interlude

drifting (prod. chill sebs)

nirvana (prod. erra)

toll (prod. neverforever)

GIVE ME A REASON (demo) (prod. neverforever)

the flow of the river after the mental recession

lyrics:
oh, man, i'm sorry, for that shit that i did
making overcast your mind, i guess i could not commit
the roaring skies way up above gon' drizzle down to the mist
that go surround the loser hellscape that we find ourselves in
yeah, i still don't understand what you see in me
if it helps, i liked you too, but what's the point if you still hating me?
go climb up up in a tree,
go jump out from the sky, you do not like the notes i breathe

oh, yeah, yeah, i guess it's too late now
oh, yeah, yeah, i see two birdies in the clouds
now i miss what used to be,
we was playin' games 'cause we hate reality

i can't imagine what you're going through
i understand why you hate me, but it burned right through my skin too

oh, man, i'm sorry, for that shit that i did
making overcast your mind, i guess i could not commit
the roaring skies way up above gon' drizzle down to the mist
that go surround the loser hellscape that we find ourselves in
yeah, if it helps, i liked you too
i thought that no one was above me, i evaded what was cool
i'm super sorry 'bout that shit, i only speak upon the truth
i can't imagine what it'd be if i was playin' by the rules

overcast (prod. neverforever)

the flow of the river after the mental recession

lyrics:
yeah, i would end my life if it made you feel alright
i really care 'bout how you feel, even though you switchin' sides
i have seen way too much shit, hell maybe i should try
i've felt too much happen, want your voice on my line

i let the lyrics that carry me
all float away on the ferry, i
i always dreamt of the day we'd get married
and pop a few bottles of champaigne and wine
like, oh, i can't imagine how great it would be
it would be good if i died, it'd be worse if i tried
two birdies couldn't find love cuz we too scared to fly

yeah, i would end my life if it made you feel alright
i really care 'bout how you feel, even though you switchin' sides
i have seen way too much shit, hell maybe i should try
i've felt too much happen, want your voice on my line

i would end my life if i'd have peace in my mind
you don't care 'bout how i feel, so maybe i should die
you can't see what's in my head, there's too much i gotta hide
i lost all of my friends, then i vowed never to lie

end my life (prod. neverforever)

the flow of the river after the mental recession

lyrics:
yeah, this beat is in cut time
i'm breaking and shaking like fault lines
if you tell me pull up, then i'll be there at wrong time
i got nothing to live for, i'm side lined
yeah, i live in catalogged beats
don't tell me you love me, i aint what you need
i destroy everything, yeah i'm stacking reciepts
why will no one forgive me? i aint hard to read
mmh, oh, yeah, i grab the knife, make it brief
my very best friend had just lost me my queen
he made allegations for shit never seen
we good, we brothers not talking
if you saw me before, i had lost it
smearing my blood on the walls of my coffin
got 300 plays on the toll when he callin'

allegations (prod. neverforever)

@aavnn 's end my life....but at 89 and 124bpm
ORIGINAL SONG:
https://soundcloud.com/aavnn/end-my-life

AAVNN_ - end my life (sped up)

AAVNN_ - end my life (slowed)

little track i wrote a couple days ago to work on my writing (sc exclusive)

lyrics:
these people keep peeking they head through the door again
hand me a bottle, we popping like morrison
i'll go have a life, it aint sprinkle, it's pourin' bitch
roast my delivery, bitch now i'm floorin' it
ay, these people want more of my mind on display
but i'm throwing these rocks on the bottles all day
now i'm getting fat checks, hell, gettin' filet
what do you know about goin' insane?

why am i taking it serious?
i'm seeing ghosts in my room, i'm delirious
why are you here, i say i'm curious
what do you know about being inferior?
uh, yeah, i have lost all that i desire
take five pills, try to rest, but i never got tired
my leap of faith cut short and i fell in the fire

DELIRIOUS (prod. neverforever)

i recorded this a couple hours after i wrote it, so my pronunciation sucks ass in this song.

lyrics bc you need them:

uh, take a seat while i murder the beat
pain radiates from my head to my feet
lyrically, i feel like i been landing shattering threes
let my ego expand, play my shit on repeat
uh, i got fanatics 'round me
why they hating on my music, say they want more @geen-rapper-pro ?
i want that green inside my mind, instead it feel like LSD
i'm seeing sound, should call me sonic, pretty fast now mentally
uh,

ayy, ayy,
what do you see in me now?
get a dose of the heavens, i'm feeling too bound
you can say what you want because karma goes 'round
uh, yeah, yeah,
what can you see in me now?
i stopped every addiction while everyone bitchin'
'bout shit i put in my sound

uh, take a seat while i murder the beat
pain radiates from my head to my feet
lyrically, i feel like i been landing shattering threes
let my ego expand, play my shit on repeat
ay, why they all scared of the heat?
i do not care 'bout what you saying 'bout the way that i grieve
you can put a block before me, but my wisdom will preach,
you can be what you want if you're a leaf on the tree

THE HEAVENS (prod. neverforever)

why is melodyne so broken

lyrics:
i got a headache, gon' get some ibuprofin
i'm seeing creatures in the halls, i'm feeling really closed in
drill a hole inside my skull, then go and sell it on the open
you would kill a dozen people if it kept the profit flowin'
that's facts, i'm seeing 'hundred on the dash
i'm there and then i'm not, you see, my mind is like the flash
if you saw me irl, then you would feel how hard i crashed
scratching out my cornea, aint viewing my collapse

uh, why they wanna see me now?
it isn't like i've blown up, or somebody liked my sound
pain painted on my face like burnout painted as my frown
i don't wanna wait a year because i (want it) want it now

i got a headache, gon' get some ibuprofin
i'm seeing creatures in the halls, i'm feeling really closed in
drill a hole inside my skull, then go and sell it on the open
you would kill a dozen people if it kept the profit flowin'
that's facts, way too many people tryna talk way too much smack
go ahead and try to know me, i assure you that you can't
i've lost all i could give, and now i'm living to protect
my mind is in two halves, call it mental distress

(uh, yeah, stress stressing everything i'm willing to correct)
(if i'm trying to confess, i'd rather say it through the text)
(uh, yeah, stress stressing everything i'm willing to correct)
(if i'm trying to confess, i'd rather say it through the text)

COLLAPSE (prod. neverforever)

DISGUST (prod. neverforever)

TO THOSE WHO HAVE LOST THEIR MINDS (prod. neverforever)

THE ART OF SELF EXPRESSION (prod. neverforever)

I'M SO FUCKING SHIT (probably won't drop this btw)

lyrics:
it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

yeah, yeah,
i feel like i'm flowing, don't know i'm going
i hope that the river will take me off leash
ain't know what i'm knowing, i have no control
and i'm talking 'bout shit i can't mentally read
what do you know about losing it all
to some people that fucking make fun of your screams?
i was grade six, in the back of the class
i couldn't handle the world on my feet

it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING (prod. neverforever)

@aavnn , but it's remixes of other songs.

New tracks tagged #slowcore rap