nick6383 & hauntingclaire - christmas lights prod. 6383

hauntingclaire - this world is gonna die (grayskies)

everything by me <3

lyrics:

hold me close & keep me steady 
know you let me down already 
i’m never good at controlling my breathin’
i’ll self destruct & then it stops & ceases 

i’ve never been too good at coping, 
why do you believe that i’m hopeless?
i’m as capable of change as you are 
and then the screaming stops & restarts 

there, is a devil in my body 
it’s eating at my heartbeat 
it’s waiting for it stop & go away
i know it can’t breathe in this vessel,
life was all so superficial 
i’m so tired of lying, i need to die or change

i never seem to see the threat, 
until it comes to get me
and then it holds me steady, & takes it all away 
all i ever wanted was to be human,
i don’t want to be useless 
i need repairs & i need fixing
i’m just a toy for you to break 

there, is a devil in my body 
it’s eating at my heartbeat 
it’s waiting for it stop & go away 
i know it can’t breathe in this vessel,
life was all so superficial 
i’m so tired of lying, i need to die or change

Inhuman

produced by @w6lker <3
cover art drawn by https://instagram.com/vuelure

lyrics:

push me to the edge like you don’t know what you’re doing
i can hear it walk around, damn i know i hear it moving
there’s a sickness in my head & in the end i will pursue it
i’ve got a blade in my sternum, going deeper in the bruises

ladies & gentlemen, it’s my final show
let me show you how deep i’ll go in my flesh & bone
this performance, baby it might be the death of me, the death of me
virus spreading, not a single remedy, remedy

salvation is six feet deep & two feet wide,
can i still find my grave in time?
use me till there’s nothing left,
i want you to kill me with your medicine
abandonment, desolation
freezing, we’re isolated
showtime, we’re barely breathing
hundreds of voices bleating
encore upon the stage, look how we slip away
giving them all my pain, this is the great escape

string me up & rip me limb from limb now,
choking on my words, it's hard to breathe out
stick yr fingers down my throat to hurt me,
i am dying slow & they're not worried

drugs to get me by & maybe help me,
clown, just bring a gun and fucking end me
scared of theaters, i'm still getting stage fright
can't wait to leave it, i can't wait to die cause

salvation is six feet deep & two feet wide,
can i still find my grave in time?
use me till there’s nothing left,
i want you to kill me with your medicine
abandonment, desolation
freezing, we’re isolated
showtime, we’re barely breathing
hundreds of voices bleating
encore upon the stage, look how we slip away
giving them all my pain, this is the great escape

Salvation

everything by me

lyrics: 

you always said i was yr angel, yr pet 
and when i’m not talking to you, all i wanna be is dead
ripped out my lungs for you to breathe,
it’s really been a lonely week
even though you won’t hear this song,
i still want you to notice me
i never wanted to leave 

and if it’s over, then it’s done, turn out all the lights 
i’m drinking til’ i forget the color of both yr eyes 
i hate myself, at least i’m feeling somethin’
stalk yr page and wish it never happened 

i’d send the message, but yr nvr gonna get it 
so the next best option is take pills, and just forget her
i can’t speak, i’m sedated, i know you used to hate it 
doesn’t matter, i can’t get out of bed 
i don’t want you happy if it’s not with me
all i wanna do now, is see him bleed
you don’t deserve to be loved,
deal with the consequences without a giving a fuck 
i’m never letting it go, i’m never giving it up

don’t wanna talk about it
you already left me alone, 
but you still talk about me?
falling down, my footing is gone
spiral, until it stops like vinyl 
i don’t believe i’m coming down, 
the walls are still spinning around 
and then i’m passing out

punch, and kick, scream, and cry

(and i know i’m on my way out, about to make my way down)

i’d kill to kick his throat, until he'd die

(but i’ll leave you both alone now, i think i need to lie down)

and if it’s over, then it’s done, i guess i never cared 
but i still miss the feeling, and i’m ripping out all of my hair 
anxious, i’m trying not to vomit 
hiding my face with a blanket,
now you’re doing what you wanted 
and i don’t wanna see it 

i’d send the message, but yr nvr gonna get it 
so the next best option is take pills, and just forget her
i can’t speak, i’m sedated, i know you used to hate it 
doesn’t matter, i can’t get out of bed 
i don’t want you happy if it’s not with me
all i wanna do now, is see him bleed
you don’t deserve to be loved,
deal with the consequences without a giving a fuck 
i’m never letting it go, i’m never giving it up

Wishing to forget

sorry, my voice has been fucked as of recent lol
w/ @disoc8

lyrics:
@w6lker
take a picture of us both whenever I walk in the room
high as fuck I'm booted up and now I'm walking on the moon
nodding off I'm in the corner & I don't know what to do 
driving drunk without a license ,, get pulled over & we're screwed
need to run it up, run n get yr money up 
if i could wish for anything then i would wish for hella drugs
check yr bitches phone cos i'm sure she wants to fuck with us
i'm tryna get hella drunk
smirnoff, come n pour me up

tell me, what you want now
i know you want me, so you can come lay down inside my bed
take it, take it off now
come and fuck me
i cannot get you out of my head

@disoc8
ok bby take a pic
c me nodding off on all these sedatives
real shit
im off all these drugz js 4 the fuck of it

suicidal club u know we poppin black bars
i'm off molly it's xtc turn my pupils into heartz
got this emo bitch next 2 me, knew i needed from the start
idc im on ketamine im still hoppin in my car

ya do u like me? cuz i like u 2 
whats ur favourite drug i can get it 4 u
ya im the most fucked up in the whole room
like fuck one dose, give me two

@w6lker
tell me, what you want now
i know you want me, so you can come lay down inside my bed
take it, take it off now
come and fuck me
i cannot get you out of my head

Tuci w/ disoc8

everything by me

lyrics:

dragging and scratching your nails down my chest,
with your voice in my head, i can't get any rest
i can still feel your dead hands clutching my arm
staring and piercing yr gaze thru my heart
i didn't wanna do it, please trust me, no i didn't
i just need to stop the screaming, there's no other way to fix it
graveside, i watched the starlight
and as her soul leaves, it'll be the right time

-

as pale as the moon with yr skin on mine,

the color slowly shifts to grey inside yr dark green eyes

and for what you've done to me baby, you owe me yr life

these days i don't feel so well, 

from one lover to another, i'll see you in hell

-

moments passing, time keeps flashing
from the bedroom, heard her windows cracking
please stop crying, please quit weeping
i'll do my best to make it quick and easy

my head ii running around the room
i've given this all up for you
yr face blushing scarlet
the color of a stab wound
detached from yr body, i nvr rly knew you
you're just a harlot, i know they'll forget you

-

as pale as the moon with yr skin on mine,

the color slowly shifts to grey inside yr dark green eyes

and for what you've done to me baby, you owe me yr life

these days i don't feel so well, 

from one lover to another, i'll see you in hell

Cruelty

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