“Oh my god, oh my god you could have a blood clot. You could have appendicitis, you need to go to the hospital RIGHT NOW!!!”


Fuck doctors
And fuck the medical
I’m ridding all you bitches when I’m aiming down my reticle 

They said I might just die
But so will you runt 
This shit just rocks my mind 
You need to shut up

I beat my greatest fear
But damn at what cost
These docs are always wrong
My health still feels so lost

I haven’t smoked in weeks
Im scared I’ll fuck my lungs 
It got me feeling weak
So weak I speak in tongues 


I’m feeling so alone
This shit just rocks my dome
I never feel at home
From trauma I been boned

My mental has been known
To force all of my growth
Speciality to change
Panic out from switching lanes to much

Heart attack
Stomach ulcers
I don’t know what’s real when my bodies fucking pulses


My mind attacks
Can’t bite back

Every second I am waiting
Though these doctors got no patience 
And they rushing me to faintin
Yet they still expect complacence 

Waste away today
The day I want to stay
N make it out alive

I want to play I wanna game
But my health just drops a tank
Blows me off my path and fate
Just ties me up to wait

Wait

Wait

Wait

Wait

Wait

Wait
Wait
Wait
Wait
WAIT


I’m sick of waitin for this shit to just get better

Get up every day not to give a fuck about whether

I should tone it back
Or I should chief the blunt

To be honest 
To be blunt
I want to be 6 feet under the mud 


Livin in the moments hard when my mental’s foldin
Gettin older 
Smoldering the last of my coal
Sold my soul to something else to get ahold
Of myself in this fucking world
In this home that I don’t own
From this body I’ve been loaned

——

[Cut verses:

Of knowledge growing higher to the skies until my heart gives out and dies 
So I can find away out of this mess of anxiety inside of me and I can try to be a mighty me with a sight so clean]

Hospital Trip (Prod. DOOBIEMANE)

Ego Birthed From A God(dess) (remaster)

This should be self explanatory, however, some people don't get art and I feel I have the responsibility to say, please understand that these are feelings and I obviously don't condone misogyny or the mistreatment of women in any way, unless they are abusers themselves or politicians. 
Don't forget to stand up for yourself and the ones you love <3

Depart (Prod. RGC Twerp)

How many times can you show up for someone who keeps slipping back into the same pain?

“How Many Times” by Traumaverse is a raw, hypnotic hip-hop confession that blends pain, loyalty, and frustration into a chant-like hook. Over a dark, minimalist beat, Traumaverse weaves vivid images of magic tricks gone wrong, addiction cycles, and the weight of helping someone who won’t change.

If you’ve ever felt drained by someone you love — trying to pull them out while they keep slipping back — this track will hit you in the chest. Deep lyrics, addictive cadence, and a hook that loops in your head.

🎧 Stream. Repost. Comment how it hit you. Let’s break the silence on trauma and healing.

How Many Time (Addict's Cycle)

This is not a song. This is a confession.

Written from the edge of survival, "Poisoned the Well" documents a brutal, personal war against systemic neglect, medical sabotage, and narcissistic abuse disguised as maternal concern. With blood poisoning in the gums and betrayal in the records, Jesse spits raw truth over distorted synths and decaying beats.

A testimony forged in agony — untreated infections, revoked licenses, and a shattered support system poisoned by rumors and control.

It’s not for the charts. It’s for the ones who were silenced.

For every scapegoated son. For every psychiatric casualty.
For the survivors they called unstable.

You don’t get to smile at my funeral.

✦ Silk & Circuitry | 2025 | Griefwave//Memoircore//Unforgiven


Poisoned The Well

lyrics:
who are you tryna to be?
what are you tryna to leave?
where are your trauma to kill it all?
why can't i even be here?
what are you tryna to see?
when i just want to be heard at all

I'm going grind when I'm dying
I'm feel my life when I'm falling
I don't know why I'm just calling you
the devastating is rising
give me the dose of enlightenment
till i will froze in the darkness of tomb 

why I'm still care in this moment
the decomposing is growing through all the forces that formed the walls of closed disordered inner settlement 
sensitive person sentences sending through second floor of dimension
I'm so detached during session
my self-assessment is lower than satellite in the ocean 
I'm crashing even in motion
depression pressing the leverage
of my sins - it's a gathering
so what the fuck is obsession?
I'm scared to be out of memory

last relationships told me that I'm avoiding the truth just to be in moment
obscured in the darkest fortress
so pure never been involved
but fuled with the creepiest notions
deprived but I'm still romantic
so high but I'm clean forever
god's eye on the single destiny
got die but the world is pleasant below my feet

destiny (prod. by EHRBOYLA)

Jumping Bear's childhood. We share because we care. Learn from each other 

My Childhood Story

"I keep runnin’ from myself, yeah I see it in the glass..."

