prod. me
tg: @b9rka
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4oRkm35KEB3VVui6Ocjo5I?si=5ctGti9dTDqs0o5czrCfDw

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
the most reasonable way to express my feelings.
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

ល្ងាចរដូវក្តៅនិងស្នាមញញឹមនៅលើមុខរបស់ខ្ញុំ

@v4mpirz @w3t23rerws thx for the beat
click the "buy" button for the Spotify link

lyrix

xnti:
looking for u my whole life
i wanna hold u so right<3
i dont wanna die
with you by my side<- [x2]

your talk is so sweet
it feels like a kiss :P
a trace of this
the lovely bliss
lets run away to a peaceful place
u n me will never erase

youre shining so bright
youre a perfect star
wanna be yours for 2nite
calling u on ma iphone 6
ion wanna miss a moment of dis

v4mpz:
(heart turns cold, when ur not here
tell me all ur thoughts, baby, let me hear
only need you
baby, only you
ive been feelin so blue, when im not with you)
ive been thinking bout you nonstop
thoughts that make my heart drop
really want u next to me
promise all i give is love
dont gotta worry abt a thing
i will love u endlessly
and baby, lay me down to sleep
when you get sick of me
i dont wanna see you cry
wanna call u all mine
light in the dark
i dont wanna grow apart
need you here, not far
dont leave me with a broken heart

lovesong

lovesong (from "an angel?" EP)

lovesong w/ v4mpirz (prod. rebzyyx)

prod. me
tg: @b9rka
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4oRkm35KEB3VVui6Ocjo5I?si=5ctGti9dTDqs0o5czrCfDw

lyr:

amazing loneliness
i feel so empty but
i keep my feelings in
i hate my life enough

i'm tired of disgusting
i'm tired of being nothing
don't touch my soul
just stop it
u will get burned
deny me

i swear that i forgot
about your words and thoughts
i felt so stressed now what
i'm dying in the slough

it's cold and freezy here
i'm running to nowhere
just trying to get out
but falling deeply down

⭐so i'm running high
i'm running high to the stars
i wanna RIP
or just another relax
i'm crying all alone
i'm losing mind control
i can't pick up my phone
i feel so dead and warm
[x2]

whatever i just said
forget my words and run
i promise i'll forgive
forgive ur burning outs

and nowadays i'm hiding
behing the trees and mountains
i hide my feelings in
to not feel pain again

and now i'm sad =(
i'm dancing under lights alone
i feel so dead
i just can't hide it anymore

now u can see
now u can see that i'm gone
i hope u feel
i hope u feel better now

⭐so i'm running high
i'm running high to the stars
i wanna RIP
or just another relax
i'm crying all alone
i'm losing mind control
i can't pick up my phone
i feel so dead and warm
[x2]

lyrix:

xnti:
did u think i would have given up
if i ever had the chance
to take u back happily
live without the agony
take me back from my fantasy
so i dont end it anxiously
take me back from vanity
lets live without a tragedy

yeah i have given up
i have never had the chance
to take u back happily
live without the agony
take me back from my fantasy
so i dont end it anxiously
take me back from vanity
lets live without a tragedy

i watched the sky collapse
try to get free or perhaps
give me time to relapse

v4mpirz:
watch the sky collapse
baby, do you wanna be mine?
i would make you mine so fast
and i would never lie
uh, hold me closer as the world falls down
uh, hold me closer and dont let go
"dont worry about a thing"
but im going crazy
we'll die, will we be free?
i wanna call you baby
(baby
please be my baby)

u know, its getting too hard
baby, i just want you
uh, i feel impending doom
while the world turns new
i promise not to hurt you
i just wanna love you
alone, now so blue
i want it to be us two
watch the sky fall down
with my hands in yours
tell me if i make a sound
this pain is getting too loud
digging my fingernails in my scalp
oh, im so tired, i just wanna get out
tell me, tell me, pretty baby
will you still love me?
while im going crazy
promise not to hate me?

the sky collapse w/ v4mpirz (prod. xnti)

lyrics:
i wanna make out, kiss hard!!!
wish you could stay!!!!
do it everyday in another universe!!!!!!!!!!!!

