Open Your Palm

produced & cover art by me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEMqTeOvhjM

My instinct is to fall to the floor
I cant do nothing but-
My instinct is to fall to the floor
I cant do nothing but hold out anymore
I see black and the demons open the door
I see black and the demons open the door
I hope deep inside theres better things in store
'Cause right now I might die 'cause im so bored
And its bad 'cause im all for it
And its bad 'cause im all for it

I'm really over this shit
I feel to old for this shit
Dont know if im over this bitch
I just keep on getting lit
Theres really no way out I really just realized it
No reason to fight it
I'm just giving in
Just giving in to the feeling
It's so relieving
I cant believe what im seeing
Am I dreaming
I couldnt believe what you said
When we were laying in bed
I couldnt believe what she said
If that was a flag, it would be red
Solitude got me upset now
I dont wanna answer her texts now
The fact just is that im a mess now
I just keep laying in bed all the time
And my brain says nothing is fine
But I know things will be alright

My instinct is to fall to the floor
My instinct is to fall to the floor
I cant do nothing but hold out anymore
I see black and the demons open the door
I see black and the demons open the door
I hope deep inside theres better things in store
'Cause right now I might die 'cause im so bored
And its bad 'cause im all for it
And its bad 'cause im all for it

For It

produced & cover art by me
feat @6fairytale6kid6

Count Me Out ft Fairytalekid

produced & cover art by me

Woke up like whats the problem?
Theres gotta be an option
Get out of bed and feel naseous
Wanna see you but please proceed with caution
I dont trust myself often
Something wrong inside I can feel it throbbing
By my thoughts I feel like im a hostage
Dont get involved I dont wanna cause problems

My heart throbbing
My room is my coffin
Just wanna solve my problems
Just wanna solve my problems
My heart throbbing
My room is my coffin
Just wanna solve my problems
Just wanna solve my problems

Huh, where do I go from here
Hand me a compass 'cus I cant see
Where im going its so unclear
Where im going, I cant steer
Nah, its not my choice
My brain is taking control
And thats not me
And thats not me

My heart throbbing
My room is my coffin
Just wanna solve my problems
Just wanna solve my problems
My heart throbbing
My room is my coffin
Just wanna solve my problems
Just wanna solve my problems

Problems

produced & cover art by me

Isolation
My brain is dangerous
I've been so hateful
I've been impatient
I cant stand to wait
It's getting to major
Still waiting for my saviour
My head is full of danger
I've been dodging this anger
I've been dodging this sadness
I push it to the side
I dont wanna think about it
Nah, its too much
It's too heavy I might get crushed
Feel so isolated I must
Go out into the world and
Find something that gives me a lust for life again
I've been looking for oxygen
Cus im out of breath again

I cant breathe
Since you left me
I've been beneath
My lowest point
Is sinking
Im sinking with it
Now its too late
Im not okay
I feel so betrayed
I got mental scars
And scars on my arms
I wanna dissolve

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