Crawling, crawling, crawling…
I don’t walk anymore.
Prayers fall like rust.
God, can You still hear me?

Hands on the ground, knees on the stone
Blood on my lips from the sins I own
Whispers rise from the cracks below
Every breath tastes like the shame I sow
Begging to the sky but the sky won’t bend
I tried to be whole, I broke again
The echoes of mercy don’t answer me
Only silence dressed in misery

Forgive me… if You can
I was never more than a man
And now I’m less, 
Just the shadow of a sin confessed

I’m crawling back, crawling back
To a god I failed, to a heart I cracked
Empty prayers spill from empty veins
I’ve got no soul, just stains
Crawling, crawling…
Worthless bones still calling


Every word I said was smoke and dust
Promises made from rotting trust
I carved my name into the wrong side
And let the light rot where it died
No grace left to pull me out
No chorus of angels, no sacred shout
Just me, this ruin, this hollow sound
A fallen thing that can’t be found

(Crawling) through dirt and shame
(Mouth full of prayers) no holy name
God, can You still see what’s left?
Or did You turn away like the rest?

My hands shake like dying stars
My ribs ache with old scars
I’ve begged on knees that no longer feel
I’ve bled for hope that won’t ever heal
I’m not a man, just weight and bone
A forgotten hymn, a prayer alone

I’m crawling back, crawling back
To a god I failed, to a heart I cracked
Empty prayers spill from empty veins
I’ve got no soul, just stains
Crawling, crawling…
Worthless bones still calling

Crawling…
Forgiveness doesn’t speak to me
Just dirt
Just echoes
Just me.
FUCK  MEEE!!!

Crawling

If I could turn it back…
Just once,
before the storm, before the fall.
But time doesn’t listen.
Time only watches.

There was a moment, a breath, a line
Where everything still looked like mine
Before the sky split, before the ground cracked
Before my soul forgot its way back
I still remember the warmth in the air
The hands that held me, the love still there
But memory is a blade dressed as a kiss
It cuts the soft, and leaves you like this

I reach for a door that isn’t there
I beg a god who doesn’t care
I whisper to the wind,
But the wind only stares

Rewind… take me before the fire
Before the weight, before the choir
Before the storm knew my name
Before I burned inside the flame
But there’s no mercy, no rewind
Only the ruin I left behind

I tried to stitch the cracks with lies
Tried to paint over blood with skies
But time doesn’t bend, it never waits
It leaves you choking on your own mistakes
And the echoes come like an old refrain
The same old ghosts, the same old pain
There’s no undo, no second breath
Just a path that leads to death

We don’t get to go back.
Not even gods can.
We only drown…
In the weight of what we made.

I see my hands in the dark I made
I feel the warmth I let decay
I hear the voices I let fade away
But none of them can hear me pray
Every heartbeat’s just a replayed sin
A movie looping, locked within
I’d give everything to change the line
But the film won’t rewind

Rewind… take me before the fire
Before the weight, before the choir
Before the storm knew my name
Before I burned inside the flame
But there’s no mercy, no rewind
Only the ruin I left behind

If I could go back…
I’d hold the world tighter.
But the reel broke.
And I’m just stuck here…
Watching it end.

Rewind

No… no, not another one
No… not another one

Not another bottle, not another cigarette
I’ve had my fill of shadows, yeah, I’ve been there yet
Faces come, faces go, but none stay the same
I’ve played the game too many times, it’s all a flame
Not another night, not another hollow high
I chase the thrill, it fades, leaves me asking why
Diamonds, fame, smoke, they never hold me down
I just want you, only you, don’t need this town

All these things I’ve tried, they don’t feel right
All these lights around me, they don’t shine bright
I don’t want another one, just your side
You’re the only ride, the only tide

No… no, not another one
I don’t need another touch, another sun
Not another heart, another lonely run
All I need is you, not another one
Not another one, not another one
I just want you, yeah, I’m done

