"Worst By The Most" - Blends moody alternative hip-hop with smooth R&B vibes, diving into the darker side of love and self-reflection. With haunting melodies and raw lyrics, it’s perfect for late nights, heartbreaks, and anyone riding that wave.

Worst By The Most

"Blueberry Ice" ist kein Liebeslied.
Es ist ein Abrechnungsbrief, verpackt in Hyperpop.

Zwischen toxischer Liebe, Clublicht und kaltem Stolz erzählt der Track von einer Verbindung, die nie auf Augenhöhe war – und dem Moment, in dem man realisiert, dass man nicht verloren hat.
Sondern gewonnen.

Für alle, die zu viel gefühlt haben – und heute trotzdem das Steuer in der Hand halten.

Deutsch. Elektronisch. Emotional. Giftig. Laut.

Blueberry Ice

time to provoke

“Eternal Flame Burnout” is a raw, high-voltage anthem about love that once burned bright but consumed everything in its path. It's the sound of passion turning to ash — a story of intensity, obsession, and the slow collapse of something once unbreakable. Blistering vocals, haunting riffs, and lyrics that hit like truth set on fire.

Eternal Flame Burnout

Suicidal Love" is a hauntingly poetic ballad that explores the beauty and brutality of loving someone who slowly destroys you. With vivid garden imagery and raw emotional lyricism, the song paints love as both a blooming sanctuary and a battlefield of thorns. It's a vulnerable, soul-stirring journey through passion, pain, and the intoxicating pull of a relationship that's as deadly as it is unforgettable.

Suicidal Love

🩸 Song Insight – If I Could Be There 4 You
This song was born in a moment of ignorance...
 when I thought love alone could fix someone.
 When I thought I had to try, no matter what it cost me.
 It felt like my job was to save him—even as I was drowning too.
I wrote this when I still believed he was just “troubled,”
 not realizing the version of him I loved never really existed—
 only what I needed him to be.
Now, I understand something harder:
 Some people can't be saved.
 All you can do is love them from a distance...
 and sleep at night knowing you gave everything you had.
I don’t carry guilt.
 I carry grief—for who he was to me...
 not for who he really was.
Some roads you only walk once—
 and when they burn, you don’t rebuild them…
 You learn why you never go back.
— 4Me2BeFree

[Verse 1]  
Music in the air, killers on the screen  
Where was I but being used, lost, and unseen  
Started life lost, from what was meant to be  
No guide in sight, I wandered aimlessly  

[Verse 2]  
You were having a worse time, that's for sure  
But it didn’t make up for the hell you ensured  
I couldn't defend you, didn’t know your name  
Didn’t know who you were, had no way to claim  

[Chorus]  
I would have done anything, come to fight for you  
(Stand by your side, see it through)  
Stand on my own, take them down too  
(We’d make the silence break in two)  
We could have stood together, screamed your name  
(Made them all see, this ain't a game)  

[Verse 3]  
It's shitty things happened, you faced your nightmare  
No one to stand for you, it wasn’t fair  
Fighting alone, in a world unknown  
Resigning to a love, never shown  

[Verse 4]  
If I had a time machine, I’d fix what’s wrong  
Change it all, make them pay, make you strong  
I’d save you, make you whole  
So you’d be okay, free in soul  

[Chorus]  
I would have done anything, come to fight for you  
(Stand by your side, see it through)  
Stand on my own, take them down too  
(We’d make the silence break in two)  
We could have stood together, screamed your name  
(Made them all see, this ain't a game)  

[Bridge]  
If I could turn back time, I'd save us both  
Know your worth, your heart, your oath  
It's not an excuse for the things you did  
But I’d still save us, for a happier bid  

[Verse 5]  
What made us, we were broken, so different  
Yet still responsible, owning our intent  
Walking this world alone, but now we see  
We’re stronger together, just you and me  

[Final Chorus]  
I would have done anything, come to fight for you  
(Stand by your side, see it through)  
Stand on my own, take them down too  
(We’d make the silence break in two)  
We could have stood together, screamed your name  
(Made them all see, this ain't a game)  

[Outro Chorus]  
If I had a time machine, I’d change our fate  
Make things right, before it’s too late  
We’d live a life, full of happiness  
Free from the pain, in togetherness  


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If I Could Be There 4 You (Cover)

🎧 Song Insight
“Sink Down // Rise Up” drags you through the wreckage of betrayal, gaslights flickering over a broken mindscape. It's a slow-burning storm that starts on the floor—moody vinyl hiss and thunder haunt each verse as the narrator drowns in loops of abandonment, memory erasure, and emotional recoil. But the track doesn't stay submerged. By the final chorus, rage crystallizes into resurrection. Gritty rap verses crack open like emotional autopsies, stitched together with chilling bridges and raw confessions. Synths grind. Beats bleed. And when the crown is raised, it’s carved from scars, not gold. This isn’t just catharsis—it’s reclamation through noise, and the noise knows your name.

