YOU MADE ME WANNA KM$
JU$T PREPPING THE $TAGE
VI$UALIZER HERE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FidkXS_SQrw

[INTRO]
Forever and ever, forever
When you left I lost a part of me
Never had no time to breathe
But you got one thing wrong, won't be obsessed forever

[VERSE 1]
It started when you confessed
I saw it in your eyes, you stressed and you stressed
You only said it to get it off your chest
You never wanted the mess but you didn't fuckin' assess
That when pressed, I'd express that I love you the best
I felt blessed, like finally we'd take the time and invest
You infest, we both had feelings that we repressed
We move quick, progress like we became possessed
We coalesced, thought that everything had been addressed
I never guessed, you'd switch up and fuckin' make me depressed
You professed, that my love was getting hard to digest
Then attest, we'd get back together once we refreshed
I protested it all, how could you even suggest
I request you reconsider, opinion suppressed
And unless I'm goin' crazy, your love was in jest
Arms X over my breast, and then you laid me to rest
Said fuck a bulletproof vest, your cardiac will arrest

[CHORUS]
When you left I lost a part of me
Never had no time to breathe
But you got one thing wrong, won't be obsessed forever
Once wanted lobotomy 
Now just want your heart to bleed
Shoot my westside gun, until you're lost forever

Forever and ever, forever
(1080) When you left I lost a part of me
Never had no time to breathe
But you got one thing wrong, won't be obsessed forever

[VERSE 2]
A couple months had went by, I knew when we said goodbye 
That no texts or calls would ever get a reply
I truly wished I would die, heart bruised the color of sky
You are the reason the ducts in my eyes ran dry
You are the reason thots wonder why I don't cry
You are the reason I constantly yearned for the you and I
Strings you attached made a noose for my suicide
Cling then detach, you confused me like who am I?
Spring and attack, then you used and you threw aside
Swing and a crack, I shoulda knew off the bat
That takin' you back would be akin to the cyanide
Still had a knack, attracting reasons to die inside
I took a shot in the black, I thought the message went client side
I couldn't relax when I saw you read and replied
So I wore a mask and I lied and I lied and lied
Til I learned a fact that turned me from Jekyll into Hyde

[OUTRO]
When you left I lost a part of me
Never had no time to breathe
But you got one thing wrong, won't be obsessed forever
Once wanted lobotomy 
Now just want your heart to bleed
Shoot my westside gun, until you're lost forever
Mmmmm, you never meant forever
So now our connection's severed

OB$E$$ED

OB$E$$ED [prod. PALE1080 & Pizzle]

I played live at Prairie Heights healthcare in September 2024 -- very mixed-age crowd!

Jay K. live at Prairie Heights, Aberdeen, SD

my demeanor that of rhinestone

produced by chill sky beats
mixed by ember (@prodbyember)
featuring Hayden Forbes (@haydenforbesmusic)
written and recorded by Hayden Forbes & I

LYRICS:
[CHORUS: $oLo Act]
this discomfort's my new zone
it settles in when i'm all alone
i float around in my unknown
i do my best with the light i'm shown
i know i gotta do this on my own
but the uncertainty it rattles my bones
guessin' my demeanor that of rhinestone
guess i gotta make a house a home

[VERSE 1: $oLo Act]
unknown space, wait a second
different place, redirected
sentence laced, with misdirection
sentence faced and now i'm waitin' on corrections
my insecurities are armed i am unprotected
all these fuckin' changes got me feelin' out my section
world with instabilities and constant insurrections
media literacy is natural selection
i'm over it, i'm cool with it, i'm ready for defection
the lack of understanding bleeds us dry of our affection
i'm tryna find a spark and we ain't makin' a connection
my heart is on my sleeve my only reason for reflection
at this point i could give a fuck about public reception
i'm comfortable enough to not care if i am rejected
i know that i am worth it and i'm loved and i'm respected
my self love an ego boost, you're looking at perfection

[CHORUS: $oLo Act]
this discomfort's my new zone
it settles in when i'm all alone
i float around in my unknown
i do my best with the light i'm shown
i know i gotta do this on my own
but the uncertainty it rattles my bones
guessin' my demeanor that of rhinestone
guess i gotta make a house a home

[VERSE 2: Hayden Forbes]
and as i lay a couple bass tracks (yeah)
do a take, write some riffs, then i lay back (woo)
mixing board as i play the tape back
envision more tour de force and at the end of the day
where will I stay at? (huh)
cause it’s been weighing on my mind heavy (yeah)
and as I’m checking into this diary
i got my journals ready
pen and pencil steady
and those who never met me
see me transitioning to the MD
the DC, i’m sacrificing everything
startin’ fresh in hopes to have a better me (damn)
seems the grass is never green
til the day i’m buried underneath
so what good is that when I’m only twenty-three
you feeling good boy? you look like a mess
can’t take care of yourself and you can’t handle the stress
so instead of medicating, finding ways to abuse it
put your heart and all your soul into pursuit of the music
(Yeah)

[CHORUS: $oLo Act & Hayden Forbes]
this discomfort's my new zone
it settles in when i'm all alone
i float around in my unknown
i do my best with the light i'm shown
i know i gotta do this on my own
but the uncertainty it rattles my bones
guessin' my demeanor that of rhinestone
guess i gotta make a house a home

