(Prod. Jxm.Bxm)

waking up im more surprised then ever that i was alive
got outa bed i thought i fuckin died

taking all these meds i thought i would be high
now im on the floor im fuckin dieing tonight 

poppin pills until my brain rot
poppin pills until i have no thought

baby i dont want no thoughts
hand me the drugs and give me lots

give me lots yeah give me lots
i dont wanna feel so lost
give me lots yeah give me lots
ima take them any cost

you dont wanna see me pass away
but you wanna have a brighter day
you dont wanna see me pass away
baby wipe them tears up off your face

waking up im more surprised then ever that i was alive
got outa bed i thought i fuckin died

taking all these meds i thought i would be high
now im on the floor im fuckin dieing tonight 

poppin pills until my brain rot
poppin pills until i have no thought

baby i dont want no thoughts
hand me the drugs and give me lots

baby im not friendly
i only make enemies
if you want me you just gotta say please
baby take a photo say cheese

photos last but i dont
now watch me die so slow

so slow
baby watch me die so slow

waking up im more surprised then ever that i was alive
got outa bed i thought i fuckin died

taking all these meds i thought i would be high
now im on the floor im fuckin dieing tonight 

poppin pills until my brain rot
poppin pills until i have no thought

baby i dont want no thoughts
hand me the drugs and give me lots

give me lots yeah give me lots
i dont wanna feel so lost
give me lots yeah give me lots
ima take them any cost

you dont wanna see me pass away
but you wanna have a brighter day
you dont wanna see me pass away
baby wipe them tears up off your face

waking up im more surprised then ever that i was alive
got outa bed i thought i fuckin died

taking all these meds i thought i would be high
now im on the floor im fuckin dieing tonight 

poppin pills until my brain rot
poppin pills until i have no thought

baby i dont want no thoughts
hand me the drugs and give me lots

baby im not friendly
i only make enemies
if you want me you just gotta say please
baby take a photo say cheese

photos last but i dont
now watch me die so slow

so slow
baby watch me die so slow

waking up im more surprised then ever that i was alive
got outa bed i thought i fuckin died

taking all these meds i thought i would be high
now im on the floor im fuckin dieing tonight 

poppin pills until my brain rot
poppin pills until i have no thought

baby i dont want no thoughts
hand me the drugs and give me lots

Thought I Died

Vintage sound library: Scream 3.WAV

Nah Nah Nah is about all the thing your partner wants you to buy but you know its not gana last or its a waste of money so you say Nah Nah Nah

Nah Nah Nah

Hey to all! ;) Hope everything has been well! apologies for my inactivity! Life has been getting in the way of it. But i'm ok and doing just fine! ^-^
Anyway, I actually had made this theme back last year in November! Between having to use the spare laptop and still using my main one, I'm using this other one a bro of mine gave me to make music through another program called Ultrabox. I'll probably make smaller shorter themes here on this one!

Thanks to @Kalowe for introducing me to the program I'm using on the spare Labtop 
called Ultrabox!^^

Hey there! (Character who meets you for the first time)

Hey Everyone! 
I hope everyone can come to look at my Music when you have the time!^-^ I'm a 32 year old who  loves Video games, and anime. it seems that i had an inspiration in making Fanmade-Soundtrack, Mostly rpg's battle themes, upbeat themes,  Hype battling Moments, from sad and suspenseful moments! i mostly do these from time to time and it's been so much fun! I hope you guys enjoy what you hear as well as making your day!
I'm not the most perfect one in making stuff like this, but I will keep trying my best at my fullest!
Feel free to leave  comments below! Makes my day even awesomer hearing what you guys and gals have to say^^


My biggest Inspiration for also starting this is also due to this person here on soundcloud. I'd Probably wouldn't be doing this now if it wasn't for him! please check him out when you get the chance!;)
https://soundcloud.com/schematist

This person here would be my 2nd inspiration 
Check out Frozenith on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/ExKv9LdDtN6J8oXcA 
Please check out his stuff when you have the time!☺️✨️🎶

You may also share and repost the music! I'd love share the music to those have a strong love of gaming and decide to hear music as an inspiration to them as well!

I also Do love Vocaloid /Utau Stuff! I will slowly be making one of my own.
I make some now and then as well!=^-^=

PROGRAM I USE:
I use FL Studios 12. (But i am currently using the demo Version)Hope you guys and gals can bare with me^^
I wish to not go on a professional level with this program, more better myself with it! (Perfection takes too much time) also just make someone's day a happy one=D


The Awesome profile pic you see on your left was made by the awesome artist RohanAlexander! Please check his  work out!!!^^  Here's the link to his deviant-art if you are interested!!! also for those looking for inspiration as well!=)


I will however not take help from bots. totally a huge no! I'd prefer folks who would take the time to listen, thanks!

Resondog https://resondog.deviantart.com/This persons art is awe-inspiring and amazing as well! Their art i am using the banner for is what they made!!!


Cyrus is the name of my character here! My Fursona!=)

Inspirational Soundclouders
>@leila-wilson-woofle
>@schematist
>@mctricky
>@skittlegirl
>@tensei-1
>@ashmusiczone
>@jnwake
>@gotchi
>@nekkosu
>@diburmusic
>@fragmentd
>@joesua
>@double_cleff
>@jean-of-marc
>@retro_specter
>@kamex97
>@undertaleaus
>@nere_x
>@skythereptilefox
>@skyleo
>@lucaspucas2
>@6gaster6master6
https://soundcloud.com/peeftube-music
>@tunesofdusky
>@mmatriks
>https://soundcloud.com/hyperpotions
Love you all Awesome people!!!^-^

20 year old from the worst state know as Arizona

I have heavy influence from artists such as, Lil Peep, Ronen, Lil Dusty G, Spaceman Zack, and many others.

Killloane is a rapper/songwriter born and raised in
Auckland, New Zealand.
Being diagnosed with dyslexia as young child,
Killoane struggled with spelling, reading and writing.
Growing up, Killoane listened to Eminem everyday.
He was so inspired by his words, skill and execution he started writing songs and freestlying to beats,only to be told by his father that he would never be a rapper.
At the age of 15, Killloane's father walked out on the family, forcing him to leave school. He dived into full time work to support his mum and sister. At the start of 2020, his mum was diagnosed with brain tumors and cancer.
Frustrated and unable to help his mother, Killloane
had so much pain and emotions flowing through him that he didn't know how to express him self and how he felt. He took those raw emotions and created songs that would help himself and others who are in similar situations, to let them know that they're not alone. 
His lyrics are rich in eye opening truths that open your mind and speak to your heart and soul.

New tracks tagged #surprised