1. I must have Jesus in my whole life,                        
I must have Jesus in my life                         
In my walking, in my talking 
In my sleeping, in my waking 
I must have Him in my life.

2. I must have Jesus in my whole life,
I must have Jesus in my life
In my love and in my humor
In my sadness, in my anger
I must have Him in my life.

(Key Change)

3. I must have Jesus in my whole life,
I must have Jesus in my life
If I do this thing or that thing 
He must be in my deciding
I must have Him in my life.

4. I must have Jesus in my whole life,
I must have Jesus in my life
In my thinking, analyzing
In the spirit of my mind—
I must have Him in my life.

(Key Change)

5. I must have Jesus in my whole life,
I must have Jesus in my life
In my daily supplications
For my present consecrations
I must have Him in my life.

6. I must have Jesus in my whole life,
I must have Jesus in my life
He must be in every part—
Lord, make home in all my heart—
I must have Him in my life.
I must have Him in my life.


I Must Have Jesus!

1. Our God is a God of joy.
Enjoying Him is my strength.
His Spirit in mine anoints,
And gladness imparts today.
Forgetting all other things,
Of service and laboring,
But opening all my being,
Exultingly all I sing—

	My God is joy!
	His joy my strength.
	He fills my days
	With ceaseless praise.
	My God is love,
	Unspeakable,
	So wonderful,
	With glory full, oh God, become my joy today.

2. Abiding in Christ the Vine,
His living supply I take.
His joy is becoming mine,
By calling upon His name.
This fullness of joy in me
Displaces anxiety,
And fills me with utter peace,
For Christ is my everything!

My God Is Joy!

1. The Lord gave gifts to the churches,
Precious saints who love the Lord.
First apostles and prophets,
Speaking forth Christ as the word!
Then He gave some gifts as evangelists,
Who proclaim the gospel of Christ!
There are shepherd-teachers, feeding the saints.
But Lord, who am I?
 
CHORUS:
Lord, I’m ready and willing to be perfected by You,
Through the saints all around me, to build Your Body too!

2. Lord, I feel I’m unable to do what others can do.
As I look all around me, they all seem more useful to You.
But I see, dear Lord, I‘m here for Your need,
To build up Your church today!
And You gave these gifts that I may be trained,
Lord, perfect me, I pray!

3. In the church I’m perfected by the saints with the life supply.
I am growing and building, as I learn to minister Christ!
“Till we all arrive,” yes, this is our goal!
Every member builds today!
Lord, I give myself, Your Body to build.
Lord, for this now I pray!

Willing to Be Perfected

A new song recorded straight into my iPhone voice memos. It flips the notion of "blind faith" on its head to share a new perspective of how important it is to trust. A reminder that it's all working out - it always does. 

Blind Faith (Every Body Needs A Little Bit Sometimes)

"Hiding in plain sight, camouflage of a new world order, young grasshopper is a drip doctor..."
* Recorded in iPhone voice memo. L

Hiding in Plain Sight

A voice memo for my "VOICE MEMO DEMO PROJECT".  So many ideas sitting in my phone and I'm putting them out to give them life. I like that they're rough and unpolished. They are proof of concept and the art itself at the same time. I'm redefining what output needs to look like for me. 

Ethic

If You lead me a way that I know,
It would not benefit like the ways unknown.
As You lead me a way that I don’t understand,
I only can open to You.
 
This leads to thousands of conversations:
“Who are You, Lord? What shall I do?”
Each one forms a piece of our journey together,
An eternal memorial between me and You.

Thousands of Conversations

1. All thy griefs by Him are ordered,
  Needful is each one for thee;
All thy tears by Him are counted,
  One too much there cannot be;
And if while they fall so quickly
  Thou canst own His way is right,
Then each bitter tear of anguish
  Precious is in Jesus’ sight.

2. Far too well thy Savior loves thee
  To allow thy life to be
One long, calm, unbroken summer—
  One unruffled, stormless sea;
He would have thee fondly nestling
  Closer to His loving breast,
He would have that day seem brighter
  When alone is perfect rest.

All Thy Griefs By Him Are Ordered

1. This time I will not question,
This time I won’t go free,
This time I shall lie quiet,
This time He touches me.

CHORUS:
Do, Lord, what You will
Freely thus in me —
Without reservation;
All is well with me.

2. Though valleys seem forever,
Few hills, yea, far between,
I ask not for relief from
What’s measured out to me.

3. I know the way is narrow,
The course is long and rough;
As long as You are happy,
Your smile — it is enough.

This Time I Will Not Question

1. Are You the One who came from heav’n?
The mighty God who suffered the curse of sin and died,
And they pierced Your side.
Rose from the grave, You’re ever new;
You’ve sown in me the seed of life that grew
From sinner, poor and blind
To New Jerusalem.

