I'll waste my time if it's wasted on you
I don't wanna sink alone
And your not mine but you're so damn fine
Why does it feel right when it's so wrong
I'm stuck inside my head again
Think I need my medicine
Ashing on your windowsill
I'm hardly making any sense
Saying things I never meant
And you're so filled up with regret
Tell me what the fuck is next
Cause your someone I can't forget

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I can't handle new scars
So I'm always running far

I'm always running from
Those things you say you want
Picking up again
I got a brand new scar
Got a brand new heart
Come and take it all
Leave me hurt again its probably all my fault
It's always all my fault
I fucking hate those songs
I'm losing everything i'm breaking
I don't want you gone
Tell me anything that I can do to make it stop
I been waiting here alone for fucking way too long
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged
So tell me all about how you been waiting for it
I wanted innocent love you wanna leave me damaged

Ooo
Ooo
Guess I gotta let you go
But tell me why the fuck is it always my fault
They always break my heart
And I never know the cause
I cant handle new scars
So i'm always running far
Don't know what I need but I know what I want yeah yeah
Still feel empty nothings enough gotta get it all I know

ALWAYS MY FAULT

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ALWAYS MY FAULT w/ ghoul_001 [lilbiscuit]

Hop in that whip and I go
Sorry not sorry I don't know ya
It's a cold world need a coat
Cant say I aint warn ya
I get high til the sun up
Like Mario I got the one up
Tell me something that I don't know
They be bugging bout a follow
I don't care for tomorrow
Shawty suck and then swallow
Swerve and dodge all the potholes
I don't wanna go back broke
This that time I been waiting on
This that shit they been waiting on

Uh
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Hop in that whip and I go
Sorry not sorry I don't know ya
It's a cold world need a coat
Cant say I aint warn ya
I get high til the sun up
Like Mario I got the one up
Tell me something that I don't know
They be bugging bout a follow
I don't care for tomorrow
Shawty suck and then swallow
Swerve and dodge all the potholes
I don't wanna go back broke
This that time I been waiting on
This that shit they been waiting on
I'm boutta blow I'm really gone
Tell me what you want yeah
I'm going coast to coast
Gotta baddie on me and I hold her throat
Too much pressure on me I won't overflow
I cant sink so I guess ima buy a boat
I work hard for this
I lost my heart got scars for it
I started with my brothers but now we just on some other shit yeah
People change things too I can't be mad at you
Fuck it though ima get it all and I know its true
Ima do what you do I won't pick up your call
But that don't mean I don't want you at all
I'm too busy from summer to fall
I look ahead so I won't ever fall
They want me dead so I smile and awe
I see your fake I don't need you at all
No no no
No no no

Mario I had to one up
I'm getting coin bitch I gotta big sum
Like it I gotta get one
I'm counting blues all night til the sun up
Big bag gotta chase it
I had to dub I think that she basic
Big blunt gotta face it
Headshot got blood on my Asics
I been coast to coast I might hit New York for a night or sum
I been in LA stepping out in Christian Louboutin
Jai just hit my phone and new hopping out a foreign car
Rolled up in the whip and now we in the strip smoking tar

ONE UP

ONE UP w/ ghoul_001 [greentop]

She don't wann' feel how low
I guess she killed my soul
Yeah
She don't wann' feel how low
I guess she wait yeah
I guess she killed my soul

She don't wann' feel how low
I guess she killed my soul
I don't wann' feel no more
All black rims on the four-door
I'm in hell I know
Eyes rolled back 'til the sun up
I'll never sell my soul
I already know how it goes
She don't wann' feel how low
I guess she killed my soul
I don't wann' feel no more
All black rims on the four-door
I'm in hell I know
Eyes rolled back 'til the sun up
I'll never sell my soul
I already know how it goes

But I'm gonn' see it through
I told the devil it was really great to meet you
Shawty never let nobody in couldn't ever reach you
I like to pretend I'm strong and that my heart unbreakable
But lately I've been lettin' people throw it against the wall
I just let things go
You a mess I know
We got no rest 'til the sun up
I'm off an X I know
I'm off to hell I go
Eyes rolled back 'til the sun up
She wanna feel how low

