great song with an unfortunate title

hope you've all been well bc i haven't :)

thank you for your continued support if you're still here,
there's no shot i'll quit music in this lifetime so all i ask is for you to be patient while i get my life back together.

take care & much love to you all,
eric <3

checks - school shooter (wych elm cover)

CHECKS - DISARRAY (2023 DEMO)

lyrics:
please say something
i'm bleeding out
i'm not who you thought i was
and that disturbs you greatly

i'm bothered by myself
i'm bothered by you too
take me for example
it's not always about you.

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more music in 2024 :)
thanks for stickin around

love,
eric :)

It's Not Always About You

₢៛⇹℆₳₰℡⌤〷❦؂℉⍢〲∲⊞⊷∺∡⒇

vocalists (in order):
playtime with benny
james gorczyca
snipztea
lvst
ayashi
kyle slow

production by james gorczyca

*edit by checks*

Make Family Not Friends - Crying in the Other Room (₢៛⇹℆₳₰℡⌤〷❦؂℉⍢〲∲⊞⊷∺∡⒇ Edit)

Checks - I Loved Her More Than Anything (2020)

Checks - Jaded (Pearlsfade Loop) [2020]

Checks - Canada of Boards (2020)

Checks - Office (2023)

briefly released on whatevercomestomindhonestly@gmail.com in 2018.

Checks - Spiral (2018)

Checks - There Ain Nothin Left 4 Me (Demo) [2023]

lyrics:
(all you care about is how high you can get and how good that'll feel)

i'm fallin apart again
i'm fallin apart again
i'm fallin apart again
yeah i'm fallin apart again

i'm not gonna work
how long i gotta work for the rest of this life?
how long i gotta live?
how long i gotta be this jerk? my demise'll
be my own fault
i'll be my own person, diggin my own grave and i
don't feel shame
i just wanna feel the same

i'm fallin apart again
i'm fallin apart again
i'm fallin apart again
yeah i'm fallin apart again

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fallin apart again.

made in june 2024.

lyrics:
Say it to my face if you feel like it’s so damn important
It’s so damn important
Sit on your pedestal some more bitch
I’m feelin morbid

You are dandruff, you a flake
I don’t give fuck bout what you say
I get that you act and that’s about it
I don’t think that y’all are really bout-

I don’t wanna give a fuck about nobody
Except for the motherfuckers that i rep, like
I don’t wanna be that person, but I’m apathetic
I don’t give a fuck about it, yeah you’re so fuckin pathetic

Tryna pretend that you gotta give a fuck about everything
Goddamn y’all gotta be miserable (x2)
Goddamn… it’s just pitiful…

Pitiful [2024]

Pitiful (prod. Cxrpse) [2024]

play lily or buzz if u wanna hide in bushes the whole game i promise it's way more fun lmao

but hey
i'm 25 complaining about children on a game targeted towards children so...
idk... do whatever u wanna do

buff ruffs btw

what edgar mains think phonk is

uploading unreleased and/or unfinished tracks from time to time.

i can only worry.

@MFNF

all inquiries: ericchecks@gmail.com

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