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🔥 Backed Up – Song Insight & Lyrics 🔥
🔻 Backed Up – Song Insight

Some songs are heartfelt. Some are deep.

This is not one of those songs.

Backed Up is a hilariously over-the-top anthem of frustration, a battle cry for anyone who has ever been denied, delayed, or left to their own devices when all they needed was a little cooperation.

With a smooth, upbeat dance beat and a voice that sounds way too sincere for what’s actually being said, this track takes relationship standoffs to a whole new level of absurdity.

It’s funny. It’s desperate. It’s real.
And if you don’t get the joke? Well… you might be the problem.

🔻 Backed Up – Lyrics

Verse 1
I can tell how long it's been,
This anxious feeling's eating me within.
I don't know how to hide,
I don't want anyone else; isn't that the point?

Chorus
Days turn into nights, no reprieve in sight,
I could do it myself, but it's just not the same.
When it's inside you, I feel sane,
But now I'm on the edge, about to break the chain.

Verse 2
Your scent, your skin, your lips so fine,
You're playing hard to get, but I'll always be on your line.
You might be proving a point, but I'll be your ride,
Do or die, through the highs and the lows, I'll be by your side.

Chorus
Days turn into nights, no reprieve in sight,
I could do it myself, but it's just not the same.
When it's inside you, I feel sane,
But now I'm on the edge, about to break the chain.

Bridge
My clothes don't fit right; I'm all bunched up inside,
Backed up and mean, I just need you to step aside.
You said I'd always be the one,

Chorus
Days turn into nights, no reprieve in sight,
I could do it myself, but it's just not the same.
When it's inside you, I feel sane,
But now I'm on the edge, about to break the chain.

Outro
Remember this next time you ache,
And your patience wears thin.
I won't be tripping, but you made a mistake,
If I wanted this, I'd have found another way.
Negotiating for something so simple,
The world is swell unless you're taken hostage,
By Marital bliss.

(Speaking)
Shh... He knows I'm not playing; don't worry, baby, I handled it myself.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

Some songs make you think.
Some songs make you cry.
This one makes you laugh, shake your head, and say, “Damn, I’ve been there.”

Backed Up is a comedy disguised as a club track, a protest song for the impatient, and the anthem for anyone who’s ever felt personally victimized by the lack of cooperation in their love life.

At the end of the day, there are only two types of people in this world:

Those who understand the struggle.
Liars.
Play it loud. Dance it out. And if they still don’t get the message?
Well… you know what to do.

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Backed Up (Explicit)

why me? why always me? // itachi uchiha // sasuke uchiha

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Numba 1 (DJ Toilet Water & Poep Vlek "NUMBA 2" Edit)(NON COPYRIGHT WE GOT THE RIGHTS)

Prod. @Grayera & @drewthearchitect 
Oh, why me.. Why me

(Verse) 
just a matter of time
It goes wrong again
just a matter of time
Oh, why me?  Why me?
(x2)

(Chorus) 
I won't change for you 
I never wanted to
I won't change for you 
I won't listen to you 
(x2)

Just a matter of time (prod. Drew The Architect & Grayera)

……

Its the end of you

……


Why you tryna bring 
Your ass back

Everybody telling me
That you a heart attack

I just need to let you go

You trying to break down my home

Let you go, need to let you go
Need to put you out 
On your own

Need to let you go
This is the end of you

End of you, the end of you
Running in circles like
Merry- Go

I just need to let you go
This is the end of you

Why me, oh why me

Every night we fighting
You know i dont like it

Tryna take my life
Because you never like it
(Ahhh, ahhhh)

One, two, four
Had to skip the three 
For you break me more

Dont know which way
Ima go i dont know

Heart six deep like he
Stand on my soul
(Ahhhh, ahhhh)

Take me now
Take me now

I just wanna get out now
Get out now

End of you, the end of you
Running in circles like
Merry- Go

I just need to let you go
This is the end of you

Why me, oh why me

Every night we fighting
You know i dont like it

Tryna take my life
Because you never like it
(Ahhh, ahhhh)

Why choose me
Left me for a friend 
Thats dead indeed

Then you wanna text me
Acting like we besties

I wish she could open
Up your phone

And see the difference
Funny she complaining

While you the one 
Steady painting
The picture

You enjoy your life 
No i do not miss you

End of you, the end of you
Running in circles like
Merry- Go

I just need to let you go
This is the end of you

Why me, oh why me

Every night we fighting
You know i dont like it

Tryna take my life
Because you never like it
(Ahhh, ahhhh)

