Shy Around You

START before You’re Ready ——> 01.09.2025

Doctor appointment ——> 02.09.2025

Beauty in Surrender ——> 03.09.2025

Birthday ——> 04.09.2025 (Uploaded a new set after 7 years creative break)


In short for now: 


I have some special needs to get back at the decks, so I wanted to talk about this with my doctor, how we can do this. An other doctor was recommending me something I can do, so I was telling this him. I also said to him, that music is absolutely my pure passion and I really want to continue with that and he told me also that 20 years ago he was also a DJ and playing in Clubs, so I was pretty sure, that he will understand it for sure.

PUSTEKUCHEN :-)

His answer was, he cannot recommend me this, what the other doctor was suggesting and an other option, he was also not recommending me. OK, so in total, he is not recommending this two options (we only had at this moment), but he is also not given me any solutions. 

He repeat it 3 times, that he CANNOT recommend me this. I was standing in the door and already leaving and he said it one more time:

I CANNOT recommend you this.

OK, I got you and I understand you, you CANNOT recommend this, so what?!

When I was already outside from the doctor’s room, I talked to the receptionist and said to her:


Geht NICHT, Gibt’s NICHT.

Nothing is impossible.


Like at the end, you can say, the doctor was not helping me and also not telling me good news, but you know what, after this:

I was super happy and it really didn't bother me at all.

To be honest, I was a bit speechless about a behavior like this, but I was like. 

Damn, we desperately need changes in many things, and I will do my best to make sure, that they will happen as quickly as possible.

I am pretty sure, I can do that.

I am STRONGER than ever before in my life and NO ONE can stop me.

So this is the story from this two set’s and why I am uploading them together.
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BTW, I have NO memories about recording, I am not kidding. 


***I have BLACKOUTS even though I'm completely SOBER***


I think this shows pretty clearly that’s a big part of my healing process.

I’m completely in my own world, somewhere else, but not here on this earth. 

I am in my PINK bubble ;-)

Honestly, I'm really excited to share this with you, and at the same time I'm incredibly scared of showing my vulnerability, but it's so important that we do this, so I'm doing it ;-)

In both set’s the last track is : Time has changed - Codec & Flexor

That's exactly how it is: -----> TIME HAS CHANGED <-----

This song reminds me sooo much of the absolutely legendary time at U60311 and I will never forget those special moments and those very special people.

By „random“ I saw a remastered version of: Time has changed 

and I had the feeling to text Codec and I did. He answered quickly and he was really understanding what I was telling him. I was super fascinated from this, because there were quite a lot of changes happening in the last days and I was telling him this. Aside from that, I was super happy at all, that he even answered me at all. THANKS a lot, Sven, I appreciate this more than a lot.

MUSIK CONNECTS.

Tracklist:

1. Vijay & Sofia Zlatko - Le Jardin (Pingpong Remix)
2. Joey Mccrilley - Sweet Embrace ft. Alice D (Toyboy & Robin Remix)
3. Mind Against - Love Seeking (Club Mix Edit)
4. BAILE, Felicia Douglass - Without (Tim Green Remix)
5. Marsh & Wassu - Like You
6. Tigerskin - In Public
7. Whitney Houston - How Will I Know
8. Philip George - Wish You Were Mine (Mandal & Forbes Remix)
9. Moony - Dove (I'll Be Loving You) (Club Mix)
10. Isaac Tichauer - Higher Level (Bicep Remix)
11. The Gathering - In My System (Jef K System Mix)
12. Tube & Berger - Down the System
13. Devil & Bride - Lonely Planet (Sascha Cawa & Dirty Doering Remix)
14. Carlo Ruetz - Until The End
15. Slam - Lifetimes (Pan-Pot)
16. Cristoph - Reachin’
17. Codec & Flexor - Time Has Changed

<3 ME

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New tracks tagged #toyboy &amp; robin

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