Not another whisper, not another lie
I’ve been numb too long, watched the nights go by
Not another face, not another empty grin
All the highs I chased, they never pull me in
No more bottles, no more smoke-filled skies
I just want you here, nothing else applies
Every other thing I had fades like the dawn
You’re the only constant, all the rest is gone

All these things I’ve tried, they don’t feel right
All these lights around me, they don’t shine bright
I don’t want another one, just your side
You’re the only ride, the only tide

No… no, not another one
I don’t need another touch, another sun
Not another heart, another lonely run
All I need is you, not another one
Not another one, not another one
I just want you, yeah, I’m done

No… I don’t want another one
No… I just want you, only you
Everything else fades away

No… no, not another one
I just want you, I don’t need no one
Not another one, yeah… not another one

Another One

Smoke in the sky, the world’s gone cold
But your light still cuts through the fold
Every sound fades, every color blurs
Still, I see you, my universe in her

The streets are quiet, ghosts in the rain
Every headline screams another kind of pain
But when your eyes meet mine, the noise disappears
All the chaos turns to silence, all the doubts to tears
You’re the heartbeat under dying stars
A whisper of hope behind the scars
When the end feels close, and faith runs thin
You’re the reason I still breathe again

In a world that forgot how to feel
You’re the only thing that’s real
Every shadow fades away
When you call my name

Girl, you’re the light in this endless fight
My calm through the longest night
When the ashes fall and the world’s gone wrong
You’re the reason my heart holds on
Girl, in the ruins, you still bloom
Every breath I take belongs to you
Even when the stars burn out above
You’re my faith, my fire, my love

Broken cities, fading dreams
But you’re the truth behind what it means
To feel alive, to fight, to care
You make me stronger just by being there
The world can fall, I won’t let go
Through the flood, the flame, the undertow
Every prayer I ever lost, you’ve become
Every answer I needed, all in one

If there’s nothing left to save
And the heavens start to cave
I’ll still stand, I’ll still believe
’Cause your love’s the air I breathe

Girl, you’re the light in this endless fight
My calm through the longest night
When the ashes fall and the world’s gone wrong
You’re the reason my heart holds on
Girl, in the ruins, you still bloom
Every breath I take belongs to you
Even when the stars burn out above
You’re my faith, my fire, my love

Even if the oceans fade to black
If time itself never looks back
I’ll hold you close through every collapse
You’re my heartbeat in the aftermath

Girl, you’re the light in this endless fight
My calm through the longest night
When the ashes fall and the world’s gone wrong
You’re the reason my heart holds on
Girl, in the ruins, you still bloom
Every breath I take belongs to you
Even when the stars burn out above
You’re my faith, my fire, my love

When the world forgets to turn
You’ll still be the flame that burns
Every end begins anew
’Cause my world begins with you

Girl

Late night, your name’s on my tongue again,
Tastes like the sin I can’t defend.
Warm breath, but your hands were cold,
Every touch pulled me deeper in the hole.

I swore I’d let you go last time,
But your lips got a way of crossing lines.
Every promise just fades to smoke,
Every kiss is another choke.

And I know, I know, I know…
You’re the high I shouldn’t hold.
But when the night gets quiet,
You’re the only sound I know.

I’m a kiss addict, can’t quit you,
Every breath just pulls me through.
Even when it hurts, I fall right in,
Like I never learned a thing.
Oh, kiss addict, you’re poison sweet,
Got me crawling at your feet.
I don’t wanna love, I just need the hit,
God, I’m addicted to it.

Your name burns soft in the back of my throat,
Every word like a sinking boat.
You smile, and the walls cave in,
I’m lost before we begin.

And I know, I know, I know…
You’re the high I shouldn’t hold.
But when the night gets quiet,
You’re the only sound I know.

