Stories of recovery told of those living the experience. Produced by Jim Nayder.

33 - Randy Part 1

34 - Randy Part 2

Jim, Lea, and Mandy talk about how the holidays can affect their recoveries and tips for maintaining your recovery during the season of parties and get-togethers.

Holidays in Recovery 2022

"Charles Spurgeon was known as the "Prince of Preachers. He authored sermons, an autobiography, commentaries, books on prayer, devotionals, poetry, and hymns. Spurgeon’s oratory skills are said to have held his listeners spellbound. On the next The Reality we meet a distant cousin of Charles Spurgeon, ex-atheist, Adam Edwards. Adam was demon oppressed, addicted to drugs, and depressed. Desperate to know the truth about life, on the verge of a second suicide attempt, a stranger knocked on his door and told him about Jesus."

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The Reality with Adam Edwards - Desperate to Know the Truth about Life

Jim is joined by Zac Cannada and Erica Durham, CBHPSS and Peer Support Specialist Committee members. The committee is requesting changes to the statutes governing Behavioral Health Peer Support Specialists. You can find the proposed bill at http://bit.ly/3BIDxQP.
You can reach Zac at zcannada@pfcmt.org or Erica at Eerica@extradistances.com.

Requested changes to the BHPSS statutes in Montana

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Lyrics:

(Is that Veer on the track?)

Push me over the edge
Drownin' in my demons
Drinkin' all my feelings away
Push me over the edge
Nothing to hold onto
Givin' up, I can't move, stay dead

And I hurt you, felt you slippin' away
And I never meant to lose you this way
But I own it, onus, and I won't complain
Anymore, evermore, anymore, evermore
Anymore, evermore, anymore, I once swore

Look, no reflection in the mirror
Eyes is getting blurry
Need a bae to be my healer (healer)
The theta may appear
I make it clear that I can't stop
Amongst my pain, it's all the same
So I'm bleeding to the top (to the top)

Push me over the edge
Drownin' in my demons
Drinkin' all my feelings away
Push me over the edge
Nothing to hold onto
Givin' up, I can't move, stay dead

I'ma fuck around, call that healing (healing)
And I'ma renegade, I'm just dreamin' (dreamin')
Sound all the alarms, there's a demon (demon)
Kneeling on the ground, I'm just Neil and
I just got a feeling that
I won't budge till my head
Hits the ground, till I'm dead
And I won't budge till my dead
Says they're proud in the end and

Ion have no ice but I think one day it is feasible
Cynical, these niggas actin' like I cannot see the bull
I can't trust nobody, give a push, these niggas never pull
Look at the abyss, I might just jump in like a swimming pool
Drownin' in my thoughts (yuh)
Head coming apart (yuh)
Headphones keep me taught
It's just passion that I sought (yuh)
Give my life a purpose
Some days I feel that I'm worthless
Hurtin' 'cause I'm just a urchin
But at least I'm out here workin'
People always like to beg, but what they know about deservin'? (what do they know?)
Deeper in my head, I be thinking 'bout desertin' (damn)
Asking all these questions like what for and is it worth it?
But I can't leave my homies
So I get right back to workin'

Push me over the edge
Drownin' in my demons
Drinkin' all my feelings away
Just fell over the edge
Sinkin' till I can't move
Runnin' in the sand dunes, stay dead

Buried in the sands (in sands)
I can't make up my mind
Bury me and then (then what?)
I'll see if my soul's fine
Carry me a new body one more time (one more time, yeah)
Ignite the embers and set my soul on fire (put it to the test, yeah)

Put it to the test, what it feels like to hurt you!
Put it to the test, does it hurt me to hurt you?
I just hurt myself, at what cost do I pay dues?
Deeper goes the dagger in my heart, cuts are see-through!

Neil, Young Neil, and Darwin, you feel, yuh
Neil, Young Neil, and Darwin, you feel, yuh

Abyssal (ft. JINDO) (prod. veerkho$la)

Cii - Ayesha Ismail is joined by Sabera Timol

Mon Oct 31 2022

31/10/22 The Afternoon Beat Substance abuse among victims of GBV

Lea talks with Nikki about our recent Project in partnership with Community Coalition for Pregnant and Parenting Persons​. Nikki is a CBHPSS and works with pregnant and parenting people who have substance use issues.

RCORP Project with Nikki Russell

Lea is joined by Criminal Justice Subcommittee members Roanna Gets Down Often and Jessica Colton for a discussion of what this committee is working on and how you can get involved.

Criminal Justice Subcommittee

My very first mashup from March 2006, mixed live in Virtual DJ.

Enjoy!

DJ vmood - Jeff Mills (The Bells) vs F.U.S.E. (Substance Abuse)

A Houston, Texas native, darwin! is a performing artist, songwriter, and AUXilium co-founder who's unconfined by genre, unbound by his intuitive rhymes and flow. His style of music and design is streamlined with themes of love, freedom, and skateboarding in rain or sun.

Dudley Anderson was born and raised in Johannesburg, South Africa. After graduating from Bible College in 1990, God opened the way for Dudley to branch out into Christian radio. As a musician and worship leader he developed a heart for Christian music, which became the main thrust of his radio work in South Africa. 

 In 1996 God called Dudley and his family to the United Kingdom where he now works as a radio programme producer and presenter. Dudley also writes a FREE weekly e-mail devotional called, GodTracker, available at surereality.net

Dudley Anderson is married to Karen-Leigh and has two adult children, Kerryn and Ryan.

E-mail Dudley at dudley@surereality.net

Cii Radio is the globe's first Islamic satellite radio station. The trusted leader in news and analysis from the Muslim World. Online and Onair

Montana’s Peer Network is a statewide peer run 501c3 non-profit recovery organization with a mission to lead the expansion and development of recovery-oriented behavioral health services in Montana.

We are a network of 800+ individuals across Montana in recovery from mental health, substance abuse and or addiction struggles. We provide information, education, training, peer support and resources across the state using our own “lived experience” in long term recovery. This is the recovery movement. A national shift from a maintenance model of behavioral health to a recovery model, where every individual has access to care, choices, and the message that “recovery is possible.

I make mashups of all kind of genres.
Make sure to check out my MixCloud as well, where I mix techno, trip hop and electronica mainly:
https://www.mixcloud.com/vmood/

New tracks tagged #substance abuse