“Oh my god, oh my god you could have a blood clot. You could have appendicitis, you need to go to the hospital RIGHT NOW!!!”


Fuck doctors
And fuck the medical
I’m ridding all you bitches when I’m aiming down my reticle 

They said I might just die
But so will you runt 
This shit just rocks my mind 
You need to shut up

I beat my greatest fear
But damn at what cost
These docs are always wrong
My health still feels so lost

I haven’t smoked in weeks
Im scared I’ll fuck my lungs 
It got me feeling weak
So weak I speak in tongues 


I’m feeling so alone
This shit just rocks my dome
I never feel at home
From trauma I been boned

My mental has been known
To force all of my growth
Speciality to change
Panic out from switching lanes to much

Heart attack
Stomach ulcers
I don’t know what’s real when my bodies fucking pulses


My mind attacks
Can’t bite back

Every second I am waiting
Though these doctors got no patience 
And they rushing me to faintin
Yet they still expect complacence 

Waste away today
The day I want to stay
N make it out alive

I want to play I wanna game
But my health just drops a tank
Blows me off my path and fate
Just ties me up to wait

Wait

Wait

Wait

Wait

Wait

Wait
Wait
Wait
Wait
WAIT


I’m sick of waitin for this shit to just get better

Get up every day not to give a fuck about whether

I should tone it back
Or I should chief the blunt

To be honest 
To be blunt
I want to be 6 feet under the mud 


Livin in the moments hard when my mental’s foldin
Gettin older 
Smoldering the last of my coal
Sold my soul to something else to get ahold
Of myself in this fucking world
In this home that I don’t own
From this body I’ve been loaned

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[Cut verses:

Of knowledge growing higher to the skies until my heart gives out and dies 
So I can find away out of this mess of anxiety inside of me and I can try to be a mighty me with a sight so clean]

Hospital Trip (Prod. DOOBIEMANE)

Ego Birthed From A God(dess) (remaster)

This should be self explanatory, however, some people don't get art and I feel I have the responsibility to say, please understand that these are feelings and I obviously don't condone misogyny or the mistreatment of women in any way, unless they are abusers themselves or politicians. 
Don't forget to stand up for yourself and the ones you love <3

Depart (Prod. RGC Twerp)

How many times can you show up for someone who keeps slipping back into the same pain?

“How Many Times” by Traumaverse is a raw, hypnotic hip-hop confession that blends pain, loyalty, and frustration into a chant-like hook. Over a dark, minimalist beat, Traumaverse weaves vivid images of magic tricks gone wrong, addiction cycles, and the weight of helping someone who won’t change.

If you’ve ever felt drained by someone you love — trying to pull them out while they keep slipping back — this track will hit you in the chest. Deep lyrics, addictive cadence, and a hook that loops in your head.

🎧 Stream. Repost. Comment how it hit you. Let’s break the silence on trauma and healing.

How Many Times (Addict's Cycle)

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Email for whatever the fuck:
cabpsychotic@gmail.com

*Trigger WARNING*
*Narcissistic abuse, ANIMAL cruelty, DEATH, child ABUSE,*

I make music to process trauma. The songs are based on true events from my childhood. Each song has been a meaningful gift to myself, and I’m happy to share with you. Welcome to the Traumaverse. 

This space purposefully connects with painful memories, emotions, and beliefs. If you find yourself confronting personal trauma, I encourage you to get help. Find safe places to talk about your trauma and consider seeing a mental health therapist. Therapy plays a huge role in my healing journey.

I hope to inspire you to find the strength to confront your past, embrace your present, and reduce the trauma.

New tracks tagged #trauma rap