ANIMAL CRO$$ING (feat. Hayden Forbes)

ANIMAL CRO$$ING (feat. Hayden Forbes) [prod. chill sky beats]

no more loose ends

produced by SAYONARA & Sapjer
mixed by ember (@prodbyember)
featuring Skinny Ramen (@soundofreign)
written & recorded by Skinny Ramen & I

LOO$E END$ (with Skinny Ramen)

LOO$E END$ (with Skinny Ramen) [prod. SAYONARA & Sapjer]

we got so far to go

produced by 2lz
mixed by ember (@prodbyember)
written & recorded by me

LYRICS:
smokin' bud with different faces
kept on goin' through the vapors huh?
roll a blunt with lyric papers
vow to end up with a placement aah
i'll be up with my stars 
it's why i started with the spaceship
this is the story so far
it's why we started with the basics
and now that they're so far
we get to breakin out the stasis
because we made it so far
they think we owe em but they ain't shit

no they ain't shit
think you really knowin' someone but they fake it
heart is vacant, daily basis
i just wanna know the real you i can't take this
so i put the conversation on hiatus
spit the talent off the tongue to their amazement
that kid started talkin' shit up in the basement
now like Posty, homie made it
ho we made it
this the manifest of my own realization
this me recognizing i was meant for stages
felt my voice was all my father ever praises
i been ignoring my calling every day since
lovin' music stayed consistent through my phases
ever since a young'n playin' with my ranges
guess this music's generational, it's ageless

this the story so far
i know we've got so far to go
oh we've takin' so long
i guess you can't rush perfect so we takin' it slow
was meant to shine so i'll glow
i think i found what i was lookin' for
this the first act of the show
we dimmed the lights a little, here's $oLo

$TORY $O FAR INTERLUDE

$TORY $O FAR INTERLUDE [prod. 2lz]

guess that's what makes us human

artwork by https://www.instagram.com/ubernox/
produced & mixed by ember (@prodbyember)
written & recorded by me

LYRICS:
i can't see through the sunset
why aren't we having fun yet
it takes two for a duet
rushin' into the roulette

we drive good things to ruin
guess that's what makes us human
show what's real like I'm Truman
eyes got used to your lumens
can we find a solution?
i don't like this conclusion
swerve through all the confusion
was your love just illusion?

smoke clears mind of pollution
mind clears smoke of delusion
no more of your excuses
know we can't be exclusive
context that you excluded
you spoke lies, you were fluent
truth's all i was pursuin'
what the fuck were we doin'

survived sunset to sunrise
still alive to my surprise
glorify the past as the good times
nostalgic pain hits more than I realized
crave the chaos, love is just the disguise
scared of time, you know i'm stayin' clock wise
fuck the goggles, rose-tinted my eyes
close to death defines being alive

we drive good things to ruin
guess that's what makes us human
show what's real like I'm Truman
eyes got used to your lumens

WHAT MAKE$ U$ HUMAN

WHAT MAKE$ U$ HUMAN [prod. ember]

let's let the bitterness speak

produced by shango
mixed by ember (@prodbyember)
written & recorded by me

LYRICS:
every day feel like vacation
blue sky, different elevation
diamonds drippin' call it condensation
you ain't even in the conversation
through the trials and the tribulations
through the smears on my reputation
made it far with one stipulation
that i gotta call these bitches basic
basic, basic, basic, basic
i'm appalled, all these bitches basic
basic, basic, basic, basic
shit i'll spew it on a daily basis
basis, basis, basis, basis
runnin' rumors, all these bitches baseless
baseless, baseless, baseless, baseless

all these diamonds on my jewelry
i would be pretty foolish if i didn't keep the tool on me
i'm not with the tomfoolery
i wish these petty bitches would act like my ice and cool on me
she suckin' get her drool on me
she wetter than a pool for me
my love for her illusory
you fuck with me, you losin' me
i'm hard to reach, i'm lucid dreams
oh, gettin' the food on my plate now, guessin' the beef is the meat
spittin' it all in they face now, show all the losers defeat
thinkin' i'm givin' good grace now, that my name shows up on feats
thinkin' we shoulda touched base, pal, 'stead of just talkin' through beats
thinkin' we coulda been great, wow, 'magine the duo we'd be
hopin' you get yourself straight, pal, don't leave the bitterness be

so let's let the bitterness speak
one year after we butt heads, i watched old history repeat
animosity finally reached it's peak
and so you laid this shit down to sleep
i couldn't speak, couldn't hold my peace
cold-blooded, where is the heat you seek?
i ain't feel this way about antique beef
confrontational, i say fuck mystique
heard a side of the story they say you had tweaked
so do you think after several weeks
i wanna hear that our demo leaked?
all these manipulation techniques
are honestly my biggest critique
hear a lie on my name imma fuckin' freak
you're not the only one feelin' bleak

basic, basic, basic
basic, basic, basic
basic, basic, basic

BA$IC [prod. shango]

I have been playing music for a long time -- my fingers are sore! ha ha. More background: https://mailjaykirsch.wixsite.com/jaykmusic

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