2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 2
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make a noose tighten the rope
lay down right in the road

Slit my throat cut my wrist
i wanna go up in flames
burn alive sit on a stake
pull the trigger, go through my brain

swallow down a cyanide pill
choke up on the cyanide pill
jump off a bridge into a ravine
now nobody will save me
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Sleeping in, waking up
look around, everyone's gone
pour a bowl of cereal
cuz thats what i do every time
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Jump off a skyscraper,
splat down like a ice breaker
go for a swim and never come out
say these things or be put down

poison myself and eat some pie
I dont wanna die i dont wanna cry
i wanna live but all for mine
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Sleeping in and waking up
look around but everyone's gone
pour a bowl of cereal
cuz thats what i do every time
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getting so basic and so torn out
why cant i die in a cooli-cide
im always talking about death
But know it will never be met 

Jump off a skyscraper,
splat down like a ice breaker
go for a swim and never come out
say these things or be put down

Slit my throat cut my wrist
i wanna go up in flames
burn alive sit on a stake
pull the trigger, go through my brain

swallow down a cyanide pill
choke up on the cyanide pill
jump off a bridge into a ravine
now nobody will save me

[OUTAKE] i884 - APRIL 2025 COMP

2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 3
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i dont wanna do anything
i dont wanna be anything 
i just wanna sit here and stare right at the big thin air
enjoy stupid game to my minds content

My mother calls me lazy and disgusting
but all she says in just some yap
if only she knew what i was in for
she could see i'll blow up soon

i dont wanna do anything
i dont wanna be anything 
i just wanna sit here and stare right at the big thin air
enjoy stupid game to my minds content

im made this way, in the big 20 5
i dont see the deal with it though
you see me everyday you know my place why dont u understand
i just dont want a job

i dont wanna do anything
i dont wanna be anything 
i just wanna sit here and stare right at the big thin air
enjoy stupid game to my minds content

im made this way, in the big 20 5
i dont see the deal with it though
you see me everyday you know my place why dont u understand
i just dont want a job

[OUTAKE] Jobs... - APRIL 2025 COMP

2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 2
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Sitting here, down a pair
sleepless nights, hunged tight
why am i, still alive?
why am i, rotting ALIVE?

ALIVE!! (x4)

in a fit, spouting shit
god damnit, out for me
god please, come for me
god come, comfort me
hanging on, for my dear life
trucking on, but its just my soul
hunted down, im peeling out
help me, i dont want to DIE!!!

DIE!!!! (x4)

last moments, last night
on my bed, looking out,
12:01, final time
thank you, for my life.

Alive

2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 3
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POV She doesnt love you anymore

Last song before the last song

Once Again

Im so fucking retarded
i cant even figure out how to tie a noose
just leave me to die
stuck here with my fucking rotism

And if it wasnt one thing, or another
just kill me now, i dont deserve to live
i wish i wasnt, so dumb as rocks
god damnit, im once again mocked

filled my head, with pointless thoughts
disturbed my own, digusted mind
how are you? coping with my rotism
fine thank you, no need to hear you
leave me now, or you can get it to
leave me now, or you can end it too
leave me now, or you can get it to
leave me now, just leave.

And if it wasnt one thing, or another
just kill me now, i dont deserve to live
i wish i wasnt, so dumb as rocks
god damnit, im once again mocked

put me down, im a disgrace
kill me now, im so damn embarrassed
hit me now, again
do it again, i deserve it

Rotism

Hey there, how are you? fine thank you
would you like to consider, fucking me?
That sounds good, i'd like that
where do i begin? can i start now

nananananana

would you like, a glass of wine
or how about, see my insides
i dont like you, i dont like you
i dont want you, i dont want you

nananananana

I've had it up to here, upon on the peer
i want to look down, go out with a pound
i dont like you, i dont like you
i dont want you, i dont want you
i dont like you, i dont like you
i dont want you, i dont want you

nananananana

Relationships

Warrior-Z the Cuckhog

SoyZolo (prod. Efemchin)

trying something new
Dedicated to 2 of my best Australian friends (TY Asdune and Yorak)

---verse---
covered up my own terror dismay
no words can help me get up and pray
im stuck in a constant decay
i need someone i can easily prey

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

---verse---
smoking pot every damn second, wishing i was dead
smoking cigarettes with my only true friend
we've both been hurt by the peers around us
we've both deserve to find our ends

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
WE WILL END THIS TOGETHER

38york

Song about my favorite drink. Featuring Lil Buge
HISTORY. the album coming SOON...

s0ylent

I support the current thing, no idea who made this, reuploading

I FCKING LOVE SCIENCE SMV (soy music video)

Funny onion best part looped/tiktok edition

As seen on Chudgunner.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6klW4IsPrVI

maidens_cobpricco

God I've really screwed up this time
theres no endless line
I cant escape it
this is my torture

this isn't for the weak
you left me here on read
unable to forget
loading up the shotgun shell

Please put me out of misery
im much more happier dead
im talking like morrissy
This is my end

I'm ready, just pull the trigger
too scared to die at 16
what would my mom think
I want it to end

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Missed one time, too scared now
oh god i wanna go back
i hate being who i am
this is my torture

Remembering the years beyond
not understanding what went wrong
not believing in myself
I'm not built for this world

Trapped inside my mind
one way ticket on my side
shaking and trembling in fear
This is my end

Alerted the barking dog
woke up the neighbor's god
i found myself lost and gone
I want it to end

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Missed one time, too scared now
oh god i wanna go back
i hate being who i am
this is my torture

Remembering the years beyond
not understanding what went wrong
not believing in myself
I'm not built for this world

Trapped inside my mind
one way ticket on my side
shaking and trembling in fear
This is my end

Alerted the barking dog
woke up the neighbor's god
i found myself lost and gone
I want it to end

My End

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

locked him up, once again a friend i lost
put him up, mock him in his own kaust
spit him out, clean him for the big ol bull
i can only imagine the fucking of virgin wool

compliment, the news reporters for the false info
i dont know, how the facebook faggots let it go
i dont know, how you can be let down on the low
i dont know, what her end goal what a foe

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

shut me up, limit me of my misery
push me down, my life's already that fucked
i dont wanna be here trust me this isnt my plan
i dont want to be here i wouldnt do a thing
compliment, the news reporters for the false info
i dont know, how the facebook faggots let it go
i dont know, how you can be let down on the low
i dont know, what her end goal what a foe

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
tie me up, beat me down to the ground again
i dont even know what i did wrong again

Strike Me Down

God has blessed me with my musical talent

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