LYRICS:

[Verse]
When the knife went into you
It felt like bliss, a long time comin’
Your blood stains both of our shirts
They’re intertwined, just like our souls
Maybe if I pierced it farther
Your care for me would dissipate
We could’ve been partners in crime
But baby your life’s leavin’ you (no, no, no)

[Outro]
Oh
Ah
Dissipating body (ah)

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intro (dissipate)

[Verse #1]
Time (time)
Time is standing still while I’m moving in endless circles
But I
I feel like I’m falling again
‘Cause I keep going back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You used to own me, but karma got you bad
How can I be upset for you over something that you never had? (never)
[Chorus]
You lost him (you lost him)
You lost him simply by being petty and mad
Mm

[Verse #2]
L-L-Love, your love was standing still
While mine (mine), kept on going but 
I could never imagine it would’ve ended like this (mmm)
But I’m so glad I lost you now

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause you used to own me (now, now, now)
But karma got you bad
Your goal was to make me feel like shit
For the rest of my life

[Chorus]
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him simply by being mad
I needed to get out of it
Which was why I did what I had to do

[Verse #3]
Oh you (yeah you)
Got put in your place indefinitely
But I don’t know (why)
It took him many years to realize
But now, I’m no longer falling again
(No longer falling again)
‘Cause now, you are dead to me

[Outro]
Why?
Oh why? (no longer falling again)
Why? (why, why, why, why)
Why, why now?
[END]

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falling again

[Verse #1]
Time (time)
Time is standing still while I’m moving in endless circles
But I
I feel like I’m falling again
‘Cause I keep going back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You used to own me, but karma got you bad
How can I be upset for you over something that you never had? (never)
[Chorus]
You lost him (you lost him)
You lost him simply by being petty and mad
Mm

[Verse #2]
L-L-Love, your love was standing still
While mine (mine), kept on going but 
I could never imagine it would’ve ended like this (mmm)
But I’m so glad I lost you now

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause you used to own me (now, now, now)
But karma got you bad
Your goal was to make me feel like this
For the rest of my life

[Chorus]
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him (you’re done, you lost him)
You lost him simply by being mad
I needed to get out of it
Which was why I did what I had to do

[Verse #3]
Oh you (yeah you)
Got put in your place indefinitely
But I don’t know (why)
It took him many years to realize
But now, I’m no longer falling again
(No longer falling again)
‘Cause now, you are dead to me

[Outro]
Why?
Oh why? (no longer falling again)
Why? (why, why, why, why)
Why, why now?
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

falling again (CLEAN)

[Intro]
Her
Her
Her
Mmm
Him
Him
Him
Him (Let me look at you)

[Verse #1]
Dead in the eyes (dead in the eyes)
Emphasize, the glare in my disguise
Otherwise I’ll come and take what’s mine
Declined, just like your multiple face designs

[Pre-Chorus]
He’s seen better days
Without you chasing him in a blaze
(Wait, is this thing on?)
Something finally (finally) got you in a haze
Now it’s time to lower your (mm, your) gaze

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a has-been (never-was)
(Scrape your skin off, pull that hair down)
Everyone believes the petty one (him)
From the lies of your mentality coming un-done (him)
All that talk, in the end, you pulled none (him)
Daring, she’s deteriorating

[Verse #2]
I love playing the villain in your fantasy
I can be one if needed from you and that boy
I knew you’d be this gullible so I had to try
Are you going to be at it until you kneel on one knee?

[Pre-Chorus]
No-No I’ve seen better days
Without you in my life, failed telophase
(Stupid little lunatic, when you)
When you left me I low-key felt like (cryin’)
When I did it back I got you (dyin’)
To push my limits (to push my limits)
Got you lyin’ oh (I got you lyin’)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a “has-been” (never-was)
Tattoo me, think of me, paint me, and engrave me
Funny how you claimed I loved his fire
When you wrote a novel about one desire
Like mother like daughter in-sync (like a choir)
Honey (honey), she’s deteriorating

[Bridge]
“He thinks he’s better than everyone!”
“How can I make myself the victim here?”
“Is he done riding him yet?”
Oh, if it was true (it’s not)
Why do you care? (why?)
(Y’all always believe everything, the fuck?)
Lately, she’s fun when crazy (why, why, why, why, why, why)
You need to learn that the world never revolved around you
(Not everything’s about you, around you)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me
All you can do is talk about me
You’ve been the “never-was” from the start
Villain, villianize 
An accident like you could’ve won
From the lies from you, coming in one (unison)
Didn’t you fantasize for your V-card to be gone?
Oh, oh

[Outro]
You intended to ruin me
But you ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

the villain in your fantasy (deteriorating)

[Intro]
Her
Her
Her
Mmm
Him
Him
Him
Him (Let me look at you)

[Verse #1]
Dead in the eyes (dead in the eyes)
Emphasize, the glare in my disguise
Otherwise I’ll come and take what’s mine
Declined, just like your multiple face designs

[Pre-Chorus]
He’s seen better days
Without you chasing him in a blaze
(Wait, is this thing on?)
Something finally (finally) got you in a haze
Now it’s time to lower your (mm, your) gaze

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a has-been (never-was)
(Scrape your skin off, pull that hair down)
Everyone believes the petty one (him)
From the lies of your mentality coming un-done (him)
All that talk, in the end, you pulled none (him)
Daring, she’s deteriorating

[Verse #2]
I love playing the villain in your fantasy
I can be one if needed from you and that boy
I knew you’d be this gullible so I had to try
Are you going to be at it until you kneel on one knee?

[Pre-Chorus]
No-No I’ve seen better days
Without you in my life, failed telophase
(Stupid little lunatic, when you)
When you left me I low-key felt like (cryin’)
When I did it back I got you (dyin’)
To push my limits (to push my limits)
Got you lyin’ oh (I got you lyin’)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me (and the twin)
All you can do is talk about me (as a sin?)
Your highest, to now a “has-been” (never-was)
Tattoo me, think of me, paint me, and engrave me
Funny how you claimed I loved his fire
When you wrote a novel about one desire
Like mother like daughter in-sync (like a choir)
Honey (honey), she’s deteriorating

[Bridge]
“He thinks he’s better than everyone!”
“How can I make myself the victim here?”
“Is he done riding him yet?”
Oh, if it was true (it’s not)
Why do you care? (why?)
(Y’all always believe everything, the-)
Lately, she’s fun when crazy (why, why, why, why, why, why)
You need to learn that the world never revolved around you
(Not everything’s about you, around you)

[Chorus]
The fear in your face when you see me
All you can do is talk about me
You’ve been the “never-was” from the start
Villain, villianize 
An accident like you could’ve won
From the lies from you, coming in one (unison)
Didn’t you fantasize for your V-card to be gone?
Oh, oh

[Outro]
You intended to ruin me
But you ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
You ruined you
[END]

© 2024 Fakhran Noorwala

the villain in your fantasy (deteriorating) [CLEAN]

19!

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PART 1 OF MY DEBUT EP "this stays between us” IS FINALLY OUT EVERYWHERE NOW!!! GO STREAM ILYSM: https://push.fm/fl/thisstaysbetweenuspt1

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