Im afraid of the truth coming out everyday ...:___:.

My Mother is a widow and I am a Loner...:)

prod by jj1da

new year new me :)
fuck that im lonely this year...

my New Years resolution is to stop selfharming and just killmyself :) #2023

Soooooo many things i wish could tell you and ask you but u ghost me everyday :/ #GoodbyeSeijun

prod by rude scars
featuring my ###ST brother exx (@lastcigarettebeforebed)

rude scars:
i always cry in my room 😢
i cannot sleep without you
she always leaves me in read
know she hates nice dudes..
#ST is the self-harm clique(@suicidetemptation)
she knows i make music
smoking cigarettes in my car
i hope i fucking crash :)
everyone hates my face..:/

i can't sing vocals:
i have an infection on my throat 3x
i wanna eat her veins

exx:
throw up as soon as i wake up
facefuck a goth bitch with no makeup
nah but i wish i couldve made love
to that one girl, im now a stranger

yea hang myself with a cable
piercings on my body did that shit with a stapler
yea hang myself with a cable
piercings on my body did that shit with a stapler

rude scars x exxtape - i passed out and got 27-8 speeding tickets and crashed my Ford SUV 😂💤🎫😢

- feat my blood big brother exx @lastcigarettebeforebed

+ mixed by tha cousin @solitudekys


this is probably me and exxs last message to the world... enjoy :)
We finna do the blue whale challenge in August the 2nd 🐳################%####ST


*•{{lyrics}}•*

adlibs: listen to me 2x / yeh yeah

Exx: 
my world keeps spinning
angels in the distance
how do i manage to wake up
after all these attempts x2 

Rude Scars: 
Now my wrist keeps bleeding...  I don’t remember nothin now I’m laying in the hospital 

Blaka for some Vodka put champagne upon my sofa 🛋🍺
And I’m getting screamed cause I do not have a job... 
I’m a lazy bumb fuck I guess u can call me a faggot... :/(faggot 2x)

Cut my left ear next year cause her voice keeps whispering to me 🌬 (“you should’ve known I’d find u”)

“rude scars check your messages your mom is in a coma!!!” and my dad abuse my mama...when I was in the escuela 🏫 

(*inaudible drunk nonsense*)

i wish i was a jew in the 1941... :/ (ft. exxtape)

Composed/mixed and prod by Rude Scars @rude-scars

Fuck this hoe betta bleed for the #st Clique 😂😂😂

Suicide Temptation antagonist klips ##STqlik ####fuckhoezgetpaiddrinkafterAHHGGFAAAAAAAAFUCKKK

featuring my brother exx @lastcigarettebeforebed 🤣😿####ISIS
 this year was ammmunmmnn idkfjjkk lmAOOJHGWWWHHHhhhaa

mixed by tha retarded ghost dj soli @solitudekys

 
~Lyrics
chorus: 
so force my eyes, to lie,  so i can see what i want...

verse:
i can’t breath ... i can’t think 
my lungs are hurting so my voice sounds like this,,
go running home and I vomit.
 i am in the toilet but someone walks in :D

chorus: 
so force my eyes, to lie,  so i can see what i want!!!???!!!!!:(

plzz run me over with a truck before new years comes ;) 🚮 #2K24 w/ exxtape

"i miss how you use to shut up when i talked to u as i smoked a cigg in the balcony with my cat..:)" -rude rude rude rude rude rude

walk away with my liver messed up 
went to the club. 
Drugs and prostitutes in the floor
 
It is night time overdosing in the floor
walk away from the police cause I am too poor to afford a lawyer

disgrace myself if I had sex with her 
i would be disgracing myself if I had sex with her 

make music in my room I don’t talk to humans 
stare at the abyss 
cause I have a messed up humour 
i stare at the abyss cause I have a messed up humour
told her "i have a messed up humour"
going in a date and she was afraid of me
i cannot sleep
 
i hate my life
i hate my autism
i hate that girl cause she always ghosts me
i ghosted her cause she’s not meant for me 
i don’t mind dying lonely

falling asleep in the bus as people & the bus driver stare at me like im a fucking alien

@lastcigarettebeforebed
every shirt i got is a long sleeve
back in highschool i would always hide my damn wrist
physically fine, but my head sick
face in the coat, god im such a fucking damn freak

nothing feels like home, but im homesick
think my dad hates me, no wonder im so toxic
i hit her up and she hit me with some bullshit
know i sound boring, ill make up with a tag

@rude-scars
i cannot mess with that girl she acts weird asf
don’t message u not meant for me
7 shots of liquor got me drunk like shi

she’s in love with psychopaths 
so I grabbed her by the neck and I cut my arm
#st is the selfharm clique (@SUICIDETEMPTATION)
we do this ourselves 
fuck a studio 

she got left on read since idgaf
drink and drive everyday that’s my fuckup combo
I am sentimental,

bleed on me kiss your lips. 
then forced an abortion

rude scars and exx- ur such a cry baby

"i starved to this song every monday, diamonds on my lips pimples on my lips hhayayauijkaj"- rude scars

song credit to rude scars @rude-scars

rude scars- i married a dead girls corpse in the park cause no girl can ever love me 😄

[clique members followed]

#ST #suicidepropaganda

songs of @rude-scars & @lastcigarettebeforebed 
that will probably never drop are here

New tracks tagged #suicidetemptation