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i_just_need_to_jump

If you’re struggling, it’s okay to share your feelings. To start, you could copy one of these pre-written messages and send it to a trusted contact.

- When you get a chance can you contact me? I feel really alone and suicidal, and could use 
   some support.
- I don’t want to die, but I don't know how to live. Talking with you may help me feel safe. Are you 
   free to talk?
- This is really hard for me to say but I’m having painful thoughts and it might help to talk. Are you 
   free?

prod. neverforever
त्वरित पुनरुद्धार नियम
قواعد الإحياء السريع
правила быстрого оживления
more life more life more life

get lost

frustratingly there are tracks that i'm not one hundred percent a fan of, but i feel like i can't do a whole lot to help it. helpless. unfortunately, this is one of those tracks.

regardless, i like it enough to put it out.
feedback feedback feedback.

end of the world

it keeps me up at night
just replays
in my head
over and over
and over

maybe it's not so bad

but it feels like i'm nobody now

embarrassed

after years
i thought you had a lover
did you block me because he told you to?

you want to talk in these cryptic ways

or am i delusional

i dreamt of you for the first time in years
because i saw this.

scar

this song doesn't solve anything

i hate this kind of music
i prefer the original speed

ill group the two different speeds together

when all falls

this is the first song i've made in weeks
full one at least
i'm in a really bad slump
i hate feeling like this.

i told someone recently
this account is a diary
this is true

as i've stated before, my biggest fear is failing myself
i hate the fact that i pour my heart and soul into this art form
and i don't get the same thanks that other people get

people i used to be involved with
people who have next to no talent

why do they get a big crowd
when is it my turn
what do i have to do to receive that praise

forgotten

i made at least five songs and i didn't drop them
every single one of them i didn't like

i've been getting so much support i'm worried my things won't be up to par
everyone is so nice
everyone is so lovely
i couldn't be more thankful

i hope this doesn't disappoint

bathroom floor

stuck in a drought
all i can think about is what we had
what it used to be

scared to fail myself
and let down the audience

i'm sorry, i fell sick.

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