Fuck you

It's not working is it? Whatever

Hello it's late at night

But I want to improvise a thing

And I was like ouuuu

Everyone I know

Like 95% of you

Have completely blocked me

It's fine

I don't care (he says obviously hiding sadness)

The one or two that matter are still there

Everyone else is just...

Not that important...

Honestly

So ummm...

The point is-

Yes!

My point

Is for some reason my soundcloud still gets a lot of plays

So I'm wondering if some of you

Fucking motherfuckers

Are still listening to this

And so I wanna like

Create good music

But

You know?

Who cares?

You're putting too much pressure on yourself

I've seen
Creatures
Things of the past
That I

Don't need to
Spend so much time
Wondering why?

Wondering why?
Wondering why?

Things they don't work out
And then you get/go
Back on some years
Manic

No

And I guess this
Will sound better
Than
I expect it to

And nothing is good enough
If it can't
Hypnotise you

And nothing's good enough
If it can't
Get inside your head
And turn you out

But I guess this won't
Be like the others

I've been meaning to
Forget you
Forget you

But it's so damn difficult

Oh

One more cliché

Before I put my head to rest

It's never gonna be perfect is it?
It's never gonna be perfect

Some part of me wishes I could break down and cry

But that would be manipulative or something

This is not nearly as good as I wanted it to be

Is it going to get good tho?

Do like some acoustic shit I don't know

In The Fifth Dimension Reality Hurts Less (Pseudohallucinations are more real than people)

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