Prod by me :l


"Fuck-Society."

I see blood red, keep a [?]
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen
I see blood red, keep a [?] 
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen


I got attached now I know I should have closed you, 
your virus spread quicker than some ordinary flu, 
infecting all my cells, somethings with you
I could have sworn that I would only trust you
I came to find the things you say aren't right
I see your face and it gives me fight or flight
My circle is small because I like it being tight
I never talk so don't expect an invite 


I see blood red, keep a [?]
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen
I see blood red, keep a [?]
kissing on my bruises, she might cause an omen


[bitter-sweet short term re-acquaintance]

epicure

prod by me 

tag by @chalyre

no tengo amor, solo con rencor, ( I have no love, only resentment)
no sabes lo que duele, (u don't know how much this hurts

sin verte por meses (not seeing you for months)

yo no quiero vivir sin ti, (I don't want to live without you)
I'm begging you please, just stay with me 

yo morire al fin (I'll die in the end)
si no estas aqui (if you're not here)


mis lagrimas claman por perdon, (my tears cry out for forgiveness)
si me alejo pierdo mi razon (if I leave, I'd lose my meaning)

eres mi todo mi unica razon de ser, de ser (You are my everything, my only reason for being, for being)

perdoname el orgullo, (forgive my pride)
por las palabras malas (and for the bad words)

solo quiero amarte (I only want to love you)
sin mas batallas  (without anymore fights)


la vida sin ti carece de sentido (life without you is meaningless)
porfavor regresa te lo pido (please come back I beg you)

sin ti no puedo respirar (I can't breathe without you)
sin ti no quiero continuar (I don't wanna continue without you )

dame una oportunidad (give me a chance)
dejame demostrar (let me show you)

sin ti yo no puedo lograr (without you I can't win)
lo que me queda es llorar (what's left for me is to cry)



whispers of anguish, shadows interlace
symphony of torment, haunting refrain
beauty and sorrow dance in arcane
tears of my sorrow fall like the rain



[[resentment -  agony - discernment]]

outcry

prod by skylin ✧ and @grasior

lyrics:

"I'm only hard on you because I know you can take it"
"because I want you to win"

(grasior ✾) - [prod grasior ✾]

tell me everything i thought was a lie
gave control to everything in my life

what did i do, to deserve you
DiD took me out of who i knew

but
you got me lost in denial
cry in the night what a liar

thought lost in love i held
but it was him not me so i fled

but i dont like what you hold me too
drives me crazy just the thought of you

tell everything is all my fault
when you lost the shit

(skylin & grasior) [prod skylin ✧]

you said you wanted me but I guess those were lies to me 
you turned your back and say I'm throwin all these blasphemies
I cut you off because I found out you're bad for me 
too many snakes in the grass think oughta cut the weeds

(skylin)

got DiD I guess there really are two parts to me
I black out then I don't know what the fuck is happening
got a protector, I don't know if he looks out for me
with time, I learned I was another personality 
in light of these events I guess it's kinda bitter sweet
to learn within of me that there are three whole parts to me 
I put the pieces together after you dumped me on the streets
I lay there lonely with no shoes up on my fucking feet


[prod skylin 0:00 - 1:00]
[prod graysior 1:00 - 1:14]
[prod skylin 1:14 - 2:35]

[[betrayal & mental health]]

snake

snake w/grasior

prod by me :>

you keep lying on my name like u kno how u did
and u could try but i promise u aint gettin us back
you just lost something worth so much more
you could've had everything you stupid whore

you stabbed me it wont happen again
all these bruises and cuts i wont forget 
lonely nights i was calling your name
no one answered i was in pain

i dont want u to leave me even if i say that i do 
every single night all the things that i think about is u
i was beggin on my knees for u please do not leave my life
all my tears are hitting the floor and i only see ur eyes

u aint gettin nothin related to my love
u can keep on wishin or something, get better luck
no 1 can touch this, my grind, i swear to God its up
n when i feel sad bout u my new girl she suck me up x2

you keep lying on my name like u kno how u did
and u could try but i promise u aint gettin us back
you just lost something worth so much more
you could've had everything you stupid whore

