UNCANNY VALLEY

trauma dump

trauma dump [prod.tekika]

All you need to do is be a man and snap out of it.

SUICIDE BY COP (REDUX)

aint readin no bible im readin a menu
you left "us" i wanted to kontinue
ian think that you had that shit in you
suixidal, death will fix my issues

they dont wanna listen but they wanna kritixize
dont wanna be seen so thats why i been inside
know they fakin they not really friends of mine
but kan i blame em for all this shit of mine?

nothing else i kan say kuz i said it all
suixide letters hope you read em all
from these past months im not shit at all
wassup with gang? they aint really been involved

ion got nobody bitxh im solo doley
ian seen a lot of niggas that i kalled my homies
only got my drugs livin by my lonely
talkin to the devil all these spirits on me

about me i dont kare about your perxeption
fuxk a gun love is suxh a weapon
you broke my heart after gettin me obsessive 
this is my end now, this is my lesson

aint readin no bible im readin a menu
you left "us" i wanted to kontinue
ian think that you had that shit in you
suixidal, death will fix my issues

they dont wanna listen but they wanna kritixize
dont wanna be seen so thats why i been inside
know they fakin they not really friends of mine
but kan i blame em for all this shit of mine?

nothing else i kan say kuz i said it all
suixide letters hope you read em all
from these past months im not shit at all
wassup with gang? they aint really been involved

suixidaldeathwillfixmyissues

gonna miss my dog man heres a trauma dump lol

Family Affair

I took Ericdoa's "? Freestyle" and formed a real track out of it :)

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Oh-oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh, oh, oh

[Chorus]
Just to feel like you have someone
Just to feel like you got someone
Bitch, this is not a joke, this is
This is real life, this is real life

[Verse 1]
My abuelo died like three years ago
I'm gonna be serious for like one second, if y'all don't mind
My abuelo died like three years ago from fucking COVID
He don't even know that his
He don't even know that his grandson made it
'Cause I used to, I used to tell him that I, I wanted
That man got me my first guitar
He saw me when, bro
That man got me my first guitar
And I, now when I'm traveling
I can't even tell you where we are
I made this shit my time, yeah
I made this shit my life
I just wish that I could see his ass one more time

[Chorus]
Just to feel like you have someone
Just to feel like you got someone
Bitch, this is not a joke, this is
This is real life, this is real life

[Verse 2]
I ain't gonna cry on the live stream, I'm a
Man, I'm a, I ain't gonna cry on the live stream, I'm a grown man
I got, I got
Man, I'm sorry to get serious on y'all like that
I just had to talk my shit
And I don't even know about this, I just
This is what I wanna do for the rest of my life
But I get confused and I get left behind
I don't, fuck

[Chorus]
Just to feel like you have someone
Just to feel like you got someone
Bitch, this is not a joke, this is
This is real life, this is real life

[Verse 3]
I don't wanna, I don't wanna make no IG Reels
I don't wanna make no TikTok shit, I just wanna
I hate to break it to you, that shit don't matter at all
I'm tryna do this for my, for my parents
And for my sister and for my
And for my, for my abuela that's still alive and my
And my other abuela that's still alive and my
And my cousins back home
And my, my cousins in the military, and
I wish I could give a piece of everything
That I've done for myself and just give it to the—
The night before, I sat inside my room
And I smoked a cigarette and I
That's the first time I wanted to pop my bottle in my
That's the first time I wanted to pop my bottle
Real shit, 'cause I was
Had a conversation with my mom
She said, "If the music shit wrong, then you gotta come home, go to—"

[Outro]
'Cause in the end, do I deserve this? Do I deserve this? Oh

ericdoa - real life (?) (prod. ericdoa) (READ DESC)

Produced by Dos4vr

Lyrics:

Saying that u got love, but how is u gon show it?
The thing that u put number one is what get all your focus
Can’t act any way that you want just cause you got emotions
Dumping all your trauma, feel like you overloading
My outfit came from Ann, no this is not Rick Owens
You wan’ know how I’m coping? I pray to God all moments
What’s known don’t gotta be spoken
I gave you trust, you broke it
No man is my opponent
I’ll put on all my homies
Why you act like you know me?
I’m human, so I’m broken
They look down when you low key
Go up, then they take notice 
It’s crunch time ain’t no choking
Put faith in God my focus

Is you gon’ pass the test?
I don’t know what comes next
I ain’t gon’ sit on fence
I picked my side, oh yes
Can’t stop until I rest
I gotta give my best
That’s that, yeah nothing less,
And I think you could do the same
I know that it’s hard to get used to change
You put your faith in God and you can’t stay the same
I admit that I was wrong, and I’m the one to blame

Saying that u got love, but how is u gon show it?
The thing that u put number one is what get all your focus
Can’t act any way that you want just cause you got emotions
Dumping all your trauma, feel like you overloading
My outfit came from Ann, no this is not Rick Owens
You wan’ know how I’m coping? I pray to God all moments
What’s known don’t gotta be spoken
I gave you trust, you broke it
No man is my opponent
I’ll put on all my homies
Why you act like you know me?
I’m human, so I’m broken
They look down when you low key
Go up, then they take notice 
It’s crunch time ain’t no choking
Put faith in God my focus

(Forever)
(Forever, forever)

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