For The Fallen (Cover)

"It Wasn’t Me" is a deeply personal track created with AI using Suno V5. Every detail—from haunting choirs and immersive solos to lush reverb—was crafted and mastered with Ozone 12 and custom plugins, including a vocal enhancer. The song is an emotional journey of self-reflection and healing, blending digital innovation with raw feeling.

Lyrics:

[intro]  
Yeah…  
Ten years gone… ten years lost…  
I’m standing here…  
Trying to pay the cost.  

It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[verse 1]  
I was a prisoner… inside my own skin.  
The powder… the bottle…  
The chaos within.  

Every promise I broke… every tear that you cried…  
It wasn’t my heart.  
It was poison inside.  

I know I cut deep.  
I left open scars.  
Chasing numbness…  
Beneath the stars.  

But if you could see the man I used to be…  
You’d know the darkness—  
Wasn’t truly me.  

[pre-chorus]  
Will you look past the lies?  
The broken years?  
Past the mask of anger.  
The shame. The fears?  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the chains I wore.  
A haunted past  
I couldn’t ignore.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[verse 2]  
Addiction doesn’t ask.  
It doesn’t knock at your door.  
It just burns down  
Everything you’re living for.  

I never woke up.  
And chose this fight.  
I was running from shadows.  
Every night.  

Ten years blurred…  
Like a hurricane.  
But I’m standing now…  
Breaking the chain.  

If you can’t forget…  
I hope you’ll believe.  
I’m more than the ghost  
That you still see.  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the chains I wore.  
A haunted past  
I couldn’t ignore.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[bridge]  
“Sorry… forgive me… it wasn’t me.”  
“Yeah…”  
“It wasn’t me…”  

[chorus]  
It wasn’t me…  
It was the pain I hid.  
The broken child.  
The life I lived.  

If I sing from my balcony—  
“Forgive me. I love you. Set me free.”  
Would you see the man I’m trying to be?  
It wasn’t me.  
It wasn’t me.  

[outro]  
Ten years gone…  
But I’m still here.  
Fighting through shame.  
Facing my fear.  

To all of the hearts I made bleed…  
Please believe…  
It wasn’t me.

It Wasn't Me

"Free Soul" is a tranquil ambient composition that captures the essence of a peaceful day. This track features soothing textures and gentle harmonies, offering a serene listening experience.

Free Soul

The English lyrics are below the Japanese one.

何もかもが　遠く聞こえて
足音だけが　ついてくる
誰も自分を知らなけりゃ
楽に孤独でいられたのに

愛だとか　夢だとか
語るのは　やめてくれ

Don’t need no love tonight
甘い言葉は　もう要らない
苦い酒だけでいい
孤独が今の　brand-new clothes
乾いた砂漠を　歩く靴跡も
今は絵になる
二度と辿らないなら

街の明かりが　霞んで見えて
ぼやけた絶望が　影を伸ばす
誰一人と出会わなけりゃ
孤独を知らずにいれたのに

優しさと　希望で
諭すのは　やめてくれ

Don’t need no love tonight
甘い言葉は　もう要らない
苦い酒だけでいい
孤独が今の　brand-new shoes
暗い海辺に残る　足跡も
波がさらえば
終わりでいい

Don’t need no love tonight
甘い言葉は　もう要らない
苦い酒だけでいい
孤独が今の　brand-new clothes
乾いた砂漠を　歩く靴跡も
今は絵になる
二度と辿らないなら

【EN】
Everything now sounds so far away
Only the footsteps keep trailing me
If no one knew me, I could have stayed
Alone and easy, just let me be

Love and dreams, all those words—
Stop telling me what they’re worth

Don’t need no love tonight
Sweet little words—I don’t need that lie
Just give me bitter drink
Lonely is now my brand-new clothes
Footsteps across a desert dry
They paint a scene tonight
If I won’t walk it back again

City lights now blur and fade away
Shadows of hopelessness start to sway
If I had never met anyone there
I wouldn’t know this lonely despair

