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An Angel's Summer

Song: worth it
Artist: freyaexee
Producer(s): freyaexee x ognickkk
Visual Artist: Idekaya on VGen

LYRICS!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Chorus]
I cannot explain why I’m so fucked up  (fucked up) 
You could probably say I’ve been through rough stuff (rough stuff) 
Every waking second I feel nothing (nothing) 
Maybe all my conscious isn’t worth it (worth it) 
I’ve been steady climbing, but I’m locked up (locked up) 
Mental back and forth, it’s giving push and shove (push and shove) 
Fighting everyday just to feel something (something) 
Find another way to feel I’m worth it...

[Verse1]
(Yeah) Find another way, to feel worth it! (Okay, Okay) 
How did you noticed that I am hurting? (Okay, Okay) 
How did you noticed the life I’m burning? (Okay, Okay) 
We wasn’t talking because I’m working (Okay) 
Working on myself, working on my fucking health (Yeah) 
Working to get back up on my feet
I’m feeling like I’ve dealt (Uh, Uh) 
So much fucking pain
upon the ones who hold me closer (Uh, Uh) 
I’m just lost, I cannot see
it’s way too dark to find your shoulder (Okay) 
Oh my god... There I go again
Blame shit on myself again
Cause I’m really lost.. I feel alone
I feel I lost a friend
So much of my time is feeling down
and no one recommends
They ask I’m okay? I say I’m fine
Cause I don’t need to spend
All of my time crying
Cause I’m trying
To get back at it (Yeah, Uh, Uh) 
All they do is pry in
They keep eyeing
Cause I’m back rapping (Yeah, Uh, Uh) 
I don’t spend time lying
It’s so siding
I’m no mannequin (Yeah, Uh, Uh) 
All your lyrics drying
ain’t no shining
Steven King laughing (Yeah, Uh, Uh) 

[Chorus]
(ahhh)
I cannot explain why I’m so fucked up (ah, ah) 
You could probably say I’ve been through rough stuff (ah, ah) 
Every waking second I feel nothing (ah, ah) 
Maybe all my conscious isn’t worth it (uh x16) 
I’ve been steady climbing, but I’m locked up 
Mental back and forth, it’s giving push and shove 
Fighting everyday just to feel something 
Find another way to feel I’m worth it

[Verse2]
(uh x16)
Don’t just give up now
because I called you trash
Pick yourself back up
make a song 
Make one that will last
Be like Marshal Mathers
Pull that inner strength right out of you
Make sure that you’re worthy
Even if they hate the sight of you
Make sure that you slide up on a beat (Beat) 
that makes you feel like you’re the one (You're the one) 
Double back and shoot your shot (Shot) 
You know it’s a game for some (Some) 
But I know you ain’t that dumb (Dumb) 
We don’t tote no guns for fun (Fun) 
It’s all talk on top a drum- (Drum) 
Beat, these lyrics make me numb (Numb) 
Ive been stressing bout my life
and I know talking be like medicine (uh, uh) 
Ive been medicated way long before
I got me those amphetamines (aghh) 
My migraines got so bad
Just rapping was like ketamine
Got tranquilized, by writing rhymes
My whole world on a trampoline (no, no) 
I’m jumping up and down
It’s like my vision ain’t working (no, no) 
Can’t see who came around
Because they blurry, they turning (no, no) 
Don’t get no satisfaction
cause I’m stuck here, concerning (no, no) 
That’s why I crash my problems
I’m watching, they burning
(yeah)

[Chorus]
(uh x16)
I cannot explain why I’m so fucked up (ah, ah) 
You could probably say I’ve been through rough stuff (ah, ah) 
Every waking second I feel nothing (ah, ah) 
Maybe all my conscious isn’t worth it-

[Post-Chorus]
Alright, we’ll be right back-

~~ENDING~~

worth it

*A girl in the distance sips on some beer*

??: Nothing beats a cold beer on a day like this
??: *hic*
??: Not sure if this is how I want my first introduction to be..

*the girl finishes her drink and throws the glass into the bushes*

Kiko: Names Kiko
Kiko: It isn't often we get new viewers showing up to *hic* our streams anymore

*she sits down, leaning against a nearby tree*

Kiko: Today is my day off from my part-time job
Kiko: But I didn't expect a viewer so soon..
Kiko: So forgive my rudeness 
Kiko: *hic*

*Kiko points towards the tree*

Kiko: It's almost dinner time
Kiko: My sister should be coming by soon
Kiko: I'm too.. drunk.. to deal with any loud noise so.. if you could kindly hide behind the tree until she goes
Kiko: No telling what she'll do if she spots a first time viewer..