I’m a kiss addict, can’t quit you,
Every breath just pulls me through.
Even when it hurts, I fall right in,
Like I never learned a thing.
Oh, kiss addict, you’re poison sweet,
Got me crawling at your feet.
I don’t wanna love, I just need the hit,
God, I’m addicted to it.

Pull me closer,
Let it burn slower.
I can’t tell the pain from the pleasure no more.
I keep chasing,
You keep fading,
Still I’m standing at your door.

I’m a kiss addict, can’t quit you,
Every breath just pulls me through.
Even when it hurts, I fall right in,
Like I never learned a thing.
Oh, kiss addict…
Yeah, kiss addict…
I don’t wanna love… I just need the hit.

Kiss Addict


We collide, sparks ignite in the quiet night
Gravity pulls us closer, endless and infinite
Every heartbeat shakes through my chest like thunder
Every touch feels like the universe tearing asunder

There’s fire burning deep in your eyes, I can’t look away
Words left unspoken still speak louder than I could say
Every sigh, every pause, carries everything I need
Lost in the orbit we’ve found, spinning with reckless speed
Your hands reach for me like magnets I can’t resist
Each second with you burns brighter than the world’s eclipse
Planets crumble, stars fall, yet here we rise above it all
Defying every gravity, catching dreams before they fall

Explosions echo through the hollow of my chest
I can’t contain this, I have to confess
Every atom in me quivers and shakes
For this love, this wild love, that nothing can break

Atomic love, tearing through the night, breaking through
Every fragment of me, every shadow, belongs to you
Burning brighter than every star that dares to shine above
We collide, we ignite, unstoppable in our love
Atomic love, a flame that cannot be tamed
Every heartbeat, every breath, will never be the same
No force in all creation could ever contain
This atomic, this infinite, incandescent love

Falling fast through a sky painted with our light
Colliding hearts dancing in a never-ending flight
The world bends and stretches, time slows its cruel pace
But with you, I have found my place, my endless space
Every whisper, every brush of skin resonates in me
Breaking boundaries, rewriting what our fate could be
No map, no rule, no guide, just the fire we keep
Atomic love running deep, waking dreams from sleep

Radioactive, undeniable, we’re incandescent storms
Every heartbeat, every glance, electric, alive, transforms
We are galaxies, we are meteors, blazing through the dark
Every pulse of our love ignites the eternal spark

Atomic love, tearing through the night, breaking through
Every fragment of me, every shadow, belongs to you
Burning brighter than every star that dares to shine above
We collide, we ignite, unstoppable in our love
Atomic love, a flame that cannot be tamed
Every heartbeat, every breath, will never be the same
No force in all creation could ever contain
This atomic, this infinite, incandescent love

Colliding, exploding, alive in our eternal fight
Atomic love carries us beyond the edge of night
Every heartbeat, every whisper, every touch
Atomic love, atomic love, it’s more than enough

Atomic love

(Flare)
It started with me…
(Just a spark)
Now everything’s burning,  burning.

Flames on my tongue, smoke in my veins
Every breath I take sets fire to chains
Ash in my chest, it cracks when I speak
Every word is a match, every touch is a leak
Light spreads fast, I can’t contain
Everything golden turns embered and stained
They look at me like I was salvation
But I’m the spark, the damn foundation

Burn… I was the start
I set fire to my own heart
Flare in my bones, won’t fade out
This curse knows how to shout
I burn, inside out
I light the world, then drown it out

The sky folds in red when I exhale
Heat eats the stars, every truth turns frail
I touch and it spreads, like plague on silk
Like rot on roses, like poison in milk
Every name I loved turns to smoke
Every promise bends, then broke
I can’t stop, no holy hands
It’s not a choice, it’s how it stands

(Burn) burn burn burn burn
I don’t sleep, I ignite
(Burn) burn
I watch the world alight

I tried to swallow the fire inside
But it carved its name where I can’t hide
My skin is the wick, my soul the oil
I light it all with a touch of spoil

Burn… I was the start
I set fire to my own heart
Flare in my bones, won’t fade out
This curse knows how to shout
I burn, inside out
I light the world, then drown it out

(Fire doesn’t forgive)
(Ash remembers)
I’m the spark… the blame… the mark…
And it keeps burning.
Burning.
Burning.

