Origins:
Greeting, my name is Alan. This is a digital diary entry of my early experiences with finding my feminine-self and exploring feminine cloths, using the Nintendo 3DS and trying to hint out to my family how I felt inside. Thanks so much for engaging! 

As a side note, in my early teens some days after I wore a leotard, my second elder sister called me a "sissy", to which my older sister replied "Don't call your brother a sissy". That was remarkable, so I just had to write that down.

Although, in a similar instance I think one of my sisters asked what leotard this is, and I think my 2nd eldest sister jokingly replied, oh it's Alan's. &gt;_&lt; It wasn't even mine's, although, I did borrow it from one of my sisters.

Well, nowadays, I buy my own feminine cloths, and I own the word "Sissy", I use it almost all the time in my hashtags. Anyway, today, my siblings and family are very supportive of me and stuff, and I highly appreciate that! &lt;3

Thanks for reading! (:

Episode 1: Origins| Trans Childhood Experiences, Internalized Stuff + Pantyhose (made with Spreaker)

a song about my gender.

Prod. Me (I mean dead friendly.....)
mixing and mastering - me and @buggeyed
vocal mix - @buggeyed


(sample from the breakfast club)

scars on my body
I'm really foggy
head full of smoke
its all fucking smoggy
I'm not the girl in the mirror (mirror)
is there anything real clearer (clearer)
Girls talking shit on twitter (twitter)
fuck a copy Imma counterfit her (counterfitter)

dead and numb

Mental static is all that I'm feeling (feeling)
heart brusied and bleeding (bleed-ing)
feel my pain fucking feel my pain
see me hanging from the ceiling (ceil-ing)
dysphoria is all that I'm feeling (feeling)
new body new feelings (feelings)
feel my pain fucking feel my pain
see me hanging from the ceiling

to all my dead friends - From RosieGothicc

Pay What You Want DL

MENTAL STATIC // What I should have learned about high school (prod.deadfriendly)

En kråka med brutna vingar
Hon sitter på taggtråd och ilska
Och alla människor säger
Att hon bär på småkryp och skabb
Hon gör det med stolthet
Och sjunger sin brutna vals

Väsnar och skriker
Det enda hon kan
Väsnar och lider
För att bilda dissonans

En gris med blåa kläder
Han sitter på lagen med våld
Och alla kråkorna skriker
När han bryter deras vingar med stål
Han gör det med stolthet
Och njuter av sin sjuka dans

Väsnar och skriker
Det enda hon kan
Väsnar och lider
För att bilda dissonans

Väsnar och skriker
Det enda hon kan
Väsnar och lider
För att bilda dissonans

Brutna vingar

first episode of eve speaks: eve reads an excerpt from her last entry of radical permission journaling prompts written by adrienne maree brown and sonya renee taylor.

Eric Wilson's Album

eve speaks, ep 1

eve reads her first response to the journal prompts from “journal of radical permission.” as eve searches for her voice, she returns to november 2022 and begins a journey.

eve speaks, ep 2

The set was part of a performative happening for the closing of the exhibition and performance series "New Dates New Bar" at Zirkusgasse (Vienna) and used the lyrics of the played tracks to tell in an abstract and ironic way a story about dating and lovelife experiences from the point of a transwoman additional to the scenes that were happening in the space. The selection therefor is genre and bpm bending. The live video was screened via projection into the art space and extended the dj set. The audience was only able to virtually and acustically follow the actions of the "shower room" since it was one floor above the art space. Symbolically this isolated and seperated the crowd from the two interacting humans who were on public display and aimed for a real life simulation. Sounds like the sound of the used shower or distorted voicesmessages from dating sites were added into the dj set to complete the storytelling of the performance.

Boom Boom In my showerrroom @ Zirkusgasse (read the info ->)

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Background music by @abstractjaguar Special thanks to Dana for this great music.
https://soundcloud.com/healix12

Superhuman Hermaphrodite Reproductive System

Gravávamos o episódio enquanto palestinianos invadiam Israel. O que aconteceu ao 'iron dome'? A Mossad falhou? A Palestina teria capacidade para avançar sozinha? Como ficam o Irão e a Rússia? A TAP será, por fim, vendida? O preço será o fator de avaliação mais importante? Andamos a privatizar corretamente? No Reino Unido, Sunak dá voz ao conservadorismo, enquanto uma mulher trans é eleita Miss Portugal.

Triangulação do Círculo

Ep. 179 - Invasão de Israel; Venda da TAP; O bafio de Sunak vs Miss Portugal 2023

This is the first song I ever wrote a long time ago.

call dr suess

This ones the big one to kick off your day with some iconic anthems as well as some new rising talents from the community. 