i did it again
and you know i wont pay
im a piece of shit
but i beg you please stay
im just a lifeless
i don't wake up everyday
keep on finding out
what a person i am

keep on finding out
but please play my game
told you its like hell
still u friend me anyway
i cant control you
now i miss you everyday
you keep crawling back
wishing everyday to stay

stay, stay
you wish u could stay

im your eclipse
and youre fading in my light
pull you closer again
just to leave you behind
this life is shitty
and i feel so denied
maybe in another life
ill finally grab the knife

(SOOO DENIEDDD)
keep on finding out
but please play my game
told you its like hell
still u friend me anyway
i cant control you
now i miss you everyday
you keep crawling back
wishing everyday to stay

i wanna make out, kiss hard
wish you could stay
do it everyday in another universe [X2]

new moon (prod. xnti)

i think its ass i havent made a full proper song in a while so if its bad dont kill me alive (this was first song i made in a while)

lyrics
dance all night i be in the fucking club
i just want ur love.
i think im going nuts...
cut my wrist baby cant u see the blood
i show u all my love
i wanna wake up
ya i rly hate my life omg i wanna die
im such a fucking loser im cryign evry nitgh

bitch i wanna get high
til i feel like i can fly
i got hella fucking swag
all these bitches say im fly

oh my god feel like lifes a fucking dream
im going insane suicidal stream
kill myself if thats what u fucking want
shoot my fucking brain and then ill be gone

dance in the club
n i wanna get crunk
shawty wanna get fucked
she my little scene slut
baby bounce turn around
i want u to make that sound
feel my love on ur cunt
i want u to fucking cum

omg baby can u be beside me
i just feel so awful 
can u stay right by me
i would never wanna hurt you
babygirl ur so cute
i just wanna love you
pls know ur so beautiful

i know im retarded
baby lets be honest
never wanna start shit
wanna hold u while we kiss x2

oh my god feel like lifes a fucking dream
im going insane suicidal stream
kill myself if thats what u fucking want
shoot my fucking brain and then ill be gone

suicidal stream

prod. me
tg: @b9rka
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4oRkm35KEB3VVui6Ocjo5I?si=5ctGti9dTDqs0o5czrCfDw

lyr:

⭐fix me again
fix me again oh
just give me ur hand 
i'd rather be dead
if i miss something right there
[x2]

stop 
i won't forget that
that awful pain u gave me
it was the worst my luck
i never wanted to be treated 
like the way u want to treat me
i'd rather be dead 
if i forgive u again

⭐fix me again
fix me again oh
just give me ur hand 
i'd rather be dead
if i miss something right there
[x2]

make me wanna cry
i know u want to test my feelings
be ready i don't wanna fight
i just lost my mind
i will leave this fight 

make me wanna die
i know u want to see me screaming
be ready i don't wanna fight
i will never try
it will never happen again

stop 
i won't forget that
that awful pain u gave me
it was the worst my luck
i never wanted to be treated 
like the way u want to treat me
i'd rather be dead 
if i forgive u again

⭐fix me again
fix me again oh
just give me ur hand 
i'd rather be dead
if i miss something right there
[x2]

fix me

prod. me
tg: @b9rka
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4oRkm35KEB3VVui6Ocjo5I?si=5ctGti9dTDqs0o5czrCfDw

lyr:

отрекнись от своих мыслей
и втихую уходи
распишись на моем теле
пламенем своей любви
можешь даже не прощаться
не скажу тебе пока
ведь в глубинке моих смыслов
буду ждать тебя всегда

постучусь себе я в душу
никого там снова нет
неужели убежала 
не услышав мой ответ
ну и что же мне поделать
буду ждать тебя всегда
ведь когда-то ты поймешь
что живу я для тебя

ненавижу слышать крики
надоели они мне
разве ты их здесь не слышишь
они бродят в темноте
ждут пока ты отвлечешься 
и внезапно нападут
и тогда ведь не поможет
даже самый близкий друг
потерялась до конца
спроси себя ну где же я 
может кто-нибудь ответит
и вернется навсегда
рефлексируй свои чувства
осознай свою беду
и тогда когда-нибудь
я тебя спасти приду

пламенем

lyrics:
it never is forever
it always ends whenever
you'd like to be together
you know its bad however

was she really an angel?
you were never together
seems like a bad decision
shouldve trusted your prevision
were you really an angel?
you were always together
everyone saw the collision
shouldve made a division [x2]

this is time for the adoration
let me give you some dedication
story so short but it shows my time
in everyones life its never their prime
maybe i should explain some more
fuck the sex part let me adore one
i wanna cry in your arms
satisfy my greatest one

