lyrics: everyone taking the space
left me on the ground
and there is no room
why everybody doesn't care
its like im not there
even tho imma pest i should be luv

gonna lose my mind
dont feel bad
even tho i hate u
and luv u at the same time
nothing is going to change my fucked up mind
imma die later this year

i dont wanna go my to my city, all the problems happened there
i jus wanna grab a rope tie to a tree
imma sad angel
cant fix my problems
if there was a shotgun near imma grab and pull the trigger
people hanging out, while me sittin in my chair making sad shitty songs
knowing i'll jus be alone forever
theres no luck for me being alive least 3 more years
life is being way more difficult
everyone changing their personality

theres no room for me

lyrics: "I wanna blow my fuking brains out
And see all my brain matter on the floor
I wanna escape this poor fuking life
Gonna grab a knife and slit my wrist
And see all the blood gushing outta my body
Fuking hate everybody
I want get rid of this ugly voice
What next, everybody would leave me
Everyone being weird
Closing their doors, so i wont get in
Fuking wanna tear my hair apart, and then look myself in the mirror
Imma piece of shit, not belong here
Why was i born must've been mistake
My 2 own feet is not on the rough ground
I trying to weep, can its impossible
I am not better than everybody
Jus...sore loser
I wear a mask so they wont see my face
I let all the mosquito suck my blood
What is this rough life all about
I could care less if no one likes me"

i wanna blow my fuking brains out

im gonna shave my head - bad rock song btw

lyrics: [Verse 1]
Last year I had a seizure, thought I forgot everything else
I just sat in my chair, let the seizure happen
And that was so bad for me
Thought I was gonna die
Fucking nurses didn’t do nothing
They just asked if I remembered where I was
Everyone feels fake as fuck
Making shitty songs 'cause I hate hiding all my feelings in
It’s time to let it all out
I wonder how buzz feels when you drink
Think my mom hates me—for having trust issues with my dad
I’m such an issue
I wanna slice a vein—everybody would be shocked
I feel fucking dead
Feel like the whole world is against me
Fucking shitty world we live in
Nobody hears my pleas for help, so I turned to music
But nobody could care less
What I say—it’s real shit that happened to me
I’m brimming with confidence
But I always cry
there’s something wrong with me
I always open someone's door
But they don't do the same for me]
Guess it's the hard life of being a guy
Feel like I’m in a prison with eternal pain
I'll be making this at 3 AM
Then waking up at 4 PM

[Chorus]
I am so drained (freak)
Of everything
I am so sad
From not helping others
I am so drained
From not doing the right thing (you’re pathetic)
I am so gloomy(stop faking it creep)
Everybody doesn’t like me
I am so unhappy
Fucking hate myself

(Don’t touch me, you asshole)

[hook]
Seizure on Christmas, and I blacked out
Woke up again in the hospital
I could’ve run away, but I know I’d just have another seizure again(fucking weirdo)
(I hate you)
I don’t care what other people think about me
I’m just gonna be myself

[chorus]
I am so drained (freak)
Of everything
I am so sad
From not helping others
I am so drained
From not doing the right thing (you’re pathetic)
I am so gloomy
Everybody doesn’t like me
I am so unhappy
Fucking hate myself

seizure on christmas lol

still looking for a better fuking name lol, don't listen to my music they're fuking shitty, if i get hate, jus makes me more to make music lol, and i post music at night

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