying
you a pussy boy you a lame fr
i cannot fuck with a fake ass hoe they be switching up
that bich got me mad so you know i ran it up
now she really sad cause she knows i count it up
ain't it funny ha lil bro why you mad asf

Mad </3 *2

Mad </3 *2 [Prod. Liquorrr]

#SCFirst
yeah I been really tryna find my purpose
all these broken promises are curses
if you luv me write your name down in cursive <3
scared of luv yea is it really worth it?

i been really hurtin
countin money yea bitch I'm really earnin
get your fund up boy you're barely working
girl I need your luv yea this shit is urgent
all these fake friends yea they really lurkin
all my flaws & sins no I'm not perfect
do the dash in my whip imma swerve it
if you want my heart then you gotta earn it

broke my heart off the percs so i ain't hurtin
i been getting money so i know she hurtin
i been going up yea i know you heard it
time to say goodbye gotta close the curtains.

all these bridges that I'm burning
why does life always feel like a burden
hella snakes issa world full of serpents
out of reach like I ain't got no service
paranoid off the pills yea I'm nervous
trust issues got me questioning your purpose
ain't no blessings they all lessons i got curses
all alone put my heart in these verses

if you want my heart then you gotta earn it
all my flaws & sins no I'm not perfect
do the dash in my whip imma swerve it
all these fake friends yea they really lurkin
yea i been really tryna find my purpose
all these broken promises are curses
if you luv me write your name down in cursive
scared of luv yea is it really worth it?
I been really hurtin
countin money yea btich I'm really earning
get your find up boy you're barely working
girl i need your luv yea this shit is urgent

Flaws & Sins [Prod. Liquorrr]

doyouevencare?

it's a world full of hate

ig @shehatesdior
twitter @goghostgetrich

prod. shuttle & plentyguap

yeah i been goin insane 
these drugs they help my pain
yeah all these bitches envy me
they just want the fame
huh they ask where i been at?
told them i been mia
now im way too far away
sorry i cant be your bae
girl why you tryna lie to me just say it to my face
issa world full of snakes
issa world full of hate
bitch im @waytooanti i dont feel a thing
yuh if the world was ending it would not change a thing
yeah i can feel the envy its filling up their viens
when im sober i get crazy its fucking with my brain
i been all alone so nothings really changed though
they still say i changed though
i dont really think so
she a bad lil bitch but i dont chase those
no i dont chase hoes
huh i just chase dough
huh they ask where i been at told em i been mia
bitch im really on my grind focused on my legacy
no you cannot replace me.
you cannot erase me.
girl i know you hate me.
yeah i been goin insane 
these drugs they help my pain
yeah all these bitches envy me
they just want the fame
huh they ask where i been at?
told them i been mia
issa world full of snakes. 
issa world full of hate.

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