[Intro]

[Verse 1]  
Voodoo—it’s all you do  
No charm, no shame  
Just a blacked-out truth  
Your house of cards, now falling through  

Afraid to catch your own eye  
Denied, denied, denied  
Corrupted mind—no patch in sight  
Lost call, lost soul  
It’s all on you now  

[Chorus]  
I sink down, don’t speak up now  
Judge this finger, it’s all I got  
Voices ring but none are loud  
Drown this heart, it’s turning rot  
Sink down under—blame my name  
This curse is all I’ve got  
(Sink... sink... sink...)  
(Sink... sink... sink...)  

[Verse 2]  
I tried—fuck it  
I cried—fuck it  
Was sad—fuck it  
Was mad—fuck it  
I’m glad it’s not you I have  
Dollars stacked, still not worth the cause  

Loops play on, sick repeat  
Deleting thoughts like files on heat  
Drag and drop—deny and lie  

[Chorus]  
I sink down, don’t speak up now  
Judge this finger, it’s all I got  
Voices ring but none are loud  
Drown this heart, it’s turning rot  
Sink down under—blame my name  
This curse is all I’ve got  
(Sink... sink... sink...)  
(Sink... sink... sink...)  

[Bridge 1]  
Waited so long just to see this die  
Mind on tour, no rest at night  
Pounding chest, no breath left  
Just echoes screaming, dreams collapse  

[Bridge 2]  
I don’t have our memories anymore  
Self-made drip—did the trick  
At-home kit  
Quick snip  
Brain wiped,  
now I’m new– who are you?  

[Verse 3]  
You saw me fall, and waved  
Saw my pain, and moved on  
Saw my hand, and let it fade  

Alone, circling the sink,  
Begging this drain to drink me  
Drugs and sex a way to release  

[Bridge 3]  
People want to talk to fame  
Walky-walky, cribs be crazy  
Drenched in filth and rich—Going once, going twice—your soul is sold, hope he’s nice!  

Pretend, depend, hang on him  
Split spread and bread —was that the plan?  
That’s how you jam? That’s your scam?  

[Micro 1]  
Act layered, but you got nothin' to pull back  
Your depth, throat tricks “Look what I can do” and filler tracks  

[Micro 2]  
Vocabulary locked on "brova"— ”I know… right”?  
Your whole act? Get a mirror reflect back  

Silver spoons and Ellett waste  
Entry-level lies in a plastic case  
Sliding doors, fake grace, wide enough to hide a whole damn face  
Another bad lay, he tried to pay  
Packed nose, benzos—ask him, he knows  

[Verse 4]  
No pact, no chain, no holy name  
Just me, a beast, off-leash, untamed  
You stitched a wound just to twist the thread  
Smiled wide while I bled in bed  

Look at you—wrapped in plastic  
Watch me rise while your life folds  
My scars? They talk louder than yours  
My pain? It kicks down closed doors  

[Final Chorus]  
I sink down—no, I rise now  
Carved from pain, I wear the crown  
You thought I'd fold, thought I'd drown  
But I built a throne from battlegrounds  

Sink down? Not anymore.  
This war? I'm walking out the door.  
(Rise... rise... rise...)  
(Rise... rise... rise...)  

[Outro]


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VOODOO

LOVESTAR FULL MIXTAPE
out in spotify and yt

LOVESTAR MIXTAPE

"Some stories aren't told in words — they echo through beats and silence. When trust fades and hearts shift, the rhythm remembers everything. This track isn't about blame. It's about what lingers when love takes a wrong turn... and you're left dancing with the memory."



Behind the Sound



Sleepless Nights is a raw and emotional pop track about the inner turmoil of loving someone whose values clash with your own. Caught between passion and principle, the song explores the painful reality of a relationship held together by love but divided by morality. The lyric "eye for eye, don’t go blind to paradise" echoes the warning that vengeance can cost you your peace — even your soul. It’s about staying up all night wondering if love is enough when everything else feels wrong.

If you've ever wrestled with the decision to stay or walk away — this one's for you.

Sleepless NIghts

Ich bin kein Genre. Ich bin das Gefühl, das bleibt, wenn du weg bist.

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Blending heartfelt lyrics with soulful melodies, I write songs that tell real stories—about love, life, and everything in between. From quiet moments to big emotions, my music is a soundtrack for anyone who’s ever felt deeply.

Singing what hearts can't say out loud. From raw love to sacred worship and everything in between — every track is a piece of me. New drops coming soon. 🎶✨ #UnshakableLove #WorshipSoul

Vibey beats and smooth flows, blending chill vibes with soulful rhythms. Tune in for a journey through sound where every track sets the mood.

New tracks tagged #toxiclove