(was she really an angel?
you were never together
seems like a bad decision
shouldve trusted your prevision
were you really an angel?
you were always together
everyone saw the collision
shouldve made a division)

was she really an angel?
you were never together
seems like a bad decision
shouldve trusted your prevision
were you really an angel?
you were always together
everyone saw the collision
shouldve made a division [x2]

this is how the story ends
dont know if its fine or less
maybe she will find a man
you will always be someone
story so short but it shows my life
story so short now is the suicide

angelsong (prod. xnti)

Disclaimer:
This song is made for entertainment purposes only. The lyrics are fictional and should not be taken as factual claims or statements. Any references to real people or events are used for creative expression and do not reflect the personal views or intentions of the artist. No harm or offense is intended.

prod. atomic inc.

lyrics:

nawrocki is a fag
kill yourself right now
hes scared of gays
and the buttplug in his ass
the elections were faked
i saw people on twitter 
voting 20 times
still less than he has crimes

nawrocki is a fag
he likes it in his butt
a pimp for hotel grand 
and a snus in his hand
makes it to his mouth
then goes to my south (suks ma dik)
doesnt want abortions
cus of 1983

1983 the year he was born
at that time his mom did porn
take your mentzen ways
and drop a snus like always
nawrocki fucking sucks
cus the sluts were trans

xnti - NAWROCKI DISSTRACK

Quero ver você de novo (hateoryx)

maybe i felt alive
before u left my sight
i feel i cant revive
the perfect love just died
you left me on the floor
called me a stupid whore
i guess you cant accept
my feelings and the dread
its killing you and me
couldve been a perfect tree
i couldve kept your name
instead u chose to blame
it was a perfect date
but it was up to fate
almost all u did was hate
you made the world rotate
(over, over, over, over)

[chorus]
is it over? i know i cant decide
its not over, atleast i have tried
is it over? i know i cant decide
your words made my heart cry
you never made my eyes dry
is it over? i know i cant decide
its not over, atleast i have tried
is it over? i know i cant decide
your words made my heart cry
you never made my eyes dry

do u blame me or yourself
for making me hate myself
you used to be in my dreams
now its not how it seems
i blame you for doing nothing
but did i ever do something
to make you like me more
i make you feel like a chore
i know i cant decide
maybe i over-cried
maybe its just a feeling
maybe my heart is healing
my lifes become a bore
i feel i cant adore
this song should be a cover
everything is almost over
(over, over, over, over)

[repeat chorus]

listen girl i dont want to fight
i just wanna make it alright [x2]

[repeat chorus]

over (prod. xnti)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5kENi6roN06GRqLktqmkEW

its a mess in my head
and you know that its for you
for you
and you kno its made for you
i wrote a couple letters
just to drown in you
never sent, just kept for view

mess in my head
but i feel its good for you
for you, for you
atleast its good for you
mess in my head
when youre out of view
for you, for you
when youre out of view

i think you're so perfect
and i love your effect
and you're so fucking perfect
so fucking perfect
and you're so fucking perfect
(so fucking perfect
so fucking perfect)

foryou (prod. xnti)

with @luvroxu
hello this song is amazing i had this for the longest time in the world enojoy

lyrics:
@hxnterbtw
omg im in the club
and bitches ya they wanna fuck
always screaming hxnterbtw
n ya they getting crunk
i just wanna cut my wrist
im such a little emo bitch
i just wanna end my life 
i just rly wanna die

i just rly wanna die
n i wanna get high
i just wanna die
ya i rly hate my life

i just rly wanna die
i i wanna-wanna diee
i just i just wanna die
wanna w i i just die

@luvroxu
im with hxnterbtw, posted at the party
gettin all this fuckin cash, dont care bout nobody
we gon fuck it up
yeah, we gettin crunk tonight
that bitch she wanna fuck
i told her hit my myspacee

yeah they screamin roxu when they see me in the club
i dont fw self harm, that shit is just fuckin dumb
rawr xd, omg ur such a slut
rawr xd, omg they wanna fuck

