Losin' It (ft. Heartmoor) [prod. maxchris]

No use

Happy Valenti.. shittitstoolatte:^–MM
*('Akinda' pun for "nativescape".)

V.1_[[Innéechappatroire*]]

No more excuses vibes. time to start now. 

Useless Excuses

całą noc cały dzień
nieskończoność scen
fantazje
być może zmarnowałem się
zazwyczaj artyści
są dość egocentryczni
wkurwiają mnie wszyscy
nie mam ochoty żyć z tym teraz
Niby mam umierać
tak jak reszta ćpunów których już nie ma

Raczej będe żyć, ale zgubiłem siebie
jebać narkotyki ale kim byłbym
bez nich....

kim ja teraz jestem?



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Zgubiłem zeszyty pełne moich bezwartościowych słów (tworzysz muzykę?)

why am i so unsteady?

listen to "unalive (acoustic)":
https://ffm.to/bradenrossunacoustic

listen to my music:
https://www.linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

lyrics:

[intro]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 1]
‘Cause i’m a robot
With human skin
And try as I might
I can’t overwrite the code within
I’m just a robot
I don’t exist
Extinguished the light
I gave up the fight
For views and clicks
But somehow I still break down every time you call
I’m just a fake now, not supposed to feel at all
So why am I so unsteady
Fused with so much pain already
Yeah I wish I could just start again
No pretend
But everyday I look inside with discontent
Shit doesn’t relent

[chorus 1]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 2]
They make this shit look easy
Hijack their eyes to feed me
He’ll reach inside of their souls’ convince them that they need me
But what’s the meaning
I’m bleeding
I feel my life force depleting
So what’s the point of succeeding
If it’s not for myself?
It’s just for everyone else
Couldn’t help but put my pride on the shelf
I guess I’m going to hell
We’re all frauds, ain’t no contest
I’m no god, just a complex
I don’t get it
How they hid it
So well
(And I don't wanna die but maybe it's easier)
It’s no fun, to be broken
Burning sun, I’m unchosen
They don’t get it
How I did it
Don’t tell
(I pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
I tried to bottle it up
But you threw salt in the cut
My body’s turning to rust
I guess I’ll wallow in it
They said it wasn’t enough
So now I’m calling their bluff
Not who they think that I was
I strive to keep it hidden

[chorus 3]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

unalive (acoustic)

**Verse 1**  
Woke up in the morning, feeling kinda low,  
Look in the mirror, and all I see is woe,  
Tried to chase my dreams, but they don't seem to flow,  
Every step I take feels like stepping on my toes.  

**Chorus**  
Oh, I'm feeling useless, like a shadow in the night,  
Searching for my purpose, but I'm lost without a light,  
Every little whisper tells me I should fade away,  
But I'm still here, standing, even on the roughest days.  

**Verse 2**  
Tried my hand at laughter, but the punchlines fell flat,  
Wrote a million letters, but never sent them back,  
Looking for a reason, for a spark inside my heart,  
But the harder that I search, the deeper feels the dark.  

**Chorus**  
Oh, I'm feeling useless, like a shadow in the night,  
Searching for my purpose, but I'm lost without a light,  
Every little whisper tells me I should fade away,  
But I'm still here, standing, even on the roughest days.  

**Bridge**  
Maybe I’m not broken, maybe I’m just slow,  
Learning to embrace the journey, even when it seems so low,  
So I’ll take a step forward, find a way to shine,  
In this world of chaos, I’ll claim this heart of mine.  

**Chorus**  
'Cause I’m feeling useless, but I’m learning every day,  
Every little stumble helps me find a better way,  
So I might be a puzzle, with a piece out of sight,  
But I’ll keep on searching till I find my way to light.  

**Outro**  
So here’s to the journey, and the ups and downs we face,  
I may feel a little lost, but I’m finding my own place,  
Every moment matters, and I’ll never lose my spark,  
In this crazy life, I’m a light within the dark.

**END**

Useless

my meds are sux

in.case

all up in my head.

listen to "i bet you like that":
ffm.to/ibetyoulikethat

listen to my music:
www.linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

lyrics:

[intro]
I bet you like that tryna tell me who I am again
And when I fight back you say I'm all up in my head
I'm not an asset 'cause all we ever do is play pretend
Yeah I just want what I don't have yet means that justify the ends

[verse 1]
You got me lost but now I found it
I'm breaking off ain't no way around it
Flex for flexing no really can't live without it?
Yelling extra extra I'll make them read all about it
Young man shot dead in the streets
Like it's a crime to try and get his family something to eat
And then they trivialize it every night of the week
Whatever shit it fucking takes to get some eyes on a screen
Headlines don't matter to me
Shit I already know
We'd all rather slash our throats before letting this one go

[pre-chorus]
It's so unnatural to be (composed of power and greed)
Just fucking let me be me (just fucking leave me be)

[chorus 1]
I bet you like that tryna tell me who I am again
And when I fight back you say I'm all up in my head
I'm not an asset 'cause all we ever do is play pretend
Yeah I just want what I don't have yet means that justify the ends

[verse 2]
They always told me what it matters to be
Somebody with natural potential the smartest fish in the sea
I find it really fucking funny that without no degree
It's like I'm useless; non-essential
Less deserving of peace
So fuck it I don't want it
Got a switchblade in my pocket
Rather die by being honest
Than to live like how they want us to
Shit feels so hypnotic
Only worth what's in your wallet
Oh you didn't go to college?
Yeah have fun being impoverished dude

[chorus 2]
I bet you like that tryna tell me who I am again
And when I fight back you say I'm all up in my head
I'm not an asset 'cause all we ever do is play pretend
Yeah I just want what I don't have yet means that justify the ends
Oh

i bet you like that

i make ass music about my mood or something i guess
all my music https://penseminty.bandcamp.com/

I am a Music Producer
Serious enquire Only.
Do not waste my time. Thanks.

is a 14-year-old boy in NJ. started making songs when I was 12 years old. staying strong.  The header is drawn by me on Sketchbook app! :3

Also here a quote I love to live by! :3
"I'd rather be hated for who I am then liked for who I am not"

credit to Kyra for my pfp!

my new website. take a look: https://sites.google.com/pemb.org/rjs-songs/home, here's my Spotify! :https://open.spotify.com/user/31k2qifam4ab5sbq4pdqmvmzrhji?si=CeG4ML0QQeK4GTQPXkiAPQ, and my first ever music video! https://www.bandlab.com/post/43b38ebe-b5ee-ee11-aaf0-000d3aa5105b
and my old account is RJTheFurry

Fraktale częstotliwości biegną w kablach i wtedy coś mówię. Szkoda tylko że ja jestem adresatem...
A może nie, może ty też...

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