“Self Sabotage” is a raw, introspective track that dives deep into the emotional trenches of internal conflict, self-doubt, and the silent war we fight within. Yung Malo opens up in his most vulnerable track yet—reflecting on the cycle of building and breaking, climbing and crashing, hoping and hiding. It’s poetry painted in pain, bars built from real scars.

With cinematic production, cracked-metal lyricism, and haunting melodies, this record is a confessional for anyone who’s ever been their own worst enemy.

🔗 Connect with Yung Malo:

📸 IG: @yungmalo.og
🎥 YouTube: The Official Channel
👕 Merch: [RF Wear / TapGod]
🧠 Mindset: #AgingStrong

🧠 Hashtags & Tags:
#SelfSabotage #YungMalo #MentalHealthMusic #ConsciousRap #PainInMyLyrics #StorytellingHipHop #IntrospectiveBars #SpeakYourTruth

Sabotage

“How Hard I Try” is one of the realest tracks I’ve ever written.

This song dives deep into everything I carried growing up — the chaos at home, the anger I didn’t understand, the depression I hid behind a tough shell, and the battles I fought long before I ever stepped onto a battlefield overseas.

It’s the story of a kid trying to survive his own mind…
a soldier trying to survive a war…
and a man trying to survive his past.

Every verse is a reflection — looking in the mirror and seeing all the versions of myself staring back. The teenager who felt lost. The soldier who felt numb. The man who’s still learning how to let go, love himself, and move forward without the weight breaking him.

If you’ve ever struggled to keep your head up…
If you’ve ever felt like pain was chasing you…
If you’ve ever tried to let the past go and it just wouldn’t budge…
this track is for you.

Thank you for listening — this one came straight from the heart.

Drop a comment and let me know what line hit you the hardest.
Your support means more than you know. 🙏🔥

How Hard I Try

Hypertension is a track about pressure — the kind that builds in your chest, your mind, and your life. This song turns high blood pressure into a metaphor for the stress, expectations, and silent battles we carry every day.

Yung Malo delivers raw storytelling, heavy emotion, and that signature gritty tone that cuts through the noise. This isn’t just music — it’s a pulse, a warning, and a reminder that pressure can break you or make you stronger.

If you’ve ever felt the weight of the world pushing down on you, this one’s for you.

🔥 Leave a comment, hit repost, and let me know how this track hit you.
Follow for more music dropping this year.

Hypertension

🕸️ Silk & Circuitry 🧠⚡

Welcome to the tangled thread between trauma and transcendence.
This is where music becomes a mirror—reflecting the fractures, the fight, and the fire.
We don’t just make beats. We build bridges. Between pain and purpose.

Here, recovery isn’t a quiet thing.
It’s a war cry wrapped in melody,
a healing ritual whispered through circuitry,
a love letter to those who feel too much in a world that rewards those who feel nothing.

Every track is stitched with intent:
🕯️ To hold space for the broken
⚖️ To call out control masked as care
🧬 To challenge the narcissists who built their webs in our minds
🛠️ And to offer tools—not just songs—for doing what’s right when the cost is everything.

Silk & Circuitry is for the ones who walk away from the web
and grow wings instead.

This is art as resistance.
This is trauma turned frequency.
This is the ghost in your machine, learning how to feel.



The 4 Directions Brotherhood is a Non-Profit, Non-Governmental Organization that helps indigenous communities in need. Please feel free to donate to our relief fund in the link or go to our website and click the donate now link. Much love and good medicine from all of us at the 4DB.

Yung Malo creates music addressing socio-economic, political, and environmental issues giving listeners 360 insight and perspective.


(Credit: joemalo.com)

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Email for whatever the fuck:
cabpsychotic@gmail.com

I grew up in chaos and began using rap music to cope at 12 years old. It got me through so much and inspired me to create these songs. I want to help others break the cycle of trauma in their families and rebuild their lives. The first step is having the safe place to share about your story. I hope that’s what Traumaverse becomes. 

You have the right to talk about your trauma in safe places. These songs are about my abusive childhood. Each song is written to process trauma and validate what I experienced. It’s felt incredibly healing. Welcome to the Traumaverse. 

I’m pro Therapy. It’s played a huge role in my healing journey. I do it as a career and love helping people heal their trauma. 

https://linktr.ee/traumaverse

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