@hxnterbtw
omg im in the club
and bitches ya they wanna fuck
always screaming hxnterbtw
n ya they getting crunk
i just wanna cut my wrist
im such a little emo bitch
i just wanna end my life 
i just rly wanna die

i just rly wanna die
n i wanna get high
i just wanna die
ya i rly hate my life

i just rly wanna die
i i wanna-wanna diee
i just i just wanna die
wanna w i i just die

wanna die w/ luvroxu

yep, a song from an angel
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3xFC1sQldngSMH2EKVL3Cy

lyrics:

its not been always like this
its forever
trust me its our last chance
to be together
but you had to ruin it all
and your parents
had to say
its not the durance holding you together

tried to say something wrong
but i couldnt speak
havent seen you in so long
maybe im weak
trust me youre
my only wish
its been so long
youre my will to live

i never wanted to live like this
opportunity missed
maybe it shouldnt have exist

ive done some horrible things to myself
she used to blame it on herself
i cant remember anything
one day its all gonna disappear

disappear (prod. xnti)

[intro]
ive been gone for too long, dont recognise my face
ive been searching but theres nothing to replace
where ive been, where im at, all the things ive left behind
is it worth it now to find peace or lose my mind?

[verse 1]
im resurrected now
but i cannot find my town
put your hands up
maybe the world is falling down
look in the mirror
and you wont see yourself
you lost your reflections
you became someone else
now you know how its like to be me
walking around like a dead memory
bring your ass here and tell me what you see
is it really that bad to not be what u need

[chorus]
im resurrected now but i cannot use my heart
do you really mind or is it really hard?
for you, to take off, imagine last night
is it really hard and are you scared of height?

i may not remember but i recognize this smile
stuck in my head, your beautiful hairstyle
for you, to take off, imagine last night
is it really hard and are you scared of height?

resurrected (prod. xnti)

i just wanna know baby
if ur really by my side
read u stories in the morning
share the coffee late at night
are you here are you there?
do you see my every touch
i just want you in my arms
please baby dont go far

are you? are you? are you here?
do you? do you? hear my screams?
are you? are you? are you near?
let me, let me, let me hear
(your voice)

sometimes i see your shadow walking
down the hallway in my mind
every whisper feels like haunting
like your ghost wont leave my side
i can hear you, i can hear you
are you breaking me inside?
am i dreaming, am i broken?
can two worlds still intertwine?

i miss ur ghost :/ - Bonus Track (prod. xnti)

fav song on dis album <3

xnti:
you said its out i said okay
you left the mess now you're away
can't think of anything you gave
left me cold and bought a grave
left your diamonds on my bed
remind me of the things we shred
true intentions never last
broken like a pile of glass

what’s the truth? what’s the mess?
feel regret? you want to confess? [x2]
is it love? or a test?
was i more? was i less?
feel the blood on my chest
you held it tight then left the mess
[x2]

shouldve said something
but ive said it enough
now my hands are shaking
rather waste my time with you
shouldve seen something
but ive seen it enough
by the way you were cheating
i cant leave you breaking down

sxiju:
your intentions not so clear
i know youre not afraid of fear
you are crazy like oh my dear
you wanna fuck and get me killed

i wouldnt say that youre a mess
i know there things u must confess
u hate my guts that is deadass
chewing my guts you want me dead

intentions w/ sxiju (prod. xnti)

i may be crazy i may be cra
 i am crazy  

lyrics:
omg im in the club
bitch im gettin hella crunk
cut my fucking body up
cut my fucking wrist off
yeah im fucking crazy
i dont think ill ever stop
if i fucking saw you 
ill just stab you til u rot

omg i hate my life
baby i just wanna die
every single thing i try 
makes me fucking start to cry

i know that im crazy
crazy for you baby
i know that you hate me
its okay i hate me too

cuz all i want is you
like all i want is you
i feel like rebzyyx
cuz all i want is you
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do
im going insane 
cuz i dont know what to do

instrumental

omg im in the club
bitch im gettin hella crunk
cut my fucking body up
cut my fucking wrist off
yeah im fucking crazy
i dont think ill ever stop
if i fucking saw you 
ill just stab you til u rot

omg i hate my life
baby i just wanna die
every single thing i try 
makes me fucking start to cry

i know that im crazy
crazy for you baby
i know that you hate me
its okay i hate me too

cuz all i want is you
like all i want is you
i feel like rebzyyx
cuz all i want is you
i dont know what to do
i dont know what to do
im going insane 
cuz i dont know what to do

crazy

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