creds:
shrinemaiden :: @shrinemaiden2
sasaeng :: @sasaeng

this is a clip from:
https://soundcloud.com/shrinemaiden2/clockwork

kiseki @shrinemaiden2 @sasaeng

You will never be good enough.

I won’t use you again
I won’t use you again
I will use you again
You really think I care what I’ve done?
I tried to leave your life as quietly as I could
Cause we don’t talk anymore, so I just left it alone
Going out your way to call me “fake” is funny
You really think that I care? If you were barely there?
I really don’t give a fuck about ya
Don’t care what happens to ya
Anything could happen but I won’t pray about ya
You’re a sinner that claims that he’s so up and mighty
But when God looks down upon you he knows you’re grimey
You speak about God but you’re the Devil, and you’re hiding in his skin
You speak about God but you’re judgemental, and you’re full of sin
Go, Go, Go, Go
I won’t pretend that I care, I don’t
You can die for all I care, I won’t be there
I tried to leave as quietly as I could, wasn’t no beef yeah yeah
Keep crying about how I’m fake, I won’t be there

˜”*°•.˜”*°• 𝘓𝘢𝘶𝘳𝘪 - 𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘙𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 ♥ •°*”˜.•°*”˜

prod @shrinex

lyrics:
cut me off this isnt working
n u treat me like a burden
all this suffering wasnt worth it
all these scars they look perfect

leave me in the background leave me in the cold
i cut so deep baby u can see the bones
n u could rip my heart out bury me in snow
u dont get it baby i think u should go

metal to my flesh i let my veins rip
put a knife in my mouth i need a facelift
blood pooling on my tongue think u should taste it
feel like im running out of time i aint gon make it

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

patched up but i got blood on my jeans
this aint lexapro baby this is ketamine
cancel all my plans just to stare into a screen
waste away my life with adderall and mp3s

because of me i hate myself
only way to cope is to romanticize my health
u treat it as a trend but baby im not doing well
u treat it as a trend but baby this a cry for help

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

like a puppet u control my feet
u could pull the strings walk me right into the street
i feel like throwing up everytime i try to speak
i wanna disappear every time u look at me
n im so paranoid baby i cant even sleep
i fucking hate my life why u tryna copy me
n ive been feeling sick baby i cant even eat
im nothing anyway throw my body in the creek

inspired by bliss

pretend (shrinemaiden)

prod https://soundcloud.com/shrinex

Lyrics:
Put me in your pocket and we could run away
I feel so stuck every time you look at me
Turned to stone baby I cant look away
It wont get better, every day's a rainy day

Talking tough, you won't do nothing
He'd be mangled, body carved just like a pumpkin
Show your cards, I think you're bluffing
Walk me right into the street cuz' I'm a puppet
I'm a puppet
Seam ripper at my stitching are you done yet?
If I disappear, would that make you upset?
I'm just an after thought baby where my love at?

Swept under the rug or the doormat
I feel out of place what's the format?
I put chrome on my belt you can't afford that
See your fangs when you smile I adore that

You can come and go like it's clockwork
Cat scratch on my wrist, let's add another
Studded belt to my face, I need to suffer
I'm on a mission baby keep it undercover

New world just like Alice in-
It's a wonderland, I need more medicine
Heart attacks when I'm stepping in
This an all black suit, feel like the president

Key in my back, watch me wind up
I'm a clockwork toy, think my time's up
We're moving shady, you can't find us
You count me out but this tower I'mma climb up

Talking tough, you won't do nothing
He'd be mangled, body carved just like a pumpkin
Show your cards, I think you're bluffing
Walk me right into the street cuz' I'm a puppet
I'm a puppet
Seam ripper at my stitching are you done yet?
If I disappear, would that make you upset?
I'm just an after thought baby where my love at?

What's so funny? Ain't no laughter
Talk down, light you up like jack-o'-lanterns
Bullets at your feet make you a dancer
Already talking to the dead like necromancers
Your lame aesthetic spread like cancer
Put the barrel in your mouth, I'm getting answers
Icepick through my eye, now my head hurts
Put a gamble on my life cuz' nothing matters

wonderland (shrinemaiden)

prod https://soundcloud.com/shrinex
ft: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZxCRkcdQ3As1HS1X7

lyrics:

"Everything in the world is an experimental test subject, of course that include myself as well"

[gleam]
We sit in silence as you're looking at my arms
Stitch us together, I do want to fall apart
Cut and sew, turn my body into art
Watching us explode like two colliding stars

I think we're perfect
I'd do anything for you and it'd be worth it
You're in my heart like a surgeon
Patching up the scars like it's urgent

[coven]
Feel like I'm at a disadvantage 
Baby come cover me up with bandage
Baby you stole my heart just like a fuckin' bandit
Hurt me
Left me damaged
Oh my god
When I'm with you I'm full of life
Makin' me nervous might throw up
I'm a burden not enough
My stomachs hurtin I feel rough
She gon' fly to me just like a dove
I really don't accept your love
Your love, your love

What's the fuckin' word?
Stop tryna' play these games with me I promise it wont work
Tell me that you'll marry me and we’ll end up in the dirt
We’ll end up in a hearse 
We’ll end up below the earth 
Together
Lets go change the weather
Makin me feel better 
These drugs make me feel deader 
How can I regret her when I already forget her
Could you come and skin me and use me as leather?

[gleam]
It might be best for me to go
Stepping out the house in all designer clothes
But you're my everything, I want that to be known
I'd throw it all away to kiss you in the snow
I'd throw it all away to interlock our bones
I'd throw it all away to get you out those clothes
Every time you look at me my heart is froze
For you I'd pick out every thorn on every rose

[coven]
Baby you're so
I'm so damn vulnerable 
When I'm with you I'm out of control
But not enough
Cut me with your blade and keep it dull
Cut me in the face and lay me out
I think I lost my mind 
Fuck me for the last time
Touch me for all the times I've died
In your arms
When I'm with you I wont harm

cut & sew w/ coven (shrinemaiden)

https://yandere.bandcamp.com/album/kill-me-slowly
https://open.spotify.com/album/25jWZQxVQtS0ovbsKA8dLf?si=t-OjtOYzQNKbqouldcmEuA

1. eternal
2. sewn like dolls @h1yori
3. tobira
4. oblivion
5. what led me here @shrinex
6. str4wb3rry☆gutz!!! yandere edit @diegointhedark @tekea
7. kira kirara @lyraseraphiel
8. undertone
9. stay here with me
10. kill me slowly

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