pleading with him, bleeding within

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(produced by me)

spirit comes to us through neurosis - you will be okay

- love chanel

pleading with him

Observing Veteran's Day, and why old roads are windy.  Text post at www.JoshUrban.substack.com

Veteran's Day - The Signalman Show, S7 E15

Harvest of Death

Ballad of a soldier

soldierrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr prod me


baby i aint yo soldier
yo soldier
i got bolders on my shoulders yeah
why yo tongue get colder
everyone bipolar
as im gettin older i see all the tards
how you broke and cucked you larp
how you broke and cucked you larp
yeah my fits so hard
yeah i miss yall being with squad til dawn
baby i aint yo soldier
different colors of them papes look like mac os sequoia 
and i miss my bros they the only ones who loyal
i aint yo soldier
baby i aint yo soldier
yo soldier
i am not yo soldier
you give me paranoia
that za made me feel royal 
they gon come destroy
blood drops in the soil 
as im gettin older i see all the tards
how you broke and cucked you larp
how you broke and cucked you larp
they dont understand this art
words you say may stab my heart
yeah
baby i aint yo soldier
different colors of them papes look like mac os sequoia 
and i miss my bros they the only ones who loyal
baby i aint yo soldier
-on my shoulders yeah
why yo tongue get colder
everyone bipolar
as im gettin older i see all the tards

soldier

You a stallion

Unknown Soldier

This Is My Land

The Forgotten Soldier

1	Armonics-	Living Waves (Original Mix)
2	SOSA (UK)-	Sexy Sturdy (Original Mix)
3	Cyda-	Can't Stop This Feeling (Original Mix)
4	NewTone (NL)-	Wagwan (Original Mix)
5	HOVR-	Girls to the Front (Biesmans Remix)
6	Warren Blake, Ferra Black-	Midnight Train (Extended Mix)
7	Jerome Sydenham, Cosmic Soldier-	I Am So Over You (Original Mix)
8	Cole Knight-	Going Higher (Original Mix)
9	JSPR-	Bear With Me (Original Mix)
10	Gameboyz-	54321! (Original Mix)
11	B FROM E-	Amnesia (Original Mix)
12	Airrica-	Can't Stop (Extended Euphoric Overdrive Mix)
13	Stacie Fields-	Put This In Ya Pipe (Original Mix)
14	Ben Bux-	Shadows & Dust (Extended Mix)
15	Function-	Distant Paradise (Original Mix)

Pumpin the jasmin

This is a song to remind us all to never forget those men & women in the Armed Forces that chose to dedicate their lives to protecting us & our freedoms. Remember them as you sit down with your families, because they can't be with their families due to the sacrifices they made. And NEVER forget those who have made the ultimate sacrifice & have given their lives in service. 

This is dedicate to the memory & honor of my nephew CPL James Ismael Almonte - USMC, Persian Gulf, lost to PTSD/Suicide after serving his country proudly. 4/24/81 - 12/24/07... Semper Fi nephew. Please support your local Military Veteran Services so no one else has to feel so alone... 

"DA' BLACK SHEEP" & AXIS UNKNOWN - LONELY HERO (A SOLDIER'S XMAS)

אח שלי, אני פה איתך — I’m Here With You is a powerful tribute to everyone who serves—soldiers, medics, volunteers, caregivers, first responders, and all who give of themselves even when they feel out of place.

Blending English lyrics with the moving Hebrew lines “אח שלי, אני פה איתך” (My brother, I’m here with you) and the timeless teaching “אם לא עכשיו אימתי” (If not now, when?), the song captures the quiet courage behind service and sacrifice.

It honors the noble heart that keeps showing up—not for applause, but from a deep desire to make the world safer, better, and kinder. It reminds listeners that even when you feel alone, service builds a family of its own—one forged in purpose, loyalty, and shared belief.

An emotional anthem of solidarity, brotherhood, and inner strength.

I'm Here With You, My Brother

Soldier feat ( CR Wavy )

The Remnant

Soldier LYRICS

[Intro]
Hmm, hmm

[Verse 1]
I'm laying here in the darkness
The middle of nowhere
There's no one in sight
Caught in the madness
Don't wanna be like this
I'm losing my mind
Wanna see inside your head
What's going on in there?

[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me where you are
So I can stop and take a breath
Cause nothing's making sense
I don't want this to end
Come and get me out of this mess

[Chorus]
I want you to stay, oh, stay, oh
Stay with me a little longer
Why don't you stay, oh, stay, oh?
Don't you wanna be my soldier?

