a feeling of chasing lost moments or trying to recapture the feelings tied to those memories, even as time slips away. Reflecting a deep yearning for the good times that have passed, with an undercurrent of pain and realization that some memories can't be relived. expressing frustration with the inability to forget or move on, yet continue to run after those fleeting, bittersweet recollections, creating a tension between clinging to the past and the need to let go and heal.

Chasing Memories

Groupie Freestyle - 2022

988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline

suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon suicide soon

ANSWER ME

my life is going by so fast i cant wait to see the end

Castle of Demons

Lyrics:

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Wanna feel little more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

Don't you know about it all
I've been waiting for so long
For this plot to soon begin
If it meant a corpse or two
Desperate measures for idiots
Think there's endings with a twist
I'm a coward through and through
Understand, it's a life reset

Woah, wanna feel more than life?
Woah, like a blade.. molten knife
Woah, wanna feel more than life!
Gimme one more reason to ask you why

more than life [+ asperr]

dont fold up (blckhrt)

I’m feelin’ dead, don’t wanna do today fucking die
Forever alone, no one cares bye bye
You left me broken, I hate myself
These scars on my skin?  that’s on you hell
Poppin’ Xanax, to sleep through the night

Forever Alone [sorrow bringer]

visualizer: https://youtu.be/zHeToGeaJgY
sample:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XJBDX3Z0BY
vox:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56ojW_pCNxg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6sdq4N5S_xc
https://soundcloud.com/o67o/sorry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1QF-LWNUdY

awake

весь этот мир [exxpirync3]

hyperpop w @friendze
mixed by me

btw bro i just realized ur name is a silly way of spelling frenzy. just hit me rn. fire

bagged 2 go w/ friendze (metlast)

Nightmares

lyrics: 
ive been running they been biting at my coattails 
might not live another year but I dont care 
if you wanna see the future we can go there 
 ive been drowning ive been sinking I got no air
 in the winter through the window watch the snow fall 
all my problems growing bigger like a snowball 
they've been keeping lots of secrets ima show yall 
ive been crossing both my fingers ima go far 
ive been sleepy ima go and take a deep rest 
tryna hide away my feelings cuz im depressed
 and my motor getting tired need a reset  
tryna float my way away im in the deep end

ive been hiding ive been ghosting
 different states different cities ive been coasting
  ive been broken in the moment  
when I try to speak my mind I be choking
  in the backseat drowning in my sorrows 
 doing anything I can to see tomorrow
  but it follows it be stalking
  I can hear the voices murmur when im talking

ive been running they been biting at my coattails 
might not live another year but I dont care 
if you wanna see the future we can go there 
 ive been drowning ive been sinking I got no air
 in the winter through the window watch the snow fall 
all my problems growing bigger like a snowball 
they've been keeping lots of secrets ima show yall 
ive been crossing both my fingers ima go far 
ive been sleepy ima go and take a deep rest 
tryna hide away my feelings cuz im depressed
 and my motor getting tired need a reset  
tryna float my way away im in the deep end

ive been hiding ive been ghosting
 different states different cities ive been coasting
  ive been broken in the moment  
when I try to speak my mind I be choking
  in the backseat drowning in my sorrows 
 doing anything I can to see tomorrow
  but it follows it be stalking
  I can hear the voices murmur when im talking

coattails (01kon)

Bandzz

(prod. reactance)
honestly, honestly, I miss you.

You said come over, with a half dead grin,
Flicked my lighter, lit the spark within,
Black lipstick, kisses on my skin,
We sat in silence, let the static spin,

Your old mixtape wore that crooked grin,
Said “forever”, like you meant it then,
But your eyes were glass and I saw right through,
A hundred "maybes" but never "I do",

Now I'm chasing ghosts in the shape of you,
Curtains drawn but light leaks in,
Smell of your perfume on my jacket's sin,
I still wear it just to feel your skin,

And I scream your name in the empty halls,
Pick at the paint on my bedroom walls,
God, I loved you,

You said come over, with a half dead grin,
Flicked my lighter, lit the spark within,
Black lipstick, kisses on my skin,
We sat in silence, let the static spin.

「lipstick」

show up to the funeral high (dercept)

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@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

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weirdo music based on spiritual experiences

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