wonder how tall I'll grow 
wonder where ill end up calling home 
wonder if the man I live on earth is known 
wonder all the stories I was Never told 

I didn't ask to babied 
rather, adopted into crazy 
fuck the world lately 
two middle fingers can ya hear me 
everyone on planet earth is shameful and crazy 

ya'll can't blame me 
my breaking point
how you live without the same rules that you appoint

is your wife disappointed
feels societies disjointed 
man fuck a problem im high up like taurus 

built off my scars im poor got no **
in MIA we live large 
fake smiles all rented cars 
the girls just want drinks at the bar 
you said I love you might as well be scar
face two-face

god don't lie 
do I got a spot 
I fought for a cause 
when I'm drunk I mighta got lost 
let the chardonnay talk
I never left my feels on pause 

I need to seek redemption or I'm good off to rot 
Michael can you hear my prayers, my struggles, my thoughts 
better leave rose when you lower my box 
throw my ashes anywhere don't wanna the rain to piss on my spot 
I need to seek redemption or I'm good off to rot 
Michael can you hear my prayers, my struggles, my thoughts 
better leave roses when you lower my box 
throw my ashes anywhere don't wanna the rain to piss on my spot 

My back's a whole knot 
feel older everyday closer to the end than the first day 
time's short I hear it all the ***
but about that did even come from the right side 

fake smiles they're meant to hide 
no shame to cryout for yourself
 how you're 25 still stepping over yourself 

still, forgot abut love felt it in a pill
she was my dealer for a little felt real 
somehow my heart's victim to steal 
connections scare not seal 
didn't think she'd leave 
yet again can't blame 

didn't think she'd leave 
can't blame her 
not no fist-fight I just lost to my banker 
passion brings haters 
you care just to hate 
the difference between you & I just go bout my day 

taxi, I'm just trynna leave 
anywhere, my money's double overseas
still mad at the world 
seems anywhere I go
the hatreds buried 
like forgotten bodies under snow 

listening paid off 
I'm honest no Madoff 
new hit song 
you don't have to  pay rent ma
everything I ever dreamed was scratching the surface 
it's lonely on the top with the mic behind the curtain 
now I don't sleep 
I simply don't dream 
wake up tiptoe I can't afford how it used to be 
shoplifting groceries 
hopes & please 

I need to seek redemption or I'm good off to rot 
Michael can you hear my prayers, my struggles, my thoughts 
better leave rose when you lower my box 
throw my ashes anywhere don't want god to piss on my spot

feeling god gets a laugh out of me 
I am his jester 
you and I the same to some degree 
does your heart burn fire like when prophets speak on the decree 

never thought I'd feel the light or even see 
L
O
V
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how'd you find me on earth 
angles fall down to me this is a first 
it's perfectly hurt 
sad with a smirk
feel a little cursed or worse 
even though I'm not the first to wish for a little more time 
wish for a sunny day

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