[Post-Chorus]
Now, would you fight for me?
D-d-d-die for me?
Would wanna be with me forever
Why don't you stay, oh, stay, oh?
Don't you wanna be my soldier?
(Whoa-oh)

[Verse 2]
You brought me out of my shell
Put me under your spell
Now I'm walking a straight line to you
I'll never surrender
You're my pain and pleasure all together

[Pre-Chorus]
Wanna see inside your head
What's going on in there?
Tell me where you are
So I can stop and take a breath
Cause nothing's making sense
I don't want this to end
Come and get me out of this mess

[Chorus]
I want you to stay, oh, stay, oh
Stay with me a little longer
Why don't you stay, oh, stay, oh?
Don't you wanna be my soldier?
[Post-Chorus]
Now, would you fight for me?
D-d-d-die for me?
Would wanna be with me forever
Why don't you stay, oh, stay, oh?
Don't you wanna be my soldier?
(Whoa-oh)

[Bridge]
If only it was us against the world
(Tell me, tell me, tell me)
Tell me, would you stand for all we're worth?
(Worth, worth)
Your silence is a gun, gun, gun, gun
Aiming at the one, one, one, one
Who's still the same
My love won't change
Love won't change

[Chorus]
(Stay) Stay, oh, stay, oh
Stay with me a little longer
Why don't you stay, oh, stay, oh?
(Stay) Don't you wanna be my soldier?

Nightcore - Soldier (Rock Version)

紅の雪 (Crimson Snow) is about a Japanese soldier in the time period of the Russo-Japanese War. Using emotive music with haunting melodies, and through dramatic orchestrations, Crimson Snow expresses the feelings of bravery, grief and craving on the battlefield. Through the lyrics, vivid illustrations of cold, snowy terrain and the emotive conflicts of a soldier feeling conflicted between responsibility to his country and the memories of his family throughout his journey. The contrast between the huge cinematic points combined with the quiet reflective moments makes the song an absorbing musical experience and provides great emotional impact. This song is only for non-commercial use and shall not be distributed on commercial websites without the song artist's consent.

Song Artist: 霧/Kiri

紅の雪 (Crimson Snow)

‘What is the point, when…?’
‘The point, Lieutenant,’ the Captain interrupted, ‘is that these inhumans are infected. They only have to spit in your eye or kiss your mouth to infect you, understand?’

What is the Point When? (18+) - Nikki Delgado

Part of the Echoes without Thunder cycle, honoring the echo of the song as much as the thunder that made it famous. 
Soldier’s Silence carries the battlefield cadence—two guitars drifting at their own pace, arpeggio ghost lantern shimmer, and drums in stage formation. 

Lyrics available in English to those interested in adding Vocals.


Soldiers Silence

This Land Is Mine

"DA' BLACK SHEEP"
Myrtle Beach, SC


-Melodic Hard Rock, Acoustic Rock, and touch of Metal - comparable to Staind/Aaron Lewis, Shinedown, Godsmack, Zakk Wylde/Black Label Society, Alice In Chains, Metallica, and Ozzy Osbourne.


"DA' Black Sheep" Dan Acosta is the epitome of the "Do It Yourself" (DIY) artist/performer. With many years of touring and performing experience, he has been paying his dues and pouring his blood, sweat, and sometimes tears, into his Performances, Record Label, Multimedia Business (GDA Media Group, LLC), and his many other passions (Songwriting, Graphic Design, Photography, and Professional Wrestling). He is always involved in the local community, taking part in numerous charity events every year. Anyone who knows "The Red & Black" knows that DA' Black Sheep is one of the most dedicated, hard-working performers around. 

With catchy hooks and a simple "in your face" approach to his music, Dan’s songwriting keeps things pure and simple, while tugging on the human heart to make his songs unforgettable to his listeners. He writes from his own life experiences and tries to relate to each fan through every song - sharing his true feelings and perspectives with them. Across the board, you can feel the emotion and sincerity showcased by his strong songwriting abilities, and his passionate vocal deliveries. DA' Black Sheep is legitimately the quintessential "rock star” for the people. 

Dan also set out to live another one of his childhood dreams, brought about through his dedication to his music - professional wrestling. In March of 2012, he began training to become a professional wrestler, with a school called RingSide Pro-Wrestling, and really solidified himself as "DA' Black Sheep" in the ring as well, using that as his wrestling name - he based his in-ring persona as an extension of who he is, making it more "over-the-top" as his character & gimmick. It all began with Dan writing entrance theme music for some wrestlers he had become friends with most notably former Extreme Championship Wrestling (ECW), World Championship Wrestling (WCW), and World Wrestling Entertainment (WWE) star Mikey Whipwreck. Whipwreck used Dan's music all throughout the local Indy leagues when he wrestled with a clique known as "The Order Of The Black", along with Dan's other friends, Jeff "Rocky" Hahn (formerly known as "Bad Boy Rocky Shore in WWE), and Louie Fabiano (formerly known as "The NY Brawler" & "Sheik Mohamed Hussein" in WWE & WCW, as well as in Puerto Rico and worldwide), who use another one of Dan's songs when they wrestle for East Coast Pro Wrestling (ECPW), a company Dan himself wrestled for for 12+ years on the East Coast circuit. That opportunity is how Dan was able to segue into the world of professional wrestling and start training under the tutelage of Jeff Hahn. 