CHORUS: 
I love You more
With all my heart, with all my soul,
(Oh, Love divine)
With all my strength, with all my mind;
Sweet, sweet repose.

2. Are You the One my heart has known?
Are You the One, my spirit has richly grown to love?
Oh come, Beloved
And with my lips, shall I confess
That deep in You my heart found rest
And peace as ocean’s depth?
Oh, fill me with Your breath!

Sweet, Sweet Repose

There Is A River

(Capo 2)
C G Am
1. There is a river flowing from the throne
C G Am
You know it flows to you and me
C G Bb-F
There is a river flowing in us all
Am G C C7
And it flows to eternity

Chorus:
F
So come on all you people
Am G
There’s a choice for you to make
Am7 G
Choose life, and know that it’ll suffice.
C G Bb-F
There is a river who is flowing still
Am G C
And His name is Jesus Christ.

2. There is a river and it washes you
Frees you from all your worldly chains
There is a river and it will not cease
Until only Christ remains.
Chorus:
So come on all you people
There’s a place where you can go
Freely come, without money without price
There is a river who has paid it all
His name is Jesus Christ

3. There is a river and it has a goal
To make us gold and precious stones
Stay in the river and enjoy the flow
So our God can gain His home
Chorus:
So come on all you people
Set your eyes upon the prize
The built-up church, the dwelling place of God
There is a river flowing towards the goal
C G C Am
The corporate Jesus Christ.
C G C
The corporate Jesus Christ.

References:

V1 & Chorus:
Rev 22:1 “And he showed me a river of water of life, bright as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb in the middle of its street.”

Deuteronomy 30:19 “I call heaven and earth to witness against you today: I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse; therefore choose life that you and your seed may live,”

John 4:14 “But whoever drinks of the water that I will give him shall by no means thirst forever; but the water that I will give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into eternal life.”

V2 & Chorus:
1 Corinthians 6:11 “And these things were some of you; but you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and in the Spirit of our God”

Isaiah 55:1 “Ho! Everyone who thirsts, come to the waters,/And you who have no money;/Come, buy and eat;/Yes, come, buy wine and milk/Without money and without price.”

Heb 9:12 “ And not through the blood of goats and calves but through His own blood, entered once for all into the Holy of Holies, obtaining an eternal redemption”

V3 & Chorus:
1 Corinthians 3:12 “But if anyone builds upon the foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, grass, stubble”

Ephesians 2:21-22 “In whom all the building, being fitted together, is growing into a holy temple in the Lord;/ In whom you also are being built together into a dwelling place of God in spirit.”

Ephesians 4:12-13 “For the perfecting of the saints unto the work of the ministry, unto the building up of the Body of Christ,/ Until we all arrive at the oneness of the faith and of the full knowledge of the Son of God, at a full-grown man, at the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ.”

Ephesians 1:22-23 “And He subjected all things under His feet and gave Him to be Head of all things to the church,/ Which is His Body, the fullness of the One who fills all in all.”

This song is from Spring 2015, just around the end of March, when Titus visited Colorado and Arizona for the first time, on a roadtrip with a bunch of (still) his favourite people on earth.

There Is A River

CHORUS:
Be Thou supreme, O Jesus Christ,
  Thy love has conquered me;
Beneath Thy Cross I die to self,
  And live alone to Thee.
 
1. Be Thou supreme, O Jesus Christ,
  Nor creed, nor form, nor word,
Nor holy Church, nor human love,
  Compare with Thee, my Lord!

2. Be Thou supreme, O Jesus Christ,
  My inmost being fill;
So shall I think as Thou dost think,
  And will as Thou dost will.

3. Be Thou supreme, O Jesus Christ,
  Thy life transfigure mine;
And through this veil of mortal flesh,
  Lord, let Thy splendor shine.

4. Be Thou supreme, O Jesus Christ,
  My soul exults in Thee;
To be Thy slave, to do Thy will,
  Is my felicity.

Be Thou Supreme

okay, enjoy your life

angelina.

don't change a thing.

i don’t think i’ll last too long.
cause a star seems to shine brightest right before it’s gone.
i don’t know how long i’ll last.
cause it’s hard moving on when nobody moves from your past.
all my peers and cares have left me.
all i pick and carry’s heavy.
i’m fighting something much too strong.
all my thoughts are aching.
all my pride is shaken.
i’m not fast enough to outrun.

last.

all of you.

mars.

demos because i pay for therapy not studio time.

Simple voice memos 🎶

2025:
- reunion w/ titus (pt.4) ✅
- songs dave wrote (w/ peter) ✅
- old recordings w trndywndy ✅
- YP songs w/ Tony
- singapore/taiwan trip
- hs conference songs (the good land)
- children songs (pt.3)

New tracks tagged #voicememo