Burn

It’s so quiet…
Too quiet.
The tide pulls back, like mercy breathing in…
But mercy’s a liar.

I felt the weight lift, soft like silk
All my sins washed out like they drowned in milk
The shoreline clear, the sky so wide
I almost believed I could leave it behind
The whispers calmed, the storm fell asleep
The waves curled down, buried secrets deep
I thought I was clean, I thought I was saved
Didn’t know peace was the trap it gave

And I breathed
like the world forgave me
But the stillness
was just the sea betraying me

Tsunami… it’s coming back
Every sin like water, no wall can hold that
I thought I was free, I thought I could stand
But mercy’s a tide with a crueler hand
Tsunami, it breaks through me
Flooding the bones where hope used to be

All the weight I hid beneath my skin
Returns like a flood, dragging me in
Every wrong I buried under the sand
Rises again, sharper than it began
You can’t outrun the pull of regret
It swallows your lungs, leaves nothing left
No savior stands where the water hits
No holy hands, just the abyss

It’s calm… just before it screams.
No forgiveness… only undertow dreams.
I reach out, but nothing holds
the water remembers what it stole.

It comes like a roar, like a nameless storm
Tearing the shape where my soul was warm
I close my eyes as the tide unfolds
Every truth I ran from finally takes hold
The sea knows everything I’ve done
Every sin, every fight I’ve run from
And it doesn’t care if I can breathe
the wave comes down. It doesn’t leave.

Tsunami… it’s coming back
Every sin like water, no wall can hold that
I thought I was free, I thought I could stand
But mercy’s a tide with a crueler hand
Tsunami, it breaks through me
Flooding the bones where hope used to be

The water took it all…
Left me hollow.
Forgiveness was never the wave.
It was the silence before it hit.

Tsunami

Can you feel it?
The first strike, the spark in the dark
Heartbeat like lightning, running through my veins

Every glance, every brush of your skin
Sends shivers crashing like storms from within
My heart pounds a rhythm too wild to contain
Floor shakes beneath us, trembling from the strain
Every beat echoes through walls and air
A roaring pulse, raw, alive, everywhere
The world dissolves into sparks and fire
And I’m consumed by this unstoppable desire

Lightning in my chest, igniting every nerve
Every touch, every collision, I feel the surge
Electricity flows where words can’t reach
Your energy is the storm I can’t impeach

Thunder, my heart beats like thunder
Every collision shakes the world asunder
Lightning in my veins, unstoppable, untamed
Every touch, every look, calls your name
Thunder, every moment feels alive
Floor quakes beneath us, sparks arrive
Infinite energy, running wild and free
Every heartbeat, every breath, you shock me

Bodies intertwined, a hurricane of sound
Every pulse a tremor, reverberating the ground
The air crackles, charged with our desire
Every kiss ignites, every touch sets fire
I feel the storm moving faster, pulling me in
Lightning in my veins, adrenaline under my skin
No calm, no pause, just raw, unbridled force
We are electricity, unstoppable in our course

Can you hear it?
Rumble, shake, quake
Heartbeat racing, we won’t break
Thunder, lightning, fire and storm
Every moment, our bodies transform

Thunder, my heart beats like thunder
Every collision shakes the world asunder
Lightning in my veins, unstoppable, untamed
Every touch, every look, calls your name
Thunder, every moment feels alive
Floor quakes beneath us, sparks arrive
Infinite energy, running wild and free
Every heartbeat, every breath, you shock me

Rumble fades but the spark remains
Heartbeat still echoes like distant flames
Every touch, every glance, a storm reborn
Thunder in my chest, lightning in my form

Thunder

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