https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox

let me go
if you come back around
i wont hear you out
just to let you know
i will scream to your face
so you know your place

i cant wipe away all the grit on my teeth
walking around oh so anxiously
rolling my eyes every time that you speak
ur life's so miserable, its fucking bleak

let me go 
let me go
i will never think of you when i think of home
did your mother never teach you how to grow
clearly not, because you make me feel so fucking anxious

you never learn and now you will regret this
ur tryna play me like ur playing tetris
but you could never get all of the answers out me
probably cus we’d both just end up shouting
now im hiding
i cant stand the fighting
our emotions coming down like lighting
you would never believe a word  i said to you
guess u got trust issues
are you trying to blame me?


where was the effort (i promise that i tried)
no attempt to try and not be reckless
holding my breath in (you always fed me lies)
go on accuse me, it’s now amusing to see
knife in the heart, pull it out (and now i'm bleeding out)
im your medicine 
take a trip to your grave, im ahead of it
frown on my face, i dont wanna pretend again (my heart is sinking down)
there was no way of mending it


no more lying, i cannot stop crying
burning up, light the fire inside me
i could never believe a word that came from you
guess i got trust issue
i mean who can blame me 

playing with my heart
feel like this is checkmate 
we’re apart
but you said that you feel great 
it’s so hard hearing all about you
let me gocus it’s hard for me toocope
blood stains on my coat 
my breathings lost control
I don’t know where to go
a vicious cycle we’re in 
how did this all begin
wonder if it’s ending
soon cus I need mending

trust issues (ft. vails) [dash]

Shoutout weird dudes in my DMs, this ones for you <333

also, shoutout to @alex-thomas-fox for hopping on this track, i absolutely love his voice(and him as a person bc hes really kind too ^-^)

and DOUBLE ALSO shoutout to @whos-that-clown bc bros the go-to for my beats at this point when I'm not self-prodding !


Lyrics:

[HeyLee]

Never be your side bitch, that ain’t okay
You know that i’m just fuckin’ like this 
Top of my game, ain’t no stoppin’
Named myself after a comet
Sick as fuck, you’ll need to vomit
When I get involved you know I’ll leave my black nail polish on it
And I don’t wanna flex, but I know my voice is heaven sent
When I see the haters, they be circling ‘round themselves again
I’m not your fuckin’ side bitch, that ain’t okay
You know that i’m just fuckin’ like this
Top of my game, ain’t never stopping

Bro, I am not your hoe
Never been your girl, so leave me the fuck alone
This bitch been asking me for Ableton presets when on the phone
So I blocked that fuckers number and I did it on the low
That bitch didn’t even know

Sick and fuckin’ tired of neckbeards thinking that they can pull me
I just wanna know why the fuck you think you got that leverage on me
And he said
“Bitch you’re just a fuckin’ failure, go home, cry about it later”
Take that trash to reddit, homie
Cause you just don’t fuckin’ know me

Now I’ll treat you like a side bitch, ‘cause you a lame
Go and cry about it on Twitch, but you got no viewers, homie
Bitch, i’m fire like a comet, and your cock is microscopic
They’ll never call you back
‘Cause they see you naked, then they vomit
And I don’t need to flex, but I know my voice is heaven sent
And when I see those bitches, they be circling ‘round themselves again
So, I’ll never be your side bitch, that ain’t okay
I know that I’m just really like this
Top of my game, ain’t no stoppin.

[Vails]
Got designer on my feet
That’s why it's flooded when I walk
And the silence in the room
Let me speak, yeah, let me talk
She said she’d be my side bitch
Right from the start
‘Cause she knew i treat my main one so i bad i break they heart
Can’t be holding back this frustration
Nothing ever reach the destination
That’s why i walk away from drama
I inherit that from my father
Fuck a hoe, i can’t be known to be amongst the karma

[HeyLee]

You treat me like a side bitch, that ain’t okay
You know that I’m just fuckin’ like this
Top of my game, never stoppin
You put me in your Twitter bio
That shit is so fucking vile
You’re gonna need a dermatologist
‘Cause imma set your skin on fire
Well, you know the chorus by now
You know just what i’m boutta say
Now, I see you fuckin’ bitches
You be circling ‘round yourselves again
So, I’ll never be your side bitch, i need to explain
That I’m really fuckin’ like this
I promise you, you’ll never know me

I'M NOT YOUR SIDE BITCH! feat. Vails | prod. The Sound Clown

(vacant)
feel all the temptations let it take over
i know how it feels to be lost when its over
i know what you want but its not what you get
you can find someone else you dont have to repent

is it all what you needed to be
is she all that you wanted to keep
like you can do better from what i see
dont let them treat you like a nobody
coz ive been thru the ringer so i can say the same
take it from someone who took all the blame
when at fault was the other person
i was tired so i had to draw the curtains

feel all the temptations let it take over
i know how it feels to be lost when its over
i know what you want but its not what you get
you can find someone else you dont have to repent

