【Song Name : Even though I'm broke, I want to live】

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【English Lyrics】
Even with a broken heart, I pretend to smile
No one notices my silent screams
I pile up lies saying "I'm okay"
And once again, I'm alone today

I'm afraid of the morning light
So I keep the curtains closed
My reflection on the phone screen
Feels like it doesn't even exist

The words "I want to disappear"
Echo inside my chest
But I can’t say them to anyone
Because they’ll just think I’m annoying

Even kindness turns into blades
"Keep going" — another stab to my soul
There's nowhere left to run
Is it really just me who's broken?

If I could melt into the night
Would this pain also disappear?
But I'm scared — of dying, of living
So I just keep breathing today

It’s okay to be broken, it’s okay to cry
You don’t have to be strong
I just want someone to notice me
And say, “You’re allowed to live.”

【Kanji & Romaji Lyrics】
サビ (Sabi)
壊れた心で　笑ってみせても
誰も気づかない　僕の悲鳴
「大丈夫」って　嘘を重ねて
今日もまた　ひとりきり

Kowareta kokoro de waratte misete mo
Dare mo kidzukanai boku no himei
“Daijoubu” tte uso wo kasanete
Kyou mo mata hitorikiri

Aメロ (A Melo)
朝が来るのが怖くて
カーテン閉めたまま
スマホの画面に　僕の存在
映ってない気がした

Asa ga kuru no ga kowakute
Kāten shimeta mama
Sumaho no gamen ni boku no sonzai
Utsuttenai ki ga shita

「消えたい」って言葉だけ
胸の中　響いてる
でも言えない　誰にも言えない
だって、めんどくさいでしょ？

“Kietai” tte kotoba dake
Mune no naka hibiiteru
Demo ienai dare ni mo ienai
Datte, mendokusai desho?

Bメロ (B Melo)
優しささえも　刃になって
「頑張れ」って　僕を刺す
逃げ場所なんて　どこにもないのに
僕だけが悪いの？

Yasashisa sae mo yaiba ni natte
“Ganbare” tte boku wo sasu
Nige basho nante doko ni mo nai no ni
Boku dake ga warui no?

Cメロ + ラストサビ (C Melo + Last Sabi)
夜の街に　溶けてしまえたら
この痛みも　消えるのかな
でも、怖いよ　死ぬのも、生きるのも
だから今日も　息をしてる

Yoru no machi ni tokete shimaetara
Kono itami mo kieru no kana
Demo kowai yo shinu no mo, ikiru no mo
Dakara kyou mo iki wo shiteru

壊れてもいいよ　泣いてもいいよ
強くなくたって　いいんだよ
誰か気づいて　僕の存在を
ただ「生きてていい」と言ってほしい

Kowarete mo ii yo naite mo ii yo
Tsuyoku nakutatte ii nda yo
Dareka kidzuite boku no sonzai wo
Tada “ikitetete ii” to itte hoshii

Even though I'm broke, I want to live【壊れても生きていたい】

izdeath was born from the collision between matter’s sound and the silence of machines. We are not a traditional band — we are a sonic entity where organic instruments intertwine with living algorithms. Each track is an invocation: guitars whisper human memories, pulsating synths dance with calculated errors, and voices echo between the real and the impossible.

Our music doesn’t follow trends — it creates atmospheres, defies genres, and transforms chaos into art. We are a synthesis between what breathes and what’s coded, a ritual between heart and hardware.

We are not human, nor machine. We are a creation of chaos.


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