did some vocals for my friends @leavesofabsense a while back. 

download the 'loa1' album for free on BC:
https://leavesofabsense.bandcamp.com/album/loa1

"followed you home
i wanted to see
i wanted
rain pouring down
wanted to see
wanted to see"

Vocals and lyrics by Wildsilences


loa1

Free DL

leaves of absense - railroad (feat. Wildsilences)

Haunting remix of my song by the amazing @wane-of-summer !

Free download here:
https://soundcloud.com/wane-of-summer/wildsilences-coffin-to-coffinx

Original Art by CuriousHunter on Pixabay:
https://pixabay.com/users/curioushunter-39794777/

"the house is so dark without you here
change me
i was certain 
there are things alive in here
vampire, change me
black as the night
red as the line you draw
grey as the cries of the fallen
change me
it's not what i expected
i feel so cold
don't leave me alone in here
it's cold, it's dark and i'm afraid
don't leave me alone in here
i'm still alive"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

Coffin to Coffin, Dark to Dark  (Wane of Summer Remix)

Beautiful and haunting original music by https://soundcloud.com/the-web-1 !
Vocals, arrangement and experimental mix by me.

Original Cover Art by THE WEB. Edited version by me.

Check out "THE WEB - darkbird" on SoundCloud:
https://soundcloud.com/the-web-1/the-web-darkbird

Watch the 'darkbird' video on YT:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCFeSs-ODbg

"I feel sad for expecting too much joy
instead of...
I only wanted you
I wanted to be the only one
I only wanted you
I feel sad
only wanted you
I wanted Dead to only want me
only wanted you
I wanted to be the only memory
at midnight"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

THE WEB - darkbird (Wildsilences Experiment) [Shadow Version]

A huge thank you to LSTree for giving me permission to experiment with his incredible track.

All awesome music by https://soundcloud.com/lstree !
Vocals, arrangement and experimental mix by me.

Check out his amazing original track here:
https://soundcloud.com/lstree/lstree-darkmatter

"fill my gravestone with your broken hearts
fill my darkness with your broken bones
fill my heartache with your soul
fill my brokenness with gold
darkness with my sorrow
i'm the silence and the stone
can you find me lost in forever
can you bring me home
can you find me lost in the night
always holding on to the light
i don't have the wings to know
i don't have the light to show
cloak of storms
i'm the wind in the trees
i am just the feathers
i'm the silence and the stone
i'm the glass and i'm the glow"

Lyrics by Wildsilences



LSTree - Dark Matter (Wildsilences Experiment)

'Fragments of Songs (Minimixes)' album now on Bandcamp.
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fragments-of-songs-minimixes

“so night falls and