“Built Myself” is me admitting the habit I keep running from is the same one I created. It’s the secret I fed in the dark until it rewired who I became. This song sits in that tension—wanting to change, caving anyway, and hating how it still follows me. Clean, dry, emotional vocals over a dark pop pulse, written from the place where self-sabotage feels both familiar and terrifying.

Built Myself

Been to the Edge

Eight months gone…  my whole world had changed, while I was fighting to come back home. When I walked back in, someone else was sleeping in my place.
Someone who was slithering poison into my life.
Smiling in front of me, and trying to erase me at the same time. She thought she could steal what I've been fighting for the last 8 years and she thought  I would give in and give up and she would take my place, But I don't give very easily. and in the end she couldn't hold not even a quarter of the weight I bare and she ended up being taken to her moms house where she probability still lives. 

“Momma’s Couch” comes from deep within where my sanity and love were tested during one of the worst times. With no one on my side I almost broke but instead I endured,  am still enduring if I'm honest. There's nothing harder then being truly ALONE TRULY and being forced to  face the ugliest parts of you. They tried to take everything from me My kids. My sanity. My heartbeat! 

This is the story of coming back from hell
to find the devil sitting on your couch.
But I’m still here.
Still breathing.
Still standing 
If you’ve ever survived betrayal in your own house…
you’ll feel every word.

Momma’s Couch

What is success without no struggle?
Produced by jewellbeat

Out Da Mud

The self doubt, being manipulated by so many people. Being naïve and trusting too many people. 

It's not me it's you

Sosa Slim - $truggle [prod. ChopTha$hopProductionz]

a song in the style of Sleep token, singing about the duality of self hate and self preservation

Vessel of Ash

Torah Studies 5786
Class 7: Parashat Vayishlach
Will the Real You Please Rise?
Wrestling with Your Own Greatness
Recorded Live at The Torah Center ATL on Tuesday, November 25, 2025

Yaakov didn’t just fight an angel—he fought the part of himself that was scared to lead, scared to rise. This class explores how growth often means stepping into a version of yourself that feels too big, and why that’s exactly what G-d wants.

Torah Studies 5786 - 7 - Vayishlach: Will the Real You Please Rise? | Rabbi Ari Sollish

Rhythm

Cold

With God — you’re not alone.
I’ve been there.


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