This is the first song ive made all on my own. i always record and mix my own vocals. and i write all my songs as well but this one i wanted to challenge myself and branch out as an artist and make the beat and produce as well. this is my first and many more songs to come out that i make on my own. i love yall and stay safe out there! I appreciate any and all criticism. its all love!

Do or Die

Vibe: emotional  / spiritual / tragic beauty

Description
“Monsters” is a haunting confessional set in the chaos of sleep paralysis, heartbreak, and spiritual confusion. Set to a fast, intense beat, it blends raw emotion with dreamlike dread—where nightmares bleed into reality and the monsters aren’t just imaginary. The song reflects the grief of losing someone who brought light, only to be left fighting inner demons in the dark.

Lyrics:

Hook
In my nightmares
I see monsters 
I can't hold 'em back any longer 
In my nightmares
I see monsters 
Woke up in a dream and you weren't there 
In my nightmares 
I always see monsters 
Yeah, I can’t hold ‘em back any longer
In my nightmares 
I always see monsters 
Yeah, woke up in a dream and you weren't there 

verse
Burning under me 
It's burning under my feet 
An now how can it be so cold 
I’m feelin’ all of the heat 
Connect to your soul 
Remember me when you sleep
I see many souls 
An none of them can leave 
If I don't know her 
I won't go there 
In this place 
I’m a loner 
Death race 
Imma show yah 
Keep givin’ ‘em hell until it's over 
looking in the sky 
I got blinded by the moon 
I was looking for a sign 
An I, thought it was you 
I got confused
I will lose my mind if I, lose you

hook 
In my nightmares
I see monsters 
I can't hold 'em back any longer 
In my nightmares
I see monsters 
Woke up in a dream and you weren't there 
In my nightmares 
I always see monsters 
Yeah, I can’t hold ‘em back any longer
In my nightmares 
I always see monsters 
Yeah, woke up in a dream and you weren't there 

Monsters

Aim for the stars Land on the Moon ✨
Singer, Songwriter, and Producer 🎙️🎸

Xavier Cartier is the orphan of sound — moving between trap, alt-R&B, emo rap, and alt rap like borrowed masks. Without a single home in music, he drifts from world to world, adapting to whatever beat he touches. Every song carries a piece of his truth: a search for identity in a world that tried to erase it. Some tracks hit like heartbreak, others like luxury, chaos, or escape — but together they form the map of who he is becoming.

New tracks tagged #trapped in my mind