Kindness, hope—your gentle preach
Spare me now, don’t try to teach

Don’t need no love tonight
Sweet little words—I don’t need that lie
Just give me bitter drink
Lonely is now my brand-new shoes
Footprints along the dark seaside
If waves erase the line
It’s fine to let it die

Don’t need no love tonight
Sweet little words—I don’t need that lie
Just give me bitter drink
Lonely is now my brand-new clothes
Footsteps across a desert dry
They paint a scene tonight
If I won’t walk it back again

(English translation by ChatGPT)

Lonely Shoes

静かな朝が　胸を撫でて
誰もいない道が　開いていく

こわさよりも　この手の震えが
未来を呼んでる気がした

一歩だけでいい
たった一歩で
世界は動きだす

光のほうへ
まだ見ぬ声へ
名前のない夢を
抱えてゆく


Opening Line

I wrote the lyrics and composed the melody in 2013. In 2022, I tuned it in XStudio 1.8.1 using Xiaoice, and added a small amount of accompaniment in a program called Sound Bug, leaving markers for the real accompaniment to be added later. Now I’ve found that XStudio 1.8.1 seems to have stopped working, and most of the instruments in Sound Bug have become paid, which left the original project sounding like a mess. I tried to salvage this version with Suno V5, but it still wasn’t quite right, so I stitched together three Suno outputs into a relatively better version.
The background illustration was created by me in 2012.

Inspiration for this song: Starting in 2010, for several consecutive Lunar New Years I could see a chicken and a duck on the rooftop across from my building. After the holiday they would disappear—I imagined they’d been eaten. In addition, during Spring Festival in 2013 (my third year of middle school), I walked past a restaurant and saw edible fishes in the tank by the entrance while festive music played outside, and I felt a bleak, twisted sorrow. This song is also the first one I wrote after my stylistic shift. It may have been influenced by Kikuo’s “Let’s Go to Heaven.”

Eng lyric:
Your happiest festival is my most painful day.
I also want to learn to be as happy as you are.
Your happiest festival is my most painful day.
So let me become Heaven’s Girl first when the time comes.

In heaven, only the bad kids would forgive me.
They crossed out every holiday on the clean calendar.
I hear the bad kid downstairs reviewing the wrong material,
their windpipe buzzing like a skin bag split open into a mouth.
Unable to learn joy from this, I know that tomorrow,
before the festival arrives, I’ll be bled out and hung up.
Taken down — is this happiness?
Cut away — is this happiness?
Flayed — is this happiness?
Is this happiness?

Your happiest festival is my most painful day.
I also want to learn to be as happy as you are.
Your happiest festival is my most painful day.
In the end, I was shattered by everyone into heaven.
The festival when all gather is the day I’m erased.
Without me, everyone surely became friends, sitting together.
The festival of laughter is the day I’m erased.
No one noticed the tiny price of grinding me to pieces.
The festival on which I was released is the day I rose to heaven.
After all, the world keeps turning, only with me gone.
The festival on which I was redeemed is the once-first day.
So let me become Heaven’s Girl who will erase everyone as well.


Additional: Recently I got the MP3 of the Xiaoice ver. with the light accompaniment from an online friend, but it can’t be split into stems. I’ll keep modifying this version with Suno for now. Because of my studies, if I have to rewrite it from scratch, it will probably be at least 1.5 years from now.

Heaven’s Girl first when the time comes (temporary ver. / Suno cover)

Mainly use sing voice synthesis softwares (for example: Xstudio, SynthV) to create original and cover songs.

A lifelong creative mind blending technology and art. My journey began in 2005 through the lens of photography — from aerial and macro to underwater imagery — and evolved over 13 years as an Official Government Photographer. Along the way, videography and drone cinematography expanded my visual storytelling.

Music has always been my heartbeat — I play eight instruments and record from my own home studio. With a strong foundation in IT and my role as a Senior Administrative Specialist, I now channel all these worlds into neuroART — a project fusing AI, music, and imagery to explore the intersection of human emotion and machine creativity.

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