She don't wann' feel how low
I guess she killed my soul
Yeah
She don't wann' feel how low
I guess she wait yeah
I guess she killed my soul

She don't wann' feel how low
I guess she killed my soul
I don't wann' feel no more
All black rims on the four-door
I'm in hell I know
Eyes rolled back 'til the sun up
I'll never sell my soul
I already know how it goes

I'll never sell my soul
Already know how it goes
Walkin' on a tightrope
And it's gettin' so old
All this pressure piles up
Had to turn my heart cold
I can see the fake love
With my fuckin' eyes closed
I'm in hell I know
In a downward spiral
Livin' in a cyclone
Think I'm goin' psycho
You just fucked me up
I just want someone to make me feel like I'm enough
I just want someone to make me feel like I'm in love

She wanna feel my soul
She wanna kill my soul
I don't wann' feel no more
All black rims on the four-door
I'm off to hell I know
Eyes rolled back 'til the sun up
I never sell my soul

'til the sun up w/ hamilton (p. lil biscuit)

Out on all streaming platforms

Want from me yeah
What you want from me yeah
Got me like ooo
Think i'm done tryna be what you want me to be
It's not my fault that your so lonely
Get the fuck out my head what you want from me
What you want from me me
Not my fault
Want want want want me to be
Oh its not my fault

Sometimes I call you just to see how much you hate me
Im a ghost my whole life haunted
Boy band got these girls going crazy yeah
Sometimes I feel like I want you
But I know you wont give anything to me
Off amphetamines and day dreaming bout giving up everything

Want from me me
Not my fault
Want want want want me to be
Not my fault
Oooo ooo oo
Got me like ooo
Think i'm done tryna be what you want me to be
It's not my fault that your so lonely
Get the fuck out my head what you want from me
Got me like ooo
Think i'm done tryna be what you want me to be
It's not my fault that your so lonely
Get the fuck out my head what you want from me
What you want from me me
Not my fault
Want want want want me to be
its not my fault
Oooo ooo oo

love jai @plslovejai (IG)
featuring @spookybands (IG)
prod. @ivanfromrnd (IG)
mixed by @mixingryan (IG)

HAUNTED

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HAUNTED w/ spookybands (p. ivanfromrnd)

if we died, would our ghosts fw each other?

this city is a monster

this city is a monster (feat. hamilton) [p. stay woozy]

thank you lyrics below<3

Chops
I see you reaching out
You cant help me
Can you tell me where we going baby I cant read a sign
My fingertips are turning blue I cant hold on longer to you
And you keep telling me your mine but baby I don't think its true
She like whoa oh oh yeah this a different side of you
Im like whoa oh yeah girl your true colors are bleeding through
Oh oh oh
I wish it wasn't how it is but I cant take it back
Remove myself from everything i'm somehow still attached
I don't want no wedding ring and I cant deal with that
Always lying to my face when I just want the facts
Feel like dancing with the devil but we just playing tag
Walking with my head down
Im missing my friend now
Some nights I just cry myself to sleep when theres no one around
Don't want no one to notice me or think that i'm the clown
I already know it I don't need yo ass to help me out
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Ah ah ah oh oh oh oh oh
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out

Chops

Yeah zip tied, keep my heart together
You like to waste time when I get over obsessed
Get high to forget about a flight I gotta take next
Get a rush when you hate on me and send texts to my friends
Yeah I like when you fuck up and lose all your connections
Its just how it happens baby
Sit on the rooftop watch the cigarettes crush hours
You only five seven how the fuck could you get more shallow
Plus your anemic so you really gotta keep your shit balanced
Out of control now
Breaking shit in your own house
Pretty face with a bad mouth
With your friends getting blacked out
It don't matter what we say now
My phone at like eight percent now
I hope it die and you freak out
I got your texts turning green now

bad mouth

BAD MOUTH (feat. spookybands) [p. methboiswag]

stream "dreadful"
https://orcd.co/dreadful

dog & spookybands - dreadful (prod. hottub johny)

big thank u to @spookybands and beatsbydutchrevz
https://soundcloud.com/spookybands
https://soundcloud.com/dutchrevz

lyrics

this road getting too long
got me thinking bout the things that i messed up on
n i wasnt meant to learn
wasnt made for class
make best friends with a whiskey glass
rather hold a cigarette n my babys ass
guess life feels like its moving to fast sometimes

