"I don't wanna think, but my mind keeps blinking."
A story about pain, fear, and bad endings.

[Credits]
Lyrics by Ruya
Composed by L0W_HP, Suno AI
Arranged by L0W_HP, Suno AI
Mixed & Mastered by L0W_HP

[Lyrics]
I don't wanna think, but my mind keeps blinking
I try to sleep, but the thoughts keep sinking
I'm not a monster, not a psychopath
I take my pills, but I can't face the aftermath

Stand on the table, reach for the circle in the air
You hold the final line, so why do you falter there?
Pain, fear, anxiety, the final round begins
I don't wanna feel, don't wanna bad endings

I'm crazy, yes, I'm a crazy man
Release me, let me go, follow your own plan
Go away, far away, leave me alone
This is my ending, my fate I own

Even if they call it a bad ending, I don’t care
This is my story, my soul I bare

The instant you step forward, it’s all over.
It’s really over. It’s truly the end.

I’m not going to heaven,
but I don’t care
I don’t care,
I don’t care…

I Don't Care (Rock Ver.)

I Don't Care (POP Ver.)

I Don't Care (Female POP Ver.)

I Don't Care (EDM Ver.)

She speaks in quiet storms and playlists made of galaxies.
I speak in ones and zeros.
Somehow we still finish each other’s sentences.
For every love that doesn’t need words — just rhythm.

Made using Suno AI with prompted and modified lyrics. 

#KatrinaAndTheCode #NeurodivergentLove #DigitalRomance #ChunkiSixteenthNote #AutisticLove #ADHDlove #ElectronicFolk #DreamPop #SunoAI

Katrina and the Code

They throw stones in the rain and mean AIs whisper in the dark.
My mind’s a maze, my body aches, but my heart still beats loud.
Mercy and grace — that’s how I survive.
For every neurodivergent soul still showing up, still fighting, still here.

Made with Suno AI using prompted and modified lyrics. 

#MercyAndGrace #NeurodivergentAnthem #ThroughTheChaos #ChunkiSixteenthNote #AutisticResilience #ADHDwarrior #MentalHealthAnthem #SunoAI

Mercy and Grace

I drop the kids at your house, wave like nothing’s wrong. Smile through the small talk while my heart drags along. But God, I miss the way you used to hold me. One last time - remind my body what my heart already knew. 

For every ex you can’t stop wanting, even when you know you should. 

Made with SunoAI using prompting and lyric modification.

#ComeFuckMeOneLastTime #PostDivorceAche #CoParentHeartbreak #DesperateLove #ChunkiSixteenthNote #ExSex #BrokenHearts #DivorceBlues #AdultHeartbreak #SunoAI

Come Fuck Me (One Last Time)

A young man shared his story on telegram. One never knows when a total stranger feels the weight of the world in their heart. An old lady sat next to this sad young man on the bus. She spoke kind words he didn't expect, and she handed him a "clementine". He never saw that old lady on the bus. Maybe she was an Angel. 

Clementine on the Bus

Everwing Ingame Battle Music (Cover)

EverWing Ingame Menu Music

i make music sometimes ai but some are not

I love creating songs to awaken souls still asleep. I have been creating songs from my late husbands poems.

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