Why you tryna bring 
Your ass back

Everybody telling me
That you a heart attack

I just need to let you go

You trying to break down my home

Let you go, need to let you go
Need to put you out 
On your own

Need to let you go
This is the end of you

End of you
Ahh

Let you go
End of you
Why
No, no, no


Let You Go, End Of You

Thinking bout what I really wanna say,


Been a while since I felt this pain, 


Under cover, didn't feel that rain,


Thought I recovered, but I feel the same,


Thinking bout what I really wanna play,


It's OB Wanya,


Boy with the mop fade,

Never had a lot, they,

Left me to rot,

Let em see me, but they not,

Seeing, 

Under the scenes,

They all suck like a leech,

But there's poison in me,

So it's manslaughter, I be,

Just 

Killing em with kindness,

Got a lot a rhymes, it's 

Second nature to me,

Got the key,

Should I unlock this?

Monster inside me?

Pause... we ain't fucking,

Bet I'm gonna hit it though,

Go and get my belt, aye,

Hit em with a give and go,

I lobbed it to myself, aye,

Way that I be living, 

I just rap and sell, aye,

It's such a blur,

Need binoculars,

That wouldn't work,

Stay away from the herd,

Keep going,

You moving fast,

You ain't first, you ain't last,

Keep going,

Just on a path, 

You can't step on the grass,

We going,

Down to the lab,

We gon' bring up the past,


You need,


Therapy


Why all the wrong people care for me?


Up in my head, a place I'm scared to be,


They want me there, but they weren't there for me, no


Feel like I'm moving way too carefully,


Yeah I got some, I ain't sharing these, no


I need more, it seems fair to me, for sure,


Feel like the devil always daring me,


Yeah, you write (right), you need some therapy,


What you mean? 

Oh,

I mean, you go the world on your back,

Let it spill on a track,

Never move like a rat,

You around a bunch of rats though,

Tripping I ain't reached the plateau,

What a asshole,

Acting like I hit a peak,

Nigga, what you mad for?

Keep on growing,

Keep on going,

Nobody can stop where I'm going,

And I know it,

Yeah, I know up in my head, 

Ive had some thoughts, I wish I'm dead,

But I'm the best, 

And nothing less,

I just be stressed,

There's no contest,

I gotta grow,


Don't be sharing all these flows,

But I know,

Everything that I create,

It's all alone,

In its own category,

All these raps became my story,

And I coulda been on Maury,

Yeah, my thoughts my be getting gory,

But, I'm more than what planned for me,

Love who understanding me,

Never hate a soul, 

But I'm tryna say this candidly,

Fuck y'all niggas,

Fuck you too, bitch,

Never wished death on anybody but myself,

I need some,


Therapy,


Why all the wrong people care for me?


Up in my head, a place I'm scared to be,


They want me there, but they weren't there for me, no


Feel like I'm moving way too carefully,


Yeah I got some, I ain't sharing these, no


I need more, it seems fair to me, for sure,


Feel like the devil always daring me,


Yeah, you write (right), you need some therapy,


Why my brothers never cared for me?


Man on fire, get the kerosene,


They want me there, but still they scared to see,


The man I am, when they ain't cherished me,


Yeah I got some, and it's fair to me,


I need more, and I ain't sharing these,


Feel like the devil, he took care of me,


Yeah, you write (right), you need some therapy...

Therapy



Why me
Why me 
Why me

Why me 
Not you, not her and not them

We dont gotta try to 
Keep it on brim


Like where you gotta go
Playing on my mind
Like Mk Ultra rays
Like damn

You didn’t wanna keep me
In the mix
Treating me like ima side dish

Ah nigga please
Don’t try me
Don’t try me nah

I just wanna find out
Why you tryna tell me
Everything i need to do
When you dont even help me

No way, no way

Ahhh

No way , no way

Like what we gon do
How we gon play

I dont know the rules
You are the one the made the game

Tryna tell me that
We are just one inside the same

You aint even mention
Your name

Mention your
Ahh
Ooh

Make some room
Im hella uncomfortable
What is the altitude

I dont think i like
Your attitude

Ahh

Why me 
Not you, not her and not them

We dont gotta try to 
Keep it on brim


Like where you gotta go
Playing on my mind
Like Mk Ultra rays
Like damn

You didn’t wanna keep me
In the mix
Treating me like ima side dish

Ah nigga please
Don’t try me
Don’t try me nah

Why me 
Not you, not her and not them

We dont gotta try to 
Keep it on brim


Like where you gotta go
Playing on my mind
Like Mk Ultra rays
Like damn

You didn’t wanna keep me
In the mix
Treating me like ima side dish

Ah nigga please
Don’t try me
Don’t try me nah



Why Me!

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"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Tell the world a little bit about yourself. The shorter the better.

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