015. Drunken Girl

???: Wake up..
???: You mustn't lose hope in your dreams
???: Fight on!

> Continue      > End Stream

011. Mission Failed

*Sparks of electricity flow through your body
*Wirewere gives a small but noticeable smile

[FIGHT] [ACT] [ITEM] [MERCY]

009. Cyber Attack

??: Camera's rolling.. 
??: and we're live

??: Welcome, Viewer
??: To our newest broadcast
??: VIRTUALLY BOUNDED
??: My name is Kokon and if I'm correct in what i'm seeing..

Kokon: You are new to this virtual world
Kokon: That is alright, as they say, we should always make a new viewer feel welcomed and safe in the community

Kokon: Let me explain just what we do to newcomers like you around here


003. (ฅ'ω'ฅ)

https://soundcloud.com/shiro-beats
https://soundcloud.com/halacg-music
Ironmouse - https://www.youtube.com/@IronMouseParty
Bubi - https://www.twitch.tv/bubivt
Original - https://soundcloud.com/shiro-beats/cry-for-me-wa-wa-wa-mix-4-wav

Ironmouse x Bubi x HalaCG x shirobeats - Cry For Me (ShaggyBoi Rock Vers.)

Unison　宝鐘マリン

hololive
Youtube → https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VIeV_LZXHM

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Unison(亜CUE間_ゐづまBootleg)【FREE DL】

This does not belong to me! It belongs to the singers and management of FSP EN

Alice in N.Y. / ver. FSP EN

メルティランドナイトメア_covered by ANCOT

About me below —>

I’ll make this aesthetic/add more one day ✌️(aka never, I’m too lazy)

I’ll upload songs that arent on SoundCloud, with proper credit of course. Once they release on SoundCloud, they will get taken down ^^

I might also make playlists. Depends on my mood ☺️👍

“💚” - I need this to live. Take it/them away and I will cease to exist. And I will drag you down with me. <3

Info!

Name: Koh

Pronouns: He/they/it

Age range: minor 👍 (please dni if you are 20+, tyty)

Labels: Transmasc, Finsexual, Cupioromantic

Interests: Project Sekai (WxS), Composition, Kpop, 
international music, Genshin 💚, Apothecary Diaries, Danmei 💚, Alien Stage / Zombie Stage, mdzs, tgcf 💚, Yaoi 💚, etc

Favorite artists: Yu Peng Chen, Starii, Xlov 💚, I-dle, Alice Syndrome, Tally Hall,  Wonderland X Showtime, the alnst crew (too lazy to name all the artists), Mazari 💚, Jvke, John Micheal Howell, etc. 
———
DNI if you: are Homophobic/Transphobic/Racist/you get the point, hate xlov (why…….they are angels…), want to know my personal information, plan to take over the world, etc etc
———
Before you contact me:
- I am a minor. Keep that in mind. 
- I won’t always be active. I have a life outside of this. 
- I’ll try to respond to you, but sometimes I will forget. It’s nothing against you, I have a lot going on irl. 
- You are always welcome to vent to me! But please ask before doing so. This is for my own mental health ^^

> Stable Connection <

Sit back and enjoy the show as we delve into the world of vtubers

Мой никнейм ShaggyBoi. Я пишу музыку и делюсь с ней. Дальнейших планов не могу сказать, потому что я сам не знаю, куда меня это заведёт. Я уже писал музыку под другими никнеймами (Forrest, NisVad, Five Dead Nights, A3$3 и т.д.). Могу сказать точно, что музыка будет разной.
ENG: My nickname is ShaggyBoi. I write music and share it. I can't say what my future plans are because I don't know where this will lead me. I've already written music under other nicknames (Forrest, NisVad, Five Dead Nights, A3$3, etc.). I can say for sure that the music will be different.

Alumni With a Bachelor's degree in Film Music & Soundtrack Production

I am a freelance Video Games Composer who specializes in Cinematic Orchestra, and several different Genres under my belt such as Metal, 8-Bit, Synthwave, Jazz, Funk, Rock, Electro, Trance etc. the list can go on.

My main musical background is working on original soundtracks for Video Games, however, I have also begun to cross paths into Film and TV scoring.

~formally kolbert~
"worth it" out everywhere sept 25 🩷
album in the works ✨

刺身さしさし、煮物にもにも。

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