you wanna dance
i wanna rot
grab on my pants
oh my good god
you touch my hand
think im in love

(yea yuh yuh ya)
(woah oh oh oh)

ima pop shit off
she gone boss it up
my hearts in your hands don't knot it up (yeah uh)
keep it safe baby don't damage us
yeah don't hold me fuckin down
i got shit to pass around
them marks up on my fuckin body baby touch em
think i need some robitussin
put your blood up in a bucket (yeah)
(blood up in a bucket)
i put your blood up in a bucket
i drain you out so i can fill you with some lovin
(blood up in a bucket)
you wanna talk but im like fuck it
ion wanna talk no more my mouth forever shuttin
(blood up in a bucket)
(blood up in a bucket yea yeah, yea yeah)

you wanna dance
i wanna rot
grab on my pants
oh my good god
you touch my hand
think im in love
lock up my heart
what do you want
ion know what id do without you
you got some bad shit around you
that's ok, that's ok cuz we can fix them things
it aint too late
I'm always game
who you gonna call when nobody come through
i know you so well

can we dance p. rem

I’ve been riding round downtown
Baby come around my house
Did we make love too loud?
I don’t know how to turn it down

Uhh ahhh

I’ve come a long way from the man I used to be
Why you talking all this crazy shit to me 
Uhhh
You ain’t understand how the fuck I really think
I got this shit on lockdown baby girl I need a drink 
Leave fall down from the trees
So beautiful almost see my face up in the leaves
In the mirror tell me what you wanna be
I’ve been lying to myself, bout this dream that I believe 
I can see the pain every-time your face crease 
Hide it with a smile but that shit don’t give no relief 

I don’t what what you talking bout
I’m fine you know I don’t need help

Let’s get this right baby I wanna fly

How long it’s been
(Oh how long)
I don’t think this ever ends

used 2 be p. rem, mystic

Uh uh uh uh yeah
Oh yeah oh
You not there not there
I wanna rock shit (yeah)
Gun in your hand when we walk in (walk in)
Boy you not poppin 
You can’t do nothing (nothing) 
I just wan buy shit (yeah, yeah)
Break off break off break off break off break 
off

Too much a that oh my god
Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god

What should I want 
(What should I want)
It’s just a thought
(Just a thought)
Act way too hard but I’m a dork
(Uh ah ha ahh)
Running through these thoughts in my head
How do you pick out these things
Pick up that phone when it ring
Angels they sing, talking to me
My doll my doll my baby
When i call can you come and save me?
I crawl I crawl my lonesome
Stuck up in my room could you please come help me?

You not there not there
I wanna rock shit (yeah)
Gun in your hand when we walk in (walk in)
Boy you not poppin 
You can’t do nothing (nothing) 
I just wan buy shit (yeah, yeah)
Break off break off break off break off break 
off

break off p. rem, sesh

Goodbye
We ride
We gon fly

I ain’t scared but I run and hide
Wanna fly baby I wonder why
Why you so uptight I knew I was right
One life don’t let the love die
Eye for an eye meant to make you cry
Sunrise one more time
Take flight always knew we’d fly

(Always knew we’d fly)
Live your life
(Always knew we’d fly)
One more time
(Always knew we’d fly)
Knew we’d fly
(Always knew we’d fly)
Knew we’d fly
I knew we’d fly
(I knew we’d fly)

It’s getting cold out baby put your jacket on
I know you tough, but not that tough it won’t be that long
(You gotta calm down, you gotta calm down)
Yeah yea, yea yeah eh eh uh uh uh

fly p. rem, kay

You got some scars but I ain’t left much
(I ain’t left much, much much)
Rub that in the birt bae
I ain’t hurting much
But I hope your right 
Ima run and hide
Ima crash the ride
Don’t ruin the high
This shit change your life

I can’t play pretend with you
Gotta cut off all these new loose ends
Get that revenue 
What the fuck you want baby? I retry
I don’t wanna die at all 
(Alone)
(Whatchu know?)

She think I got old money, but this is new cash
I don’t play that
Don’t play with me baby
(Play with me baby)

(Cuz I’m not what I used to be)
Not what i used to be
You got too used to me
(Do you feel used)

That’s not what I meant to do to you
I see the fruits of my labour coming through
(Ohh uhh ahh)
Touch me one more time you gon see what I’ve been through (ahh uh)
What am I gone do, what am I gone do?
Stuck on loving you do you feel that too?

