hi, enjoy

rics:
I better watch where i walk or ill murder the pope
Get on my side so i dont sit here throw up and choke
Look at the world is this some kind of sick fucking joke
I dont know i dont know
What do i know, i know
Youre overrated i cant relate
You play favorites get out of my face
I need a key to open this gate
Self reverend but i cant be saved
I burn bridges in favor of letting you go
Id be happier if this world didn't exist i know

I could go round for round
On the edge of a new sound
On the edge of all my doubts
I might make it out then

Im a two faced whore
You a fake bitch just stop it
Spit in ur pudding and god damn face
Thats the end of the discussion
Whats being nice?
We listen to your songs on mute like wow
Howd you convince everyone you were so confident
Scratching my head like how
Charismatic with the cameras on
I know the real you now
She gave me good head no need for masturbate (yup)
Look at the time
Pull a bad bitch o clock today 
Put your whole pride on my god damn plate

What the gosh darn freaking fuck do they want me to say
Oh yeah
No on gives a god damn fuck anyway

You conniving dirty dog (arf!)
Only good dogs don't go to hell
Roll over i see the same insecurities that i see inside myself
Might be a problem with the water where we grow
Whos the child inside of me
I hardly know :(
We don't wanna grow older
Reinvent myself
But i don't think i wanna die again

So tell me what you meant then
I dont wanna be a memory
Fuck up my life til they hate me
Nat, im so sorry. 
But i need something i can die for
I need something i can die for
I need something i can 

(just live)

Youve been acting like a pussy
Cant even keep your back straight
Think i lost my head lately
Im being nice until they fuck me
I thought itd be easy
I didnt know what i need
Metal burns inside my core

I had dreams that metamorphosis was possible
Imagine i could ground me up and remold from this bowl.

metamorphosis

//boy who caught fire

rics:

traxee you're a hypocrite
and she's a liar
you're the boy who's catching fire

but you want you all to yourself
limb by limb i cut them off until i crawl

you're the boy who's on fire
you're the only one i trust
and i got pockets full of desires
something tells me it's not about us
(it's not!)

sonder, what the hell was i thinking for?
eye to eye i do not envy
face to face i just see me
if you couldn't tell 
i've been struggling to remain
intentional thoughts inside my lap
stars on my shoulders i need to remap


always try to play me like a god damn game
fools gold, baby im not that lame
$150 to my name
let's hitchhike to the moon again
nothing matters anymore
if i get what i deserve 
that's my faith restored.
tell me how i can fail again

treat me like a hypocrite
i didn't mean what i said
i can't fathom who you are 
sonder
grey matter inside my head

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sonder

enjoy!! 
if you want to see the animation for this song its on my instagram and tiktok. it's pretty kewl. 

https://www.instagram.com/traxee9/

made by @p3tro THANKS PETRO 

new smong next week too, bye bye love yall 

rics:
let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

we aren't like the others
i'll take your silence 
to mean that you like the ways i tell you the truth
that was a close call
you can't be my worst enemy
stay the night we're all gonna die
last night was a memory

can't stand the silence
turn to a tyrant
evil or good i think i'll just choose you

let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

can't stand the silence
can't stand the silence away from you


death
-

hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you
hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you

i find it easy to get lost inside your eyes
though i tend to run away at night sometimes
caught in the open
shouldn't have spoken
thought it was you that changed your mind
leave the door open
we’re crossing the ocean
now you're just a star up high

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i wanted recognition (i deserve nothing)
i wanted it all
infatuated with death on this ball
yeah, the boy who caught fire 
is worth nothing at all
and if fate comes and tempts me 
i know i won't fall
cause the moon has it all
the Moon has it all.

produced by:
@deathright
@traxee
@tigerstar
@yametsu

w/ deathright - hitchhike to the moon

enjoy.

i think they hate me 
that's what i get for being myself :(
she hates the doubt i have
i love destroying myself :D

i know what it's like when love turns to hate
i need a fren outside of this game
it all ends the same, it all ends the same
so trust me when i say
let it die
fuck it. let it die
so fuck it let it die
fuck it. let it die

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

o o oo o o o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o 

i mean, look at how you get everything you ever wanted

apparently i'm inferior because i can't do the same

and if my scars ever reopen
you just tell me to close them
open diary i know the truth always

i got like
three thousand thoughts a minute
leave these bitches all on read
i hate talking i admit it
think i'll dye my hair so i feel different
make a scene so i can fit in
but she knows that's not who you are 

and your only two hours away
don't worry baby it's not a problem
i ain't worried about being popular
i don't care if they even know my name
cause

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

fake
a falling star that's fake

i swallowed a falling star

hey

last post for awhile 

b bck soon 

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