As always leave a like share and comment and remember to keep raising your voice where its needed most music is for everyone.

DJ LIL-E - Tech House, UKG & Bass - Rhythm & Bass Session 012

YOU ARE

3 Reasons This Transwoman Encounter Will Leave You Speechless

In deze bijzondere aflevering van "Levenslijnen" neemt Veerle de rol van gastvrouw op zich en interviewt ze haar verloofde, Skye.

Samen delen ze hun intieme en openhartige verhaal over Skye's transitie, gezien door de lens van hun liefde. Hoe heeft deze transitie hun relatie versterkt? Welke uitdagingen hebben ze samen overwonnen? En hoe blijven ze elkaar steeds opnieuw vinden in tijden van verandering?

Veerle stelt vragen over de meest kwetsbare en bijzondere momenten in hun gezamenlijke reis, terwijl Skye vertelt over haar innerlijke zoektocht en de steun die Veerle haar bood. Ze duiken diep in de kracht van liefde, wederzijds vertrouwen en het proces van zelfontdekking.

De aflevering eindigt met het zelfgeschreven liedje "Onze Weg," waarin de liefde tussen hen beiden centraal staat. Dit liedje vormt een symbolische afsluiting van hun verhaal, dat een bron van inspiratie en kracht is voor iedereen die te maken krijgt met verandering en liefde.

Transgenderisme

Noah and Bill look at an actual nutritive Netflix movie which may move the needle on culture.
@noahandbillshow -- @williamscurry -- @noahtarnow

This week's theme: "Changes” by Yes.

New episodes every Monday morning on Spotify, Soundcloud, iTunes, and GooglePlay!

I Don't Get It: Will And Harper

© September/Settembre 2023
WHERE IS LOVE? - Maya Terrasi feat Ricky Johnson
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Where Is Love?

WHERE IS LOVE? - Maya feat. Ricky Johnson

TOP AND SHIT!

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I make scene music.

mgmt / features / beats - proddeadfriendly@gmail.com

TOP AND SHIT! OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

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she/they
silly hype rap music

founder @Kissenvienna 
part of @AlgoriddimGirls & Sugar Slip

🏳️‍⚧️ up next 🏳️‍⚧

18.10.25 Ankali (CZ)
13.09.25 Amnesty
18.07.25 KISSEN @ Flucc Deck
12.07.25 Herrensauna
10.07.25 Impulstanz

28.06.25 Pratersauna
22.06.25 Donauinselfestival
20.06.25 Celeste
15.06.25 Flucc Deck
14.06.25 Pratersauna
07.06.25 Missy x KISSEN @ Wiener Festwochen
29.05.25 Blechsonne Festival (DE)
23.05.25 Vlan Radio @ Flucc Deck
02.05.25 Ok Deck (Linz)
21.03.25 Slutlabs
15.03.25 Imagetanz Festival Opening
22.02.25 Bearsinthepark @AlgoriddimGirls
21.02.25 Folly Hosts Berlin (DE)
11.02.25 Radio Rudina
07.02.25 Tagada Club @AlgoriddimGirls
01.02.25 HERRENSAUNA x EUPHORIA 
31.01.25 Club Titanic  
24.01.25 KISSEN
18.01.25 Ponyhof 
04.12.24 Groovestation Dresden (DE)
09.11.24 Ärger X Technolot @AlgoriddimGirls 
11.10.24 GAZE X COCKTAIL D'AMORE
05.10.24 Flucc Wanne 
14.09.24 Unsafe sound Festival 
27.07.24 QUEERPOL - Südpol Hamburg (DE)
14.07.24 Vienna Biennale 
05.07.24 Freeride Millenium - Celeste Vienna
28.06.24 Vienna Filthes / @AlgoriddimGirls
26.06.24 Angewandte Festival - Vienna
12.06.24 Ärger Hits @ Res Radio
08.06.24 Hypertrash @ Ponyhof
08.06.24 PRIDE Vienna 
01.06.24 Blechsonne Festival (DE)
30.05.24 Blechsonne Festival (DE)
04.05.24 Sassy Treats - Vienna
02.05.24 Subdock - Bratislava (SK)
20.04.24 Ponyhof - Vienna
01.03.24 Dyke Night - Witten (DE)
24.02.24 Translucent - Vienna
30.01.24 Booster Club @ ResRadio
19.01.24 Hypertrash - Fluc
18.01.24  KISSEN
09.12.23 Tendermatter (performative dj set) 
31.10.23 Context Cocktail - Vienna 
27.07.23 Fluc Marina- Vienna
15.07.23 Beatlab - Scheibbs
29.06.23 Darkness Project 2- Prater
17.06.23 Vienna Pride
8.06.23 Zirkusgasse Performative Happening
19.05.23  Möbel Olfe - Berlin (DE) 
11.05.23  Zirkusgasse Opening - Vienna
29.04.23  Context Cocktail - Vienna
13.04.23  Fine Kink - Pornfilmfestival Vienna
24.03.23  Birthday of anxxxious_t - Vienna

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I am a singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, composer, arranger and dancer. I love music so much!