(vails)
dont you repent im not one for the drama
its tempting i get it but youll face the karma
dont try to avoid it 
theres no real good reason for you to be like this
i think ill be leaving now
and you wont see this face crack a smile
until we get some peace for a while
ive been tempted when i saw you last
but these feelings shatter fine like glass
and all this time
ive been lost inside your eyes
so lost inside your mind

temptations (feat. vails)

official release is oct. 30

lyrics

(JOLUE)
ive been tryna cope
i cant deal with all this misery
your touch so cold
like its five degrees
wish i couldve known
that our love was temporary
ive been wishing for my time back need a fairy
ive been on a lonely road
life feels so imaginary
ive been on my only woah
heart frozen its stationary
i made you a lonely ho
fight back yea you know ill parry
i dont want another no
love feels so illusionary

take another sip
with the porch lights off
got pink in my cup
put smoke in my lungs
get high when im feelin low
slide with the bank roll
bury me in louis v
tears on my gravestone

(VAILS)
tears on my gravestone
wont you lay some flowers on it
music through my earphones
i never got a break from all this

new day but no new me
drippin cold
lower temperature
than five degrees
now my blood freeze
like
every single day goes on
feels the same
with a heavy weight upon my heart
guess i was to blame
after all
after all i said that i would do
to tell the truth
getting back to you was impossible

(JOLUE)
ive been tryna cope
i cant deal with all this misery
your touch so cold
like its five degrees
wish i couldve known
that our love was temporary
ive been wishing for my time back need a fairy
ive been on a lonely road
life feels so imaginary
ive been on my only woah
heart frozen its stationary
i made you a lonely ho
fight back yea you know ill parry
i dont want another no
love feels so illusionary

five degrees w/ vails (prod. the sound clown x jolst)

HeyHyd - Vails , Vacant , Devin's world (Prod. Mackk)

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

prod. ?

Lyrics:

scorpio:
Looking through my photos again
And it kills me inside
When i come across your face
And I can't help but cry
Memories I can't erase
Wish we didn't say goodbye
We both made mistakes
And now I'm paying for mine

Thought I learnt my lesson
Maybe I'm just getting dumber
They said take some time with yourself, see what you discover
Friends i thought I had are now showing their true colours
And every message that I send, now being left on delivered

vails:
I thought it would all work out 
everything would be fine 
oh boy, oh boy was I wrong
I didn’t give it time 
and Consideration, 
I’m mad at myself
Now i have to admit 
that I feel left on the shelf 
dumber then ever
That’s just how I feel
Can’t look in the mirror
I don’t see the appeal
every word that comes out
Seems to stutter and I 
Miss the way we was
But you wouldn’t  bat an eye 
For me 
and for that I’m lost 
No matter the cost
I gaze upon photos and memories that we shared
And damn it’s hurting knowing they won’t happen again 
I often question daily when this nightmare will end
Cus I admit I’m really fucking needing a friend

devin's world:
Overlook everything you do 
What do you take me for a fool 
I know that you blow me off when all I ever tried to do was help I guess that wasn’t enough 

slamming my head up on the wall 
But I can’t break down get too vulnerable 
Cuz you’ll take advantage of my kindness 
Cutting you off just feels impossible 

I hate it 
Wish we never made friends 
I know when this day ends 
Still nothing will make sense 

I guess I’m getting dumber 
I guess I’m getting dumber 
I guess I thought this summer 
Shit would be different
X2

dumber (feat. Vails x Devin's World)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

`;~',- ## all the same ## -,'#;`

Vocals
@okashe
@alex-thomas-fox (vails)

Producer
@1crisis

Mix
Respective Artists

Master
@okashe

lyrics coming soon

all the same w/ vails [cr1sis]

check out vails! @https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox

lyrics

[jolue]
There's static on your radio
Your radio
I feel alone
Tell me that its all in my head

God its killing me
Can't take no more!
My heart just see all gore
My face is bleeding torn
I sense them all around me
And these shadows all surround me

[vails]
The fear is like a fever running deep beneath my skin
Your memory’s a prison that I’m always trapped within
The shadows wrap around me like a noose I can’t untie
And the static on your radio just tells me more lies

It’s just static on your radio
Your shadows screaming through the undertow
I keep searching for a frequency
Where your voice comes back to me
It’s just static on your radio
 I can’t let go I can’t let go I can’t let go

[jolue & vails]
I CANT LET GO

[jolue]
Please just answer me
All i hear is static on the other side
The other side

(paranoia, it strips the joy from you, im fighting all i can, but slowly i waste away)
(i cant let go)

static w/ vails (blvnkface)

discord: scorpio4488

side project w/devin's world: @frozen-grotto

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Artist, Producer
Ghxst Collective

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