Went on a little trip
Just to clear my head
I wish I felt less alone
And were with you instead

And there's this constant feeling
That lingers
At the back of my head
I think I'll end up dead, if I

Let go
Forget the safety net
You're gone
And having fun, I bet

It's been a while
And we haven't spoke too much
Guess you moved on
Having fun, living life and such

I'm so out of control
Manic episodes
But why would you care?
I'm just someone you know.
(Uncrypted)

Went on a little trip
Just to clear my head
I wish I felt less alone
And were with you instead

And there's this constant feeling
That lingers
At the back of my head
I think I'll end up dead, if I

i went on a trip today

Everybody looks at me the wrong way
you tell me what you wanna hear
then text me
i wish that you were here
I spend my life living in fear

that i won't have nobody
to wipe my tears
that i won't have nobody
to hold me close

I wish that i was special
so you could maybe give a fuck
but i don't really know you
as well as i thought
that i did

i'm way too scared
of the consequence
i'm way too confused
cause nothing ever makes sense
( uncrypted )

Everybody looks at me the wrong way
you tell me what you wanna hear
then text me
i wish that you were here
I spend my life living in fear

everybody looks at me the wrong way

(nocipher was here)
Everything feels like it’s just
Way too much for me
You’ve got your glasses on
But still can’t see

I’ve just been struggling every day
To keep my cool
And I just sit and reminisce about the days

When back in school it was me and you
And now it’s me and me
And now I’m here alone

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

We’re not, and we both know that’s a fact
Move on
And then never turn your back
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
‘Cause girl, maybe there’s something I lack
(uncrypted)

I'm just wasting time
Maybe I’m gon' find
Some purpose

Drowning in my thoughts
‘Cause I’m still trying to reach the surface

And I cannot breathe again
We could sit and play pretend
We could maybe sit and try
Try to act like we’re both fine

i'm still lacking something

(totally better than, goth angelz)  

just woke, i'm already mad  
cause  
every little song i wrote  
is way too bad  

you never ever text  
and that makes me sad  
you went and forgot about  
everything we had  

i'm sitting all alone again  
but you tell me we could still be friends  
fuck that, i'd rather kill myself  
i'll take the pills stacked on my shelf  

ooh, ooh, oh  

(Uncrypted) 

i'm sitting all alone again  
but you tell me we could still be friends  
fuck that, i'd rather kill myself  
i'll take the pills stacked on my shelf   
ooh, ooh, oh

you'll never be mine

(i really need to get a life)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left

i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be laughin'
(hahaha)

Gonna take another pill
and then pray i'm gonna make it
don't know how to smile
so i always gotta fake it

When i'm walking in the street
all alone
in the night
got like 21 cigs
but i got no light

Got a brand a new girl
and she think she unique
thought i want her love
but there's something else i seek
(you'll never make it)

Think i'm gonna die
so just get out of my face
got my seatbelt off
and my heart just starts to race

when i'm speeding in the dark
and there's nothing in my head
i'll just crash into a tree
then i'll end up dead

(uncrypted)

Wasted away
got a couple years left
never know the right way
so i always go left
i don't think i'll be alive
I'm gon' end up in coffin
people at my funeral
but they seem to be (hahah)

i'm wasting away

fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me
and leave me here,
to rot alone

fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me
and leave me here,
to rot alone

 
and i want you,
but i'm scared again.
cause i know this, whole thing
won't go anywhere.


and i need you
to sleep at night
cause the thoughts in my head
don't make me feel right.


but i need you again
how in the hell are we friends?
is this really how it always ends?

but i need you again
how in the hell are we friends?
is this really how it always ends?


fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me (ooohh)
and leave me here,
to rot alone

fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me (ooohh)
and leave me here,
to rot alone

(ooohh) fucked up bad, in my head
i won't let you decieve me (ooohh)
and leave me here,
to rot alone.

Another night alone
I'm ruining my health
You told me
''Please come home.''
I'm keeping to myself.

Last night, all alone
Couldn't fight it.
Cocaine on my phone, so i'm feeling excited.
Drugs after drugs and it never gets better.
I need something else to help me forget her.
[Nocipher ^]


I Can't forget her
It's never getting better
I'm in hell so i'm burning in the nether.