As you can see, "DA' Black Sheep" has his hands into just about every aspect of entertainment. He made the leap into "reality television" work, as well as on "the big screen" in movies, television, and he's always looking for new & exciting opportunities. Orange Is The New Black, Ink Master (several episodes & seasons), Ink Master Redemption, Impractical Jokers, Cymbeline (movie), Blue Bloods (TV Series)... the list just keeps growing.

"DA' Black Sheep" Dan Acosta is definitely an "outside the box" thinker, when it comes to the longevity of his career. If you don't already know his name and reputation, definitely look him up and see what you've been missing. This why he's earned the hashtags
#rUdownWitDABlackSheep & #ShamelessSelfpromotingMediaWhore


*Dan Acosta is also the proud owner of GDA Media Group, LLC - a Multimedia Company & Record Label, now handling all of his recordings/mixes/production work, music videos, bookings, promoting, merchandise designs/printing, keeping everything "in-house" due to years of trusting the wrong people in this business & learning some tough lessons along the way. Registered recently in 2025 in South Carolina, this is giving Dan more control over his career & music, while allowing him to help other Indy Artists avoid a lot of the obstacles he's faced over the years.

Solar Propulsion Electronic Music Sessions
Channeled with pure love
Tracklistings in descriptions - Playlists by genres
Thanks and all credits go to the artists producing so much good music _/\_

这是一个来自亚特兰大深处的地下极端金属项目，我们的目标是揭露这个我们称之为 Terra（或者用人类众多绵羊的语言来说，“地球”）的恶魔地狱扭曲真相。

我们反对一切形式的人类，正如创始人乐队 Mayhem 通过他们的黑金属启示（俗称“Deathcrush”）所期望的那样。作为一个政治团体，我们痛恨帝国、仇恨、战争和贪婪，我们一定会改变这个世界......无论好坏。

突然嗅闻死亡的音乐是战争金属乐队如 Bestial Warlust 和 Blasphemy 的暴力深度、Thou 和 Funeral 的敬畏末日感、Extermination Dismemberment、Suffocation 和 Devourment 的猛烈冲击的粗犷、死亡压迫、煎熬、直击的混合体;《圣甲虫》和《脂肪瘤》的旋律黑暗，《出埃及记》和《金属乐团》的经典律动，贝多芬、莫扎特、亨德尔、海顿、比才、舒伯特、舒曼的精致，An underground extreme metal project from the depths of Atlanta, we aim to expose the twisted truth of this demonic hellscape we call Terra (or, in the language of the abundant sheep of humanity, "Earth"). 

We oppose humanity in all forms, just as the founding fathers, a band called Mayhem, intended with their Black Metal revelation colloquially known as "Deathcrush." As a political band in nature, we detest empire, hatred, war, and greed, and we WILL make a change in this world... for better or for worse.

Sudden Sniffing Death's music is an abrasive, deathcrushing, torturous, boiling, visceral blend of the violent depths of War Metal bands such as Bestial Warlust and Blasphemy, the reverent doom of Sludge Metal bands like Thou and Funeral, the hard-hitting slam of Extermination Dismemberment, Suffocation, and Devourment; the melodic darkness of Scarab and Lipoma, the classic groove of Exodus and Metallica, the sophistication of Beethoven, Mozart, Handel, Haydn, Bizet, Schubert, Schumann, Joseph Bolougne, Shostakovich, Hildegard von Bingen, among hundreds of others; classic rock bands like the Beatles, Elvis, Sister Rosetta; and lived darkness that each and every affiliate of the band has experienced to unimaginable extents and been shaped into miserable shells of the demons we were born as, shed of original sin, but newfound Lords of Death.

Charagma is a late‑life composer who began with re‑arrangements and grew into original works, weaving rustic realism and humor into every track. His archive is a living cycle of runes—each song carrying its own backstory, whether comic relief (Billy Bob and His Truck), adaptation under pressure (How Soon Is Now), or ballads of absence (Not Home for Christmas).
Raised on rhythm guitar and shaped by family influences, Charagma’s music blends classical roots, folk storytelling, and experimental twists. Genres are never fixed—they’re playful, paradoxical, and often tagged with “…ish,” because only Charagma knows where the lines truly fall.
From contrabass spikes at 20Hz to choir adaptations and rustic ballads, his work is less about perfection and more about memory, humor, and ritual. Each track is a mark left behind—a charagma—echoing both the thunder of transformation and the quiet of echoes without thunder.

A STAR on 1209 begins LFAC for AARA.
Shining GOLD on MARS until 2603.
The 2903 ignites the DARK on 2109.
In the COLD of FALL, the LAST is LOST.

Bringing the wonder to Science and the World.

the only drug you need

- love chanel ☮

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