A song from the album Hell in Life, this song is about a protagonist who has lived a life and childhood full of pain and abandoned, that leads him to generate an extreme dependence, no matter if the person he needs is toxic and horrible, here I leave the lyrics:

[Pre-Chorus]
My dear love, my darkest sin,  
You’re the poison crawling under my skin.  
I hate you so much, yet I crave your touch,  
Without you here, I’m nothing but dust.  

Breathe your venom; I’ll take the pain,  
Drown me in it, just stay the same.  

(Don’t leave me alone with myself...)

[instrumental]

[Chorus]
My dear love, my cruel desire,  
Spit in my face, set my soul on fire!  
Drag me down, let the crowd watch me break,  
Tear my flesh—how much more will it take?  

Make me your puppet, twist the strings,  
Use me again, for your sick cravings.  
Bleed me dry, and carve your name,  
I’ll scream for more—I’ll take the blame.  

[Verse]
It’s my fault, it’s always mine,  
They whisper, “You’ll be fine in time.”  
But without you here, I’m hollow,  
Dying in this void I follow.  

My legs tremble; I stumble back,  
You hold me down, your hands attack.  
I try to run, but your voice controls,  
“Bitch, you’re nothing without me,” it echoes cold.  

You call me toxic; I call it fate,  
Hit me harder—I’ll never escape.  
You’re my drug, my chain, my cage,  
But without you, I’m lost in rage.  

[Pre-Chorus]
I cut my arms, but you turn away,  
You laugh while I fade to grey.  
“You’re funny,” you say, as I bleed on the floor,  
But your eyes—they don’t see anymore.  

I drown in crimson; the air grows thin,  
You don’t care—I’ll never win.  

(You never cared... you never cared...)

[instrumental]

[Chorus]
My dear love, my cruel desire,  
Spit in my face, set my soul on fire!  
Drag me down, let the crowd watch me break,  
Tear my flesh—how much more will it take?  

Make me your puppet, twist the strings,  
Use me again, for your sick cravings.  
Bleed me dry, and carve your name,  
I’ll scream for more—I’ll take the blame.  

[Verse]
I know this sickness eats my mind,  
But I can’t escape, no peace to find.  
Your flames burn through my hollow chest,  
Leave me charred, but I’ll call it blessed.  

Don’t leave me like my father did,  
Don’t leave me with these scars I hid.  
When you’re sober, you’re still cruel,  
My shattered soul’s your broken tool.  

I hate you, love you, need you still,  
A twisted game, a wicked thrill.  
I’m broken glass, you’re my reflection,  
Cut me open, I’ll call it affection.  

[Pre-Chorus]
You scream, you pull, you tear my skin,  
“Love hurts,” you say, and smile within.  
You lie through your teeth; I don’t believe,  
But I’d rather hurt than watch you leave.  

I drown in crimson; the air grows thin,  
You don’t care—I’ll never win.  

(You never cared... you never cared...)

[instrumental]

[Outro]
Kick me harder; stab me deep,  
Break my bones, leave me to weep.  
Rip me apart; there’s nothing to save,  
I’ll crawl to you from the edge of the grave.  

Spit in my face, tear me apart,  
Write your name on my bleeding heart.  
Use me again—I’ll never care,  
For pain with you is better than air.  

(Till I die, till I die, till I die...)

[instrumental outro]

Hell in Life

Heart torn out

Musically Mr kitty is who I have followed more in terms of electronic music is honestly one of my favorite artists and I really like his music, not for nothing has been for me a great inspiration and today I wanted to make a small tribute to him by doing a cover of the song Trauma from his album Ephemeral, this is one of my favorite songs.

All rights reserved to Mr kitty, I invite you to listen to his music and his albums, they are pretty good:

https://youtube.com/@mrkittydm?si=bBoHckF_NZzQqYK1

Trauma (Mr kitty Cover)

"Bandes sonores pour podcast : une ambiance dub électro, avec des mélodies inspirées des musiques traditionnelles de l'Est, chantées par le banjo." 
Soundtracks for podcast: A dub electro atmosphere, with melodies inspired by Eastern traditional music, sung by the banjo." 

04-Da Bus

An anti-consumerism, anti-advertising song.

Surrogate Sex

Soft Departure is a piece born from the need to preserve the inner fire in an environment where relational and professional dynamics tend to wear it down. It explores the gesture of quiet withdrawal, not dramatic, not reactive, simply the choice to stop investing where energy no longer flows. Built around a warm, enveloping bass played on my Crave, the track acts as a guiding thread through a soundscape that can be unstable at times. It evokes the act of staying present without being pulled in. A form of inner persistence in a noisy world. This is a work of conscious disengagement, a way of saying: “I’m still here, but I’m no longer playing the game.”  Soft Departure is also a tribute to those who choose to leave without noise, to step away without war, and to keep alive what doesn’t need to shout.

🙏🏻

Soft Departure

Curved Reality (Hybrid Orchestral Themes).

Curved Reality is a collection of hyper aggressive synth-heavy hybrid orchestral tracks with glitchy industrial sound design elements, epic and triumphant moods, intense and heroic string, brass, and choir arrangements, dirty and sinister soundscapes, with edgy dark undertones, dramatic risers, sudden drops and massive thundering impacts.

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Flect

The Great Escape

Suicide Mission

Search And Destroy

Fallen Leader

Wh Lexx (Wh = Witch, Lexx is a nickname for one of the members, so it would be Witch Lexx, but you can call the project whatever you want ;3).

Wh Lexx is an independent, underground project made up for two people who create music for the love of art, Angel and Lexx, using different genres. It is an experimental dark electronic music project that addresses many topics that both have experienced, seen, etc. Its goal is reflection or catharsis. Although deep down both are self-destructive artists, they do not seek to idealize or romanticize anything.

Angel (the founder) loves electronic music, so he tends to use all kinds of subgenres in his songs.
 I hope you enjoy our music <3.

Compositeur et improvisateur, AZ-oHm mêle guitare, piano, batterie et synthés pour créer des compositions traversant les genres. Inspiré par Amon Tobin, Pink Floyd, Ravi Shankar et Django Reinhardt, il cherche à toucher différents publics et collaborer avec des créateurs en quête de bandes sonores originales. / Composer and improviser, AZ-oHm blends guitar, piano, drums, and synths.  less

Colossal Trailer Music is a trailer music production house located in sunny Los Angeles, CA. We create music for some of the biggest game & motion picture advertising campaigns in the US and UK. Latest placements include, Pan, San Andreas, Crimson Peak, The Last Witch Hunter, Shadow Of Mordor, Batman Arkham Knight, Lego Dimensions, Fox Catcher, Mr. Holmes and Batkid Begins among many others.

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Independent electronic ambient artist, crafting immersive soundscapes that blend atmosphere with deep exploration of texture and tone. My compositions are shaped by the active imagination described by C. G. Jung and the vivid landscapes of my dreams, translating emotions into evolving auditory experiences.
Influenced by ambient minimalism and deep bass tweaking with VCF filters, my music layers rich harmonics, resonant frequencies, and fluid transitions to create enveloping and transportive journeys.

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Record Label: Shadow Glass Recordings 
No promoters I handle all my own production.

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