lyrics:
i remember that moment we walked to the lake
im just staring at the water watching ripples break
it's very open here watching the cars pass
but god i'd do anything to break all the silence

and i can't stand to look into your eyes again
i don't feel alive and i don't wanna try again
and the clock keeps on ticking like where did the time go
our memories irrelevant our love is a side note

side note
i'm tired of this fucking cycle
like how you always put me down
you're so despiteful
and i know
you're filled with evil what you lie for
i pick and choose my right doors
you ain't wanna die for

how you push and pull the strings and drag me back
i gave you time and money, effort, I'm just naming shit you lack so
our love
it hurts too much I'm blue and black
and now my hearts on fire
ready to attack you
I'm in a cycle love and hate and that's the sad truth
I've seen my body torn to shreds from a birds eye view
like what you hate me for
now I'm more lost than before
i lost my mind shit i guess it's nothing new

and i can't stand to look into your eyes again
i don't feel alive and i don't wanna try again
and the clock keeps on ticking like where did the time go
our memories irrelevant our love is a side note
my skins rots inside of these halls
oh it's always a cycle
i wanna see you like one last time, it's the final
until the sun goes down
and gets to catching our gaze
i want to count all of the freckles
on top of your face

again w/ bes

(bloom & steej)

You said It was all my fault again
The things you do to me
It's stuck in my head
I'm sick and tired of playing pretend
Were we ever perfect
I don't know
Bleeding in my bathroom
Sitting on the floor
Thinking day and night
Why your heart's so cold
I guess I'll never know

I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone
I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone

On and on and on again
I'm tryna find a way to spend
My time with you
I was never perfect
I'm running out of time
Was it really worth it
I told the truth but you never believed me
Lying to yourself thinking that you can't please me
It'ts on and on and on again
I'm sick and tired of playing pretend

You said It was all my fault again
The things you do to me
It's stuck in my head
I'm sick and tired of playing pretend
Were we ever perfect
I don't know
Bleeding in my bathroom
Sitting on the floor
Thinking day and night
Why your heart's so cold
I guess I'll never know

I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone
I been waiting for the perfect time to tell you
We should go back to how things used to be
I hate our memories sitting in my phone
I gotta question myself
If I'm better alone

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