mv -
https://youtu.be/MAAWalqAx2Y

nightcore -
https://soundcloud.com/1m_5l1733/aa-nightcore-sliz

the very first ANX!ETY (prod. osh1no) -
https://soundcloud.com/1m_5l1733/theveryfirstanxiety-slizee-oshino-2020

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ANX!ETY ATTACK // $liZee
(prod. Yung bld)
mixed & mastered - Trapped In My Mind
studio - TIMM advision studio

*shout out to Holy Grail & Kingkhan for outro lyrics*

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intro:
anxiety attack, anxiety attack yeh
anxiety attack, anxiety attack

cho:
im down, n i got anxiety attack
bby i got anxiety attack yeh
i dun wanna live like tht
is it really better of dead?

im down, n i got anxiety attack
bby i got anxiety attack yeh
i dun wanna live like tht
is it really better of dead?

verse:
better of dead, i ma try my best
but it always ends up bad
im hangin myself w/ the holes on my chest
w/ the pain n' regrets
aimin my head w/ the holes on my chest
w/ the gun on my bed
is it better of dead? is it better of dead?

bridge:
im better of dead, i ma try to be perfect
but im not enough, n im still worthless

cho:

outro:
better of dead, stuck in lead
i cant move without u
lost on my own, cant call ur ph

(anxiety attack) ×4

anxiety_attack「slowed+reverb」

This song is about a lost love and the regrets that come with it. I wonder if things would be different if I had used my time better. Moving on is hard, but I'm forced to. I feel brokenhearted, with no love left. I turn to drugs to numb the pain. It's like being lost at sea, struggling against the waves. I hold onto memories that once made me happy, but now they suffocate me. I contemplate escape and question the meaning of life. The lyrics convey the struggle to move forward, the pain of heartbreak, and the longing for closure and peace. It's a raw and emotional journey that invites listeners to understand the turmoil experienced when a love is lost.

Waves (Prod. heartbreak)

Mizter Bonezz - Voices In My Head

In “Voices In My Head,” Mizter Bonezz gets raw and real about the struggles that come with fame, family, and mental health. The haunting vocals capture the weight of self-doubt, heartbreak, and the constant fight to silence the demons that won’t let him rest. With everything crumbling around him—family emergencies, a failing relationship, and his own sanity hanging by a thread—Bonezz pours his pain into this track.

From the opening lines, “Voices in my head, they won’t let me sleep,” to the powerful outro, this song is a deep dive into the mind of a talented artist who’s on the edge, searching for peace. This one’s for anyone battling their own inner demons.

Mizter Bonezz - Voices In My Head

"Never Sleep" is an emotionally raw and explicit journey into the haunting experience of sleepless nights tormented by inner demons. Set against a dark, eerie backdrop, the song details what it’s like when the silence of night gives way to the torment of your own mind. The moment the lights go out and the world quiets down, the voices start whispering, turning peace into chaos.

Each demon in the song has a unique voice, name, and purpose, introducing themselves to the listener one by one, each representing a different aspect of mental turmoil:

- **Damon** is the demon of doubt, making the listener question every decision and step they take.
- **Nora** embodies guilt, dragging up past mistakes and secrets, reminding the listener of every wrong turn.
- **Reed** brings regret, making sure the listener is haunted by the people they’ve lost and the opportunities they missed.
- **Blake** feeds off fear, turning the unknown into a terrifying presence that won’t let them rest.
- **Silva** whispers about failures and forgotten dreams, sinking the listener into deep self-doubt.
- **Jax** thrives on rage, fueling the listener’s anger and making them lash out only to crash afterward.
- **Vex** personifies anxiety and terror, keeping the listener awake by creating a sense of dread about the future.

As the song progresses, the listener fights against the onslaught of voices, trying to shut them out, but each demon takes its turn breaking them down. Every verse brings more intensity, with the listener tearing pages from their diary, a futile attempt to silence the chaos within. The lyrics are laced with frustration, fear, and exhaustion as the protagonist slowly realizes they are losing this battle.

The song paints a vivid and terrifying picture of being unable to sleep because the mind refuses to rest. The demons feed on insecurities, fears, and past traumas, keeping the listener in a constant state of torment. The battle continues until the early hours of the morning, when the demons have won, leaving the listener exhausted and vulnerable.

By the end of the song, there is no relief—only the crushing weight of a sleepless night. The protagonist is left wide awake, trapped in a cycle of fear and doubt, too afraid to sleep, too exhausted to fight. The explicit lyrics and intense flow mirror the relentless nature of these inner voices, creating a dark and haunting atmosphere that draws the listener into the protagonist’s mind.

"Never Sleep" is a powerful exploration of insomnia, anxiety, and mental conflict, showing how, in the absence of light and noise, the mind becomes its own worst enemy. The song gives a voice to the unspoken battles that so many face at night, offering a brutally honest portrayal of what it's like to be overwhelmed by your own thoughts.

Never Sleep

Lost in a little world
Don't know how to get out
Feel that something has been lost
Feel like someone has given up

What is it
What am I doing
Who am I trying to impress
Who am I trying to get

Trapped
Trapped
Trapped in a box

I had no clue
I had no clue
There was no news
Because I was so blue

If I only believed in myself
Back then
If I only believed in myself
Back then

Trapped
Trapped, in a box

Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell
Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell

What is it
What am I doing
Who am I trying to impress
Who am I trying to get

Trapped
Trapped
Trapped, in a box

I had no clue
I had no clue
There was no news
Because I was so blue

If I only believed in myself
Back then
If I only believed in myself
Back then
If I only believed in myself
Back then
Back then
Back then
Back then

Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell
Was I ever gonna to get saved
Or be stuck in hell

Was I okay?
Was I okay?
Did I need help?
Did I need help?

Trapped
Trapped
Trapped, in a box

I see some light
I may be saved
I see some light
Let's make this day

Even if I'm still,

Trapped, in a box

Trapped in a Box

Thank you for sticking with me and listening to my songs every day. I notice the ones who show up, the ones who keep coming back, the ones who let my music into their life. I hope these songs have given you as much strength and peace as they’ve given me. I write them to lift the soul and the spirit, because in these times we need every bit of light we can get.

The only thing I can tell you is this. Never give up on yourself. If you want something, you have to work for it, and sometimes you have to work hard as shit to get anywhere. But I believe in you. I believe you will reach that first goal on your journey in this life. And when you do, don’t stop. Keep going. There is always another level waiting for you.

In the meantime, I have a whole universe of musical projects you can explore. If any of them speak to you, let me know. Welcome to the way my mind works.

Welcome to my world.

Cheers!
MDRJR

Expressing Myself through, Lyrics and Music is my way of cooping in this world <3

without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing

North American DJ and producer Mizter Bonezz has a genetic bone disease that weakens him in everyday life, but that hasn't stopped him from pursuing his dream of becoming a DJ and producer,. With releases on his independent record label Shlumped Records among others around the world, spanning from 2016 to 2021, he has a diverse spectrum of genres he produces and DJs mostly focusing on urban productions like hip hop, moombahton to high energy EDM like electro, house, psytrance and dubstep just to name a few. Throughout the years he has opened up for artists such as: OT Genasis, Snoop Dogg, T Pain and Wiz Khalifa. With 12 years of experience on the decks Mizter Bonezz can easily adapt to any genre or setting that is placed in front of him. Having performed at some of the most prestige venues in the world.

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