lyrics:

that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live forever

i'll kill you again just to live in your head
(and nothing i could say would make it alright)
and hating my guts will just raise your rent
(the guilt keeps me awake 'til sunrise)

that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live, that's how i'll live
that's how i'll live forever

i'm so full of myself is what i think
(that you're still hung up on me is presumptuous)
'cause i am embedded in how i think
(when i lost myself over nothing)

that's how you live, that's how you live
that's how you live, that's how you live
that's how you live, that's how you live
that's how you live forever

it kills me again and again who i am
i thought i was special i'm just a man

how to live forever

made this vocal layer for my cover of sister by venturing <3 free to download pls tag me if u sample it hehe 

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i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn
(oh, please come save me from myself, i'm so hyperbolic)
i will bleed out on my desk, if it makes me learn
(and he weaponizes me, only to be so much more)
it swells inside of me, my wrists will follow suit
(i'm doing what i love the most, and it still makes me pissed)
so i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn

(anxious dug nails dig the crease in my palms)

(i know that)
i said things were always this way, but i'm lying again
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
i quit what i love all the time and blame it on my friends
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
there's a prize outside my head [that] envy and wrath are trying to earn
(it's a built in part of me, i am a drama queen)
so i'll burn a hole in my head with a friction burn

friction burn

Hello, this was made by me, enjoy
ORIGINAL @02_26_2001
https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/believe

Venturing - Believe Flip

холодный взгляд [prod. by forzen]

she day-drinks until she hits me, i'm seeing stars
"enjoy the pyrotechnics"
and there's only a reason to want her gone
don't love the life i'm left with
replaying every time i should have had fun
she left me swollen and dented
when i look in her eyes, i turn into someone i'm not

would you tighten the leash on my neck?
i'll pray it makes a difference this time
will you hold me tight?
it doesn't end if i turn it off
would you brighten my eyes just this once?
i'll say nothing my mother won't like
say it'll be fine
when she hits me until i'm seeing stars

when she talks like she's me, i forget myself
with too easy an entrance
can't tell which one of us it is i want dead
are we interconnected?
would a guillotine or my palms brick my brain
in a quicker time?
and i don't want this life
if she's my legacy the day i'm gone

would you tighten the leash on my neck?
i'll pray it makes a difference this time
will you hold me tight?
it doesn't end if i turn it off
would you brighten my eyes just this once?
i'll say nothing my mother won't like
say it'll be fine
when she hits me until i'm seeing stars

seeing stars

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SPIRIT 43.2 HZ [SZN 02 EP 02]

the one of the first things ive done since releasing my first album, finally. Ghostholding AOTY 2025. enjoy this cool cover song and take care of yourselves <3

* LYRICS *
Mystery words I hear in my sleep
Nobody knows, I wouldn't tell if you told me
I don't know my name, you say that's concerning
Nobody knows, I wouldn't tell if you told me

If I'm a psychopath, then who are you for knowing that?
It's long, the cold will get you
I'll lease the clothes I have
I'm falling backwards in and out of my dream
I won't tell a soul, but they always say your name to me

Even when you can, don't be mad at me

Manmade lights in the sky and I'm in the pictures
Smoke in the air, cigarette sisters
Said something 'bout a girl, but you don't say you miss her
She's missing half the band, but we still go to see her

And I lied, and said I liked it like that
Only 'cause I got in for free
So, you tell me you're not stupid
Then why the hell did you stay with me?
You were right, I'm the type to rewrite history
I won't tell a soul, but they always say your name to me

Even when you can, don't be mad at me (blink and you'll miss it)
Even when you can, don't be mad at me
Even when you can, don't be mad at me (blink and you'll miss it)
Even when you can, don't be mad at me
Even when you can, don't be mad at me (dream-like precision)
(Dream-like precision)

Do you like the way I edge, or is it just a way of wasting time? (Blink and you'll miss it)
Fuel the fire, I wanna spend my money on something I like

I think I lost my mind
Nobody knows, I wouldn't tell if you told me
Nobody knows, I wouldn't tell if you told me

We don't exist (venturing cover)

originally written and performed by jane remover aka venturing:
https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/aberdeen-dream-sequence
@02_26_2001

You'd rather live to please
And die a virgin
Said you wanna go see the world
But you're stuck at work

If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
If you could go anywhere, would you wanna stay here?
If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
If you could go anywhere, would you wanna stay-

Aberdeen Dream Sequence (venturing cover)

https://soundcloud.com/marshall4-alt/creamsoda but better

ty for the love on the album happy pride <3

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introspective demo

lyrics:

remnants of sparks i lost years ago the day i fell in love
i just need something to hang on, a fuck you is good enough
swear i need a girl to tell me i'm okay and that i'm loved
my friend asked my intent and i lied to his face while i crossed my heart

now i see what it meant, all the thoughts in her head
it felt so good being objectified
it felt so good to fake being all that she'd take
now i'm mourning something that was never mine
i could plan it for years, all the things i should hear
but if its not quite her then it's never mind
every song that i write, everything in my life
pales in front of the mountain i'll never climb

crossed my heart

Hello. This is my fourth dariacore. 
Hope you enjoy, and happy pride.

Old synagogue where they brew dariacore 4000 years ago.

venturing cover
https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/crowd-control-no-control

no control

venturing cover
https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/vulture-city

vulture city

Blind (venturing cover)

how long as it been.. #jc

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