Oh my, what is my life?
Told you I wouldn’t cry, but I wouldn’t be me if I ain’t tell no lies
Please tell me that you fine
This is my life, this is my life

wouldn't be me p. rem

Baby I wanna try
You know that I love to lie 
What’s really going on inside 
You really the one that’s ruining your life
Take off that mask you can’t hide
Eyes wide shut baby now you blind

You wanna figure out what’s on my mind?
Hit replay replay
All them bad words to say
I can’t get out of my own way
I wish you could feel my pain
I love you do you feel the same
Yeah the way we talk so damn lame
Wish you’d put a little more respect on it
I can’t talk when I be smokin I feel wrecked on it
And you be getting mad at me anyway
You know I’m gon try all the same

Baby I wanna try
You know that I love to lie 
What’s really going on inside 
You really the one that’s ruining your life
Take off that mask you can’t hide
Eyes wide shut baby now you blind

self portrait p. rem, sohi

You looking fabulous 
Hope it don’t damage us
All these new cameras
(Uh oh oh)

Baby please don’t be so loud
I hear you crying out

Always hope for better days
And I always keep it straight 
(Yeah oh)

My porcelain doll
Built you from that broken home
(Yeah)

I can’t let you go no
New memories I don’t need no photos
(Yeah)

Ouch, that hurt put some rips up in my shirt 
Baby you got my word, I’ll be the first one put down in that dirt
(Yeah)
I don’t know what I’m doing but I’m still gone make all this work

Brand new day, new me I ain’t gone get fried
Think bout my baby like how I provide

We gone get this money stack up all that time
I know im bitchin but I think I might cry
I wonder why
I hope it’s alright
The way you fly
Bae you do that right

Thought I felt so lost but I got up
Think I got unstuck
Peak right through them blinds see them stars shoot straight out your eye
You wan see the sky let’s see the sky baby let’s go outside

I’m feeling right
I feel the love
Hands up above karma running up
My karma running up
I see the beauty, fell in love with the sky I fell in love with the high
I love this life

karma p. rem, traj

Oh oh uhh ahh
Yeah huh uh huh uh huh uh

What I know is what I does
I ain’t sparing no money 
I ain’t giving no fucks
You mistake my treatment for love
(You mistake my)
Mistake my, baby let’s get this right 
Why you try?
Baby just comply 
Can you just come by?

Heart beating out my chest
(Oh)
Your words at my neck 
(Oh)
But bae I wish you the best
(Oh I wish you the best)
What was it that I said?
(What was it that I said oh ah)

Feelings they overgrown ah oh
Well you could pick me apart
How am I gon cover up these marks?

Torn apart thrown away
No this ain’t nothing knew
Ripped my heart out my chest 
Y’know I did this all for you
Put them roses on my grave 
This new bed ain’t comfortable 
Ima haunt you till I’m dead
Do you even know the truth?

Living my life just loving you
Ain’t no lifecycle this a loop

overgrown p. rem, saber

jus wokeup p. rem, kay

https://youtu.be/5aMPrYELt7w?si=5Xb-yUTB6zNP3XoI

I think I need somebody
(You got nun to worry bout)
(You got nun to worry bout) 

Yeah I’m so wired for it
Breathe in breathe out 
no I ain’t got time for it
Up and down these hills with you
Take a videotape of the things you do

Yeah, I’m entombed 
Let me out what I do?
And I can’t move, loaded gun baby shoot

Mmm beware the snow coming back
You get cold yeah I know it gets bad
(Yea, yea, yea, yea)
I can’t stand up baby I know
I see you shivering baby I know it’s cold

when it snows p. rem, traj [vid in des]

abomination p rem, kay

traj - heartbeat p. synthetic, xb, jello, shazy

traj - whaeva p. synthetic, xb, orin, jello, yankii

traj - calabasas p. noah, rafe, cloak, jerrybeats

traj - i hope p. icami, cloak

traj - hero p. rafe, cloak, jerrybeats

im losing my fucking mind trying to record rn
p.aiwacore

i have writers block

Poopy haha poop funny haha. 
Remy made da beat yeah he shitted on it

I need to get money or else.

this music is my own personal notebook, logging every thought and feeling into bits of art for you to enjoy or hate.

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