prodced @sheg1 @pools2001
mixed by sheg
encouraged by @momky

all this shit im goin thru i guess it could be worse
they keep tellin me i should go back to how it was
staring at my wall wishing i was someone else
im sick of the guilt i never feel no happiness

i feel sick and im upset
always feel it in my chest
and the way you roll your eyes
please just know i try my best
tried my best for quite some time
im not doin it again
im gon fucking lose it all
if i lose you once again

but i guess it could be worse
you can tell that im not worth
i feel sick and i need warmth
and i cry cause now it hurts

im not even all that mean i just like to follow words
thats something im tryna change
time to use some other words
even when im bound to change 
you still come and shock my world
i swear that im gonna change
ill find something that is worth
but i guess that until then 
im gon try my best again
i dont wanna waste your time 
but can you please call again 
i just wanna hear your voice 
but i dont wanna cry again

sick n upset (prod. sheg&pools)

produced by @sheg1
additional prod me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i've been thinking about you
wish my memory was true
all i ever thought i knew
i've been fooled 
thats what you do
but im not that mad at you  
you're so pretty its so cruel
its like in those story books 
thought i won but hell went loose

(what are your real feelings?)
(feelings?)
(what do you feel!)
hell went loose
(happiness?)
(sadness?)
(jealousy?)
(anger)
hell went loose
(love?)
-

hell went loose (prod. sheg)

produced by @sheg1

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i just wanna stop stressing but its really hard
walk in my shoes who else gonna be me when i'm not
i don't wanna meet up cause i really cannot talk
if u wanna see me i'm smoking camels down the block

how am i gonnna stop stressing 
i keep sayin ur a blessing
i don't know what u see in me 
and it feels so depressing
im not sleeping
im not moving
im so tired ill keep losing
im not eating
and im doing shit that i shouldnt be doing

wanna be like you
wanna feel like you 
wanna love like you
i don't know what to do

im a fool for you
i will change for you
save my skin for you
because i love you

no matter what you do

i will fall for you

im a fool for you

im a fool for you

and i would die for you

i just wanna stop stressing but its really fucking hard
walk in my shoes who else gonna be me when im not
i don't wanna meet up cause cannot fucking talk
if u wanna see me im smoking camels down the block

update: erm she broke up wit me

me (prod. sheg)

BTS Spring Day (Public Piano)

extracted from deer park's @odyxxey radio set
@springdayss x @deerpark1

~
am încercat
de atâtea ori 
am picat
cât de mult aș vrea

am încercat (prod. deer park)

Happy birthday BTS!
Proud ARMY since debut.
We've gone through our fair share of ups and downs respectively, and your music is a comfort place for many people all around the world.
Keep inspiring! 💜💜💜

#BTS11thAnniversary

BTS - Spring Day 방탄소년단 - 봄날

Spring Day (봄날) - BTS (Cover by Astrid)

• Half time worker • Half time writer • Full time joker Please kindly spread positive energy only. Ninakupenda! ❤️

chilling vibing living
public pianos are my guilty pleasure. 

Public pianos are all over the lovely city of Montreal. I wanted to learn just so I could play while embracing the thrill of a public performance. With the help of YouTube and my ear, I learned some songs and pieces that I liked. Any changes you hear are either improvisational or mistakes lol
Give a like if u enjoy what you hear :')

New tracks tagged #springday