LAWLIET soon.

written & recorded by @vent8k
produced by @user-953414352 & @ssshxkai

proper

written & recorded by @vent8k
produced by @starw3yy

Good Day [starw3y]

things go wrong

intrumental by wisssery

i gave back what you had to say.
these thoughts ricochet in my head
like a bullet hitting concrete
it’s not safe to take another step

i’ll take these thoughts out on myself
another victim of your ignorance
today i will fly freely
nose dive to the bottom of this well

drown me in hope and forgiveness
when i know you’re the one who did this

you gave me hope for the future
and then you told me you couldn’t listen

you gave me up
facade of lust
i can’t believe you wanted

you gave me hope

gone

you decide

my memories with you were indescribable

I Am Not Crying

4 Years

You Really Hate Me

Suffer

Late Phone Calls On Weekends With You

We Think Too Much

How did it end up like this? [prod. fragrance]

Suicide On Christmas

So I actually wrote and recorded the first version of this song back in 2018, when I was working with actually a couple different projects under the premise of being part of a "band", but both ended up being covert "solo" vanity projects that didn't mind using their members for creative input and for propping them up to make them sound palatable, but did couldn't stomach the idea of sharing the spotlight or creative control. I've learned in the past few years to not give multiple chances when these types come back wanting your help again, because no matter how convincing the initial ruse is, the same toxicity and bad habits are festering just underneath the surface, awaiting that moment where they feel they've got you "in" enough to start exercising those old behaviors. Fool me twice, as they say. It does not happen a third time. But it's always interesting to see one of the "characters" in my lyrics literally play it all out in real-time all over again. So what better time than now to share this song, which unironically is as relevant today as it was 7 years ago. Enjoy!

Lyrics:
You want a stooge
A pushover
A henchman who’ll do what he’s told to
Want a mule but don’t wanna’ get kicked
Want a magician but don’t wanna’ get tricked
	
HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I WON’T COMPLY, I WILL DEFY YOU
HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I’M NOT YOUR SILENT PARTNER

You say ‘team player’
But who are we kidding
You mean a ‘yes man’ who’ll do your bidding
Can’t wrangle me with the rest of the sheep
Can’t have my fire if you can’t take the heat

HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I WON’T COMPLY, I WILL DEFY YOU
HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I’M NOT YOUR SILENT PARTNER
HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I WON’T CONCEDE ‘CUZ I DON’T NEED YOU
HEY NOW, HEY NOW
YOU DON’T GET A SILENT PARTNER


HERE I COME IN MY BLACK BULLDOZER
BACK DOWN BEFORE YOU GET BACKED OVER
FUCK THE POSEURS, THE BROWN-NOSERS
I’M ALREADY CHECKED OUT

HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I WON’T COMPLY, I WILL DEFY YOU
HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I’M NOT YOUR SILENT PARTNER
HEY NOW, HEY NOW
I WON’T CONCEDE ‘CUZ I DON’T NEED YOU
HEY NOW, HEY NOW


©2018 J.H. Lane, All Rights Reserved

SILENT PARTNER

voicemail_3:49am(2fast2feel)

I made this as a theme song for my OC Micah Forger. I was originally going to have him voiced by YOHIOloid, but my parents wouldn't let me get the voicebank, so I sang it instead. If I ever do get the voicebank I'll remake it, but for now this is the prototype. And yes it is part of his lore that his mouth is sewn shut. 

Lyrics:
Shut your mouth, nobody cares
It's all just noise, nothing's there
What did you say? They can't hear, 
Somthing's off...

Since when did you hear me?
"Nevermind"s to people please.
Why can't you hear me?
I can't think clearly!
Stitch up my mouth, I don't complain,
Cause I'm better off dead, in the quiet game.

Open the mouth, talk over me,
Create the noise that we all see,
Oh, what did he say? "Listen to me, 
Nothing's wrong..."

How long could you hear me?
"Never minds" still people-please.
Why wouldn't you hear me? 
I think I'm speaking clearly!
Stitch up my mouth, rip out my tongue,
I'm better off dead, charades without fun.

(Hello? Can anybody hear me? Hello? Will anybody listen to me? I have something to say. Hello? Hello? Never mind.)

Why can't you listen to me?
Never minds will never please!
Why can't you hear me?
I guess I can't speak clearly!
Stitch up my mouth, rip out my tongue, 
Confusing tones, faulty inflection,
Stitch up my mouth, rip out my tongue,
You just don't care enough to listen!

Listener (original song prototype thingie)

(IM WORKING ON CHANGING MY URL SO DONT USE THE OLD ONE)
Hi there you can call me Webs!

Qualia Automata obsessed, Christian, artist, writer, self-taught, amateur musician, unhealthily enthusiastic about vocal synths. Please don’t be mean I usually only make visual art or written stories. I make vent and OC songs! I love telling stories and am always ready to talk about my characters! ^w^ 

A bunch of songs in progress but no motivation to make them yet :’)

(Working on convincing my mom to let me get some sort of social media where I can put my art/stories)

if it found you, it was meant for you.
🇲🇦

Songwright? Songmaker? Sonic Machinist? Dithyramber? Just don't call me a "songsmith". Seriously though, multi-instrumentalist (I play them all), vocalist and all-around creator of memorable musical compositions.

solo project from tucson, arizona
isabella

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