i swear i thought i knew

listen to "purpose":
https://ffm.to/bradenrosspurpose

listen to my music:
https://linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

merch:
https://www.bradenrossisfake.com

lyrics:

[intro]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 1]
My eggs are in the basket
My chips spilled on the floor
I tried to bribe the dealer
But he won't give me no more
I stole some from the others
And booked it for the door
They took me down
And and spit me out
To where I was before
It was a stupid reason
To let it hold me back
I know it hurts your feelings
To hear me talk like that
Not here to make excuses
For what it is I lack
Just tired of feeling useless
Fuck, I'm so good at that

[chorus 1]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

[verse 2]
I'm not one for power trips
But I know I'd trade it all for this
I was blind to have faith in roads I picked
Now I'm dying to see the end
And I tried to be the one you needed
I was trying to be something rare
Tell me how to make you feel like he did
God, it hurts to be so unaware
It was a miscalculation
An unfit generation
In a shit situation
With our lives all fueled by big corporations
To give means for creation
That demands innovation
Guess I had no chance from the start
Got stabbed through the heart
They ripped me apart
By spending my youth telling me I was smart
Dissuading my art
In favor of charts and graphs
And corporate plaques
No regard

[bridge]
I do not follow the path
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (spent my whole life deciding)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (on what I wanna do)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (so why am I feeling like this?)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (like I can barely move)

I do not follow the path (and I tried to be the one you needed)
Watch me say no to the cash (try suffering in silence)
You give it and I'll give it back (I was trying to be something rare)
Can't beat me in soul that you lack, yeah (the weight would bury you)
This shit is a lot to unpack (tell me how to make you feel like he did)
The odds will forever be stacked (trust me I'm trying to like it)
Don't tell me the code can't be cracked (God, it hurts to be so unaware)
'Cause this shit is all that I have (I swear I thought I knew)

[chorus 2]
Spent my whole life deciding
On what I wanna do
So why am I feeling like this
Like I can barely move?
Try suffering in silence
The weight would bury you
Trust me I'm tryna like it
I swear I thought I knew

purpose

Hyper Simplexity (Faded rework)

Losin' It (ft. Heartmoor) [prod. maxchris]

Noir (Useless_K)

No use

Happy Valenti.. shittitstoolatte:^–MM
*('Akinda' pun for "nativescape".)

V.1_[[Innéechappatroire*]]

No more excuses vibes. time to start now. 

Useless Excuses

całą noc cały dzień
nieskończoność scen
fantazje
być może zmarnowałem się
zazwyczaj artyści
są dość egocentryczni
wkurwiają mnie wszyscy
nie mam ochoty żyć z tym teraz
Niby mam umierać
tak jak reszta ćpunów których już nie ma

Raczej będe żyć, ale zgubiłem siebie
jebać narkotyki ale kim byłbym
bez nich....

kim ja teraz jestem?



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Zgubiłem zeszyty pełne moich bezwartościowych słów (tworzysz muzykę?)

why am i so unsteady?

listen to "unalive (acoustic)":
https://ffm.to/bradenrossunacoustic

listen to my music:
https://www.linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

lyrics:

[intro]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 1]
‘Cause i’m a robot
With human skin
And try as I might
I can’t overwrite the code within
I’m just a robot
I don’t exist
Extinguished the light
I gave up the fight
For views and clicks
But somehow I still break down every time you call
I’m just a fake now, not supposed to feel at all
So why am I so unsteady
Fused with so much pain already
Yeah I wish I could just start again
No pretend
But everyday I look inside with discontent
Shit doesn’t relent

[chorus 1]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 2]
They make this shit look easy
Hijack their eyes to feed me
He’ll reach inside of their souls’ convince them that they need me
But what’s the meaning
I’m bleeding
I feel my life force depleting
So what’s the point of succeeding
If it’s not for myself?
It’s just for everyone else
Couldn’t help but put my pride on the shelf
I guess I’m going to hell
We’re all frauds, ain’t no contest
I’m no god, just a complex
I don’t get it
How they hid it
So well
(And I don't wanna die but maybe it's easier)
It’s no fun, to be broken
Burning sun, I’m unchosen
They don’t get it
How I did it
Don’t tell
(I pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
I tried to bottle it up
But you threw salt in the cut
My body’s turning to rust
I guess I’ll wallow in it
They said it wasn’t enough
So now I’m calling their bluff
Not who they think that I was
I strive to keep it hidden

[chorus 3]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

unalive (acoustic)

**Verse 1**  
Woke up in the morning, feeling kinda low,  
Look in the mirror, and all I see is woe,  
Tried to chase my dreams, but they don't seem to flow,  
Every step I take feels like stepping on my toes.  

**Chorus**  
Oh, I'm feeling useless, like a shadow in the night,  
Searching for my purpose, but I'm lost without a light,  
Every little whisper tells me I should fade away,  
But I'm still here, standing, even on the roughest days.  

**Verse 2**  
Tried my hand at laughter, but the punchlines fell flat,  
Wrote a million letters, but never sent them back,  
Looking for a reason, for a spark inside my heart,  
But the harder that I search, the deeper feels the dark.  

**Chorus**  
Oh, I'm feeling useless, like a shadow in the night,  
Searching for my purpose, but I'm lost without a light,  
Every little whisper tells me I should fade away,  
But I'm still here, standing, even on the roughest days.  

**Bridge**  
Maybe I’m not broken, maybe I’m just slow,  
Learning to embrace the journey, even when it seems so low,  
So I’ll take a step forward, find a way to shine,  
In this world of chaos, I’ll claim this heart of mine.  

**Chorus**  
'Cause I’m feeling useless, but I’m learning every day,  
Every little stumble helps me find a better way,  
So I might be a puzzle, with a piece out of sight,  
But I’ll keep on searching till I find my way to light.  

**Outro**  
So here’s to the journey, and the ups and downs we face,  
I may feel a little lost, but I’m finding my own place,  
Every moment matters, and I’ll never lose my spark,  
In this crazy life, I’m a light within the dark.

**END**

Useless

i make ass music about my mood or something i guess
all my music https://penseminty.bandcamp.com/

I am a Music Producer
Serious enquire Only.
Do not waste my time. Thanks.

is a 14-year-old boy in NJ. started making songs when I was 12 years old. staying strong. 

credit to Kyra for my pfp!

my new website. take a look: https://sites.google.com/pemb.org/rjs-songs/home, here's my Spotify! :https://open.spotify.com/user/31k2qifam4ab5sbq4pdqmvmzrhji?si=CeG4ML0QQeK4GTQPXkiAPQ, and my first ever music video! https://www.bandlab.com/post/43b38ebe-b5ee-ee11-aaf0-000d3aa5105b
and my old account is RJTheFurry


Fraktale częstotliwości biegną w kablach i wtedy coś mówię. Szkoda tylko że ja jestem adresatem...
A może nie, może ty też...

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