Kick the chair
You're the first one in the letter
She would try to take my soul
If I let her.
[Woods ^]

Wrote a letter
Hope She got to read it.
She blocked all contact
So I kinda feel defeated

I won't get over you that easy
Sit and wonder if you really
Don't miss me
[Nocipher ^]


rail a perc
then i smoke until my chest hurts
i need drugs,
But i'll cash this fucking check first
Check it out man i'm logging on the networth
spent my whole life
tryna clear a hex curse


Another night alone
I'm ruining my health
You told me
''Please come home.''
I'm keeping to myself.

Another night alone
I'm ruining my health
You told me
''Please come home.''
I'm keeping to myself.
[Woods ^]

prob burning in hell or sm

Sick of all the what if's
Staring at my cut wrists
Been here on my own man,
Since i was younging'

Gonna take myself out
You'll see i'm not bluffing
Just wanna be something
But i never feel nothing

God i hate existing
Why does no one listen?
My life is a death race
Always been my mission

I won't even try
But i'll get it if i want it
God i feel so haunted
God i feel so-
-^woods

Always keep on texting
But you only ghost me
I may be possessed cause i say things
That i don't mean

Baby and i'm freezing
Smoke 10 blunts i'm wheezing
I just need a sign
If you're here give me a reason

Girl i hear your voice throughout my head
All the things i could've said.
Hope i'll find you when i'm dead
When i'm-
^nocipher

Sick of all the what if's
Staring at my cut wrists
Been here on my own man,
Since i was younging'

Gonna take myself out
You'll see i'm not bluffing
Just wanna be something
But i never feel nothing

what if i'm haunted?

(blinker blinker blinker, *inhale*)
(cough cough*)
(god damn- )

i cant see my veins
tying belts to my arms
i dont cry when it's hard
man i love self harm
always try to leave
but i never get far
guess it's never in the cards
no it's never in the cards, like

All these bad bitches
brushing up to me
but there's none that i see
but there's none that i see
all these drugs man i swear it just can't be
nodding off on my knees
nodding off on my knees
(2x)

I'll never be the same
i admit that i'm a junkie
blues and xans is how i used to spend my money
when i pour up i might dose it like im Lucki
i might kill myself with drugs, and it's funny

V- Nocipher
I feel like slowly I've been losing my mind
And i'm struggling to find some fucking stupid reason
and I've been watching every episode unfold
heart has slowly gone cold
Think i'm at the final season
I'm way too lonely
need someone to hold me
i need love
or maybe i'm just horny
she took my number
but she never seemed to call me
she doesn't love me but i wish she could've told me.

arms

(uncrypted)

hold my hand and don't let go
if you care at all
i'm scared to fall asleep
’cause i might just miss your call

i'm way too attached
to a girl
that won’t care for me
keep falling in love
with girls way too easily

i could sit and lie or maybe
stay and pretend
like you're perfect, baby
but it will end

i don’t feel the same i used to—
i used to anymore

slowly come out the delusion
i’m finally awake
and i’m done with your illusions
’cause you must be a fake
think i came to the conclusion
that you might be a whore
and i know you couldn’t force me
to love you like before

ooohh~
to love you like before
oohhhh~
’cause you might be a whore


credits: prod. wingsxrra

internet women fucked me up

dumb as fuck
or maybe naive, tho
i can't lie, i chose to believe you
lie to me, yet still i don't leave you
feel stuck inside a cage, and i've been starved from all affection

i'm desperate for attention
there’s a few things i don't mention
i'm a loser and a poser
and that's maybe why i chose her

and i
look for validation
or to get some acclamation
i can't tell if it's fixation
or my own damn limitations

i'm way too lonely
too lonely
need a girl to hold me
i need love
or maybe i'm just horny

sit there and realize
there’s nothing else to find
i tried to try to be kind
but you're just out of your mind

i'm tryna be a savior
but i'm such a failure
i'm prob so pathetic
i may be apathetic

you're a lost cause, girl
i won't try again
don't ever text me saying
let's still be friends


credits: prod. wingsxrra

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