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

you wont find me no
im probably a state away by now
in a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me
in a brand new fucking town
n im sorry yea
i aint figured anything out
when i try to get high just to pass the time
and i watch the sun go down
i did some cocaine in colorado
with a girl from san fancisco
she told me shes a ballet dancer
but i dont think she wanna dance to this no
watch me swallow all my friends like pills
i dont think that love exists no
but im traveling on this road here still
and i got no plan to quit no

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

road w/ spookybands [prod. beatsbydutchrevz]

some of my most emotional songs out everywhere<3 love u

Runaway

runaway (feat. jomie & spookybands)

[lyrics]

NOAH THOMAS
aw yeah cypher song, take one breath i know you’re breathing me in, when I’m a thousand miles away how could you still think of him?, you’re on the train home thinking about what y’all could’ve been, when i was right here all along, just kept making amends

SPOOKYBANDS
baby hang on, i’ve been good as far as you know, we don’t need to make problems, i cant love you right now girl, yeah i can fix up that front door that you complain about, you say you can feel a draft still, i dont need you getting colder

SACE6
and I’m still holding on, for it to be the same, if i’m still going on, don’t ask me to stay, i’m so sick of writing paragraphs, no need to cry it wouldn’t last, anyways, anyways

HAMILTON
and i’m so sick of feeling like this, woke up and my body feeling lifeless, i’m at the bottom of the bottle can you pick me up, i’m so sick of feeling this stuck in my head, every single day, memories of you start to fade away and turn gray, as i turn a new page, i’m just another dog trying to break my cage 

KENNY ORLANDO
and if i said that i moved on then you know i’d be lying, how do i put something i love so damn much behind me, i’m stuck in hiding, but let it find me, how do you move on? you do it blindly

KILLMESUMDAY
this time you can lose my number, i don’t know why this happens to me, time flies she still wears my sweater, thats the closest that she’ll get to me, my heart hurts cause i still remember all the lies that you fed to me, we can’t talk you’re always pulling me under, i can’t let you get the best of me

EZRA
you’re far away and i hate you, you won’t find another me i hope it breaks you up, was it a mistake to let you live a dream i hope life f***ing wakes you up, I-95 i’m driving all alone and i’m driving drunk, just stay alive, i’m trying, your heartless words don’t help me much

LOVE JAI
if i'm a piece of your puzzle i just won't ever fit, i feel like some people hate me and they just won't admit, i live up to your expectations i'm a piece of s**t, i got a target on my head and it's hit or miss, don't pay no mind heart intertwined and my hands are tied, i can feel the pressure from all angles I’m not switching sides congratulations your wish is true don’t act so surprised, wont say a word about it and i don’t even know why 

KENNEDYXOXO
it’s like i want what i cant have, i’m so self destructive i suggest that you stand back and you’ll be okay, tough love isn’t that bad, is that sad, now that this is over i wonder who got the last laugh, and its over with i told you i was never okay, you told me to get over it like “oh you don’t say”, i’d be colder and emotionless i dug my own grave, now it’s time for you to leave me here before its too late

JOMIE
when will you care cause i doubt you ever did, yeah we close to the finale hope you had fun cause i did, i feel like robin since my pretty b***h look  to go shopping, anything for her by any means, so run your pockets, vroom vroom got one speed i’m zooming, told her if she got another option she should choose it, why you looking At my face you think that funny s**t amusing, you stay at your momma’s place then make fun of my music, what the f**k you doing, its getting harder to be the bigger person, it’s only a loss if you find you didn’t leaRn s**t, i know i’ve won when i write my name in cursive on your girlfriends lips she says that i’ve earned it

aw yeah cypher song ft. spookybands, hamilton, Love Jai, Ezra, & Jomie

rock bottom

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