Noah Tarnow and Bill Scurry are the podcasting duo behind the middle-aged man sensation "I Don't Get It."

music that alters DNA is my game
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"Call Dr Suess" out now!
transgirl rapper🌹💄💃🎤
#mtf #transgender #transwoman
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"In order for m̸͕͓̏̃͂͑̿̚u̴͓̞͛̐̋͒͝s̸̨͙̗̖̭̿̊́͆ȋ̸͇̰̍̇̍͗͝c̴͈̅ to free itself, it will have to p̵̹̗̊ả̸̲̩̊s̷͚̚s̴͍̋͊ ̷̯̣̒ǫ̸̅v̵̲͊ë̵̬́̃ŕ̵͔ to the other side — there where t̶̞̃e̷̠͗r̵̡͠ŗ̶̓ï̵̞t̵̼̽o̴̗͗ŗ̶̓ḯ̴̝e̷͙͌ṣ̸͊ ̶͈́t̵͍̓ŕ̴͉è̴͔m̸̨̓ḃ̵̳ḽ̸̛ĕ̵͔, where t̶͕̑h̶͚̀ē̵̬ ̸̇͜s̶̺͑t̵͍̐r̵̝͠ṵ̶̆c̴̡͘t̷͓̍ŭ̸̗ř̸̢ȇ̴̲s̵͕͛ ̴̧̈́c̵̤̾o̵͍̓l̸̨̿l̸̻̉â̸̬ṕ̸͔ş̶̒e̷̖̔, where the e̷̐ͅt̴̟͝ẖ̵̑o̵̖̽s̶͙̈́ë̵͍́ś̸̟ ̷̛̠g̴̪̚e̸̮̊t̴͔͒ ̵̯͋m̴̗͠í̵ͅẍ̷͍e̶̳̾d̶̬̾ ̸̥̾u̸͈͐p̷̰̎, where a p̶̜͆ơ̴̭w̷̤͒e̴̯̒r̷̜̄f̶͇̽ư̵̡l̸̮̑ ̷̮̿s̴̼͠o̶͈͠n̵̤̂g̴̻͑ ̴͍̅o̴̤̊f̶̬́ ̶̹̊t̵͍̏h̵͖̾ẽ̷̘ ̵̹͋e̶̱̓à̷̭ŗ̴͊t̶̙͝h̶̡̅ ̴͇̕ḯ̸̢ṡ̸̜ ̵͉̊u̴̲̔n̷̳̽l̶̩̀e̸̘̿a̶̭̍s̵̲̀ḧ̸̫e̵͙͌ď̴͉, the great ṟ̶̺̙͉͂͗̔i̵̝̣̭̝͋̀t̷͙̎̀̈͋̓̔̿̈́ȍ̶͔͓̹͔͆̋͂͜r̷̥̱̥͔̈́̀͒̆͘͝n̸̛͚̤͖͈̺̎͒̈͜͜e̸̘̿͋̌̕l̴̼̥̃̇̑l̸͕͗͗͐̏̀͛͝e̶͍̤̱͚̩̲͗̑͛̚s̵̹̤͈̯̀͜ that t̷̻̀ͅr̸̘̳̕ȃ̶̺n̴̝̾͗ś̷̡͙m̴̘͘ǘ̵̙t̴̫͈̏̆e̴̗̚ͅs̴̬̐ all the airs it carries away and makes return." - "̴̞̩̍Ĝ̷͙͚̆̈́i̶̗͙̾͗̂l̵̟͎̖̾̀̂ḷ̵̣͕͛ę̴̝̤̾̊͘s̶̹͍͂͝ ̷͈̂̃̓D̵̯͓̓e̸̛̲͌l̷̝̈͋̈́e̵͔̤̭̍̀ů̴̘͌́z̷̪̥̈́ȩ̴̷̦̜͎̱̬̖̠̗̄͑̈́̅͆̔

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