leave me on tracks just to pray just to die 
atleast thats what i dream, cause i hate this fucking life
i pray it will get better but i know that its a lie
stuck up in my room everyday i fucking cry

i know im not an angel, and i know im not the best
im sorry for my past, karmas real and now i stress
pretend im in aruba with some chains around my neck
i know its not the truth, but i wish for this event

been down for so long, feel like deaths the only choice
these voices in my head sounding louder than my voice
i failed at ending once, wanna jump into the void 
got cuts on my skin, and i know there's no rejoice

stuck in my room with a blade and the pain
digging in my heart, dark soul, what a shame
i thought it would get better but its just a plain game
i’m screaming at the sky, but it never feels the same

wanna hear her voice, and im sitting in the rain
my mind set in flames, life is filled of false blame
running from the past but it’s melted in my brain
brace myself for tragedy, the tragedy has came

everyone i loved turned to dust with no choice
think to myself its enough whats the point
the point, like a gun, pointed straight up at my dome
surrounded by the negative i feel like im alone

wanna find the joy but its buried deep away
she said that its our fate, but i said its love and hate
i love my new bitch even if we don't talk
its sad i know, i miss her more than kids without chalk

smoking out my lungs, vision blurry every second
red eyes like blood, words feeling like a weapon
pop another xan eyes start to shut down
think about the future or else ill get out the fucking world

New tracks tagged #sorry for the bad mixxing