[[resentment - adaptation]]

convert

produced by skylin

lyrics:

I don't want to be alone, I reached out to everyone
no one answering my calls, don't blame me when I am gone
feeling all this hatred and anxiety in my heart
can't control the thoughts that rush in I have to restore

please do not leave me I need you right here
patience is fleeting and you're nowhere near
cut off all my ties remove all emotion
treat me like some shit I know that you want this

why did you think that it was okay to leave me now?
I sit here all alone and I can't hear a single sound

I said that I'll be A-OK but I was lying out my face
the few that I would call my friends thought that I left without a trace

light a blunt and hold my tongue I cannot use the words I want
fuck him up and leave him rough if he think I won't piece him up
do no harm but take no shit, I promise you that's how I live
I don't really talk that much but it don't mean you won't get clipped

effort

prod by me :>

(skylin)
all the hatred that you're giving me is only poisoning
at least with my enemies i know what it is they seek
I rather judas instead of someone backstabbing me
oh you're pathetic askin me if I would forgive you

I never go out or talk to people like I know I should
it's easier not engaging and hiding inside my hood
sometimes I tend to fail myself and everyone around me
I guess it kinda scared me from socially interacting

on the darkest days I don't know who it is that I will call
but I am hoping you answer because im bout to fall
and I don't know where I am going but ik you know it all
so I am calling out to you please do not let me fall


(heylog)
catch me on the other end
what i said i really meant
what are all the thoughts your brain holds
what's inside that head
i think i finally figured you out
i think it's time to step out your life now
i don't know what i did for you to become untied to me
if you're gonna act like this then break it off entirely
and if i would've known your emotions would all start piling
then i would've kept it hush instead of you crying to me
i was there for you when no one else was
now i'm seeing the truth and exposing your bluffs
i was there for you at your lowest point
don't go and blame it on me, this wasn't my choice

[[anger - disconnect]]

traitor w/heylog

traitor w/ heylog (Now on Spotify)

Hey there! It's been a while since we last caught up. We hope you're doing well in both life and health. We recently noticed a surge in our streams and we wanted to express our gratitude for your ongoing support. It's heartening to see people enjoying AIM2MISS songs worldwide even after all this time. To show our appreciation, we're planning to release some reimagined tracks and some unreleased material, so keep an eye out for that! 

We also want to take a moment to honor and remember all the musicians and friends we've lost along the way. You are not forgotten, and we look forward to reuniting at a show in the afterlife.

-A2M

UNTIL SUMMER ENDS 2024

produced by xona

@grasior
@herskylin

-lyrics-
keep my head stat
there's poison in the water why my drawn back
i swim but my reflection keeps my brain dead
im stuck inside this mess that i cant crack
the fog is heavy i cant see straight
my buried soul is my down state
i see a ghost that i once knew
is nothing more than what ive gone through

gone through (x4)

most of the time I fake it, it's not really true when I show it
even when I'm at my lowest, I try my hardest on fakin'
don't want anyone knowin' that I hate myself more than I show it
and I can't blame no one but me tho, but the truth is hard to swallow
mi mama me dice que soy lindo y muy fuerte,
como le digo que yo busco mi propia muerte
a mi me dicen que sigue adelante
que yo hago si la herida es muy grande
yo ni se mi mismo no tengo una plan b
solo se que me siento como cobarde

cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b
cobarde, cobarde, sin plan b, sin plan b

keep me from coming back
I doubt when I peek past
deepen this hatred has
controlled my only hands
I took a toll when alone
placed in a structure course
lift up my weight in hopes
to fix in what I had loved
walk, walk, walk (I feed into the eyes)
I’m running out of luck, luck, luck (deceived by many lies)
I can’t seem to run, run, run
I’m losing sense of touch, touch, touch
oh, i've had enough

clover

clover w/ grasior & skylin

prod. @herskylin

amv: https://youtu.be/FyyT0j_EfSE?si=CqPAPI9Bx_LYt7nb

don’t wanna imagine a world without you
tu me tiene vuelto loco y sin idea about you
(you have me crazy and not knowing what to do about you)
i don’t think you love me from the start i doubt you 
and now i feel all the weight crashing down from all my actions 
shoulda never got mixed up witchu 
now it’s a grave for two 
i fucked it up, it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what i’ve always done

I ain't got much strength left in me but I'm hopin that I-
make it to tomorrow, I'm losing all hope 

huh, so tell me what am i supposed to say 
i think about you a couple times a day
you cloud my thoughts every time i lay 
it seems like things will never go my way
with barely any strength left, 
I pull thru this day without rest 
feeling love less, feeling numbness, 
feeling a mess, feeling nothing

well tell me baby is it even really worth it
if nothing that I do can ever be perfect 
I'm just another guy not wanting to be worthless
and baby you are so pretty it leaves me wordless

i light my cigarette and hope that i forget things 
I just feel like i’m nothing worthy of attention 
i suffer from self deprecation and seclusion 
i know im fucked up in the head don’t need to prove it

refresh

skylin - refresh

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

release

prod by ov

huh
(aaa)

you may not be ready but im bout to fuck you up
get on your knees while i load my shot

0.5 in your face where the fuck are you heading to?
ive got a long range view, i can see u
extend my barrel, now i think its over with
get back, you scared i got a weapon with?

i dont even wanna talk to you anymore
veins sticking out my skin like before
sky's turning grey like hoar
dont get attached im bored

dont come near im pulling up dirt
got the info now you left hurt
got no one but myself left
your not ready for what comes next

you used me but i wont accept
run away with that tail between your legs
i wanna name drop so fucking b-bad
put your seatbelt on for my attack

ohh
yeahh
you dont wanna see me again
imma pump this iron in your mouth
barrett m82
scope locked in, no apologies
red dot fixed on your arteries
quit stalling me

hoar

prod. ov & grxves

lyrics:
stepping on a branch now you know where im at
filfthy little dog come here
come back to your place
i dont get
whatchu trynna say
keep it in your mind im not afraid
blast your brain all over the place
thermalscope in the dark heat turns to violence
calmy put that muzzle in his mouth now he's silenced

where you at where you at
I don't see u
call me back call me BACK
I've had enough of you for a long time
close your eyes and say goodbye

YOU AINT READY FOR HEAT, BITCH 
GET READY FOR THE BEAT, SWITCH

grxves:
this ain't a dog house get Ur man's in check
barking up that tree like U ain't a wreck smoking on this loud pack gonna give me heart attack
bitch it's rlly that fat ain't no way U call me fag nah ion fuck with that

damn I'm way too loud gonna summon rats Ur standing in the corner while I laugh (naughty)
this shit humorous don't be coming at me with a hubris I'm way too good yo take that back couldn't even make Ur fucking bag talking mad like Ur homies got Ur back Ur alone in this shit and fucking far

I'm not gonna say shit U digging Ur own grxve bitch U ain't gonna listen anyway daddy made Ur whole career fuck a fake U lame as fuck bitch U gotta step up got U in my red dot gonna take that shot best believe I don't miss got a bone to pick gonna leave you boneless no spine crawl back to daddy crying bitch imma take what's mine leave you hollowed out take that sign run away LIKE DUCK RUN HIDE

THIS PLACE NEED AN ALIBI

I'm breathing way to heavy god I'm way too fried

u aint getting home tonight shut ur window watch the blinds yeah u got that shit with daddys card yet you call me lame bitch got you framed now imma rip ur face off this a face off quit the mascarade ur a knock off

where

im good with all the angles
finding options isn't viable

xona exclusive nov 23rd
formerly known as itai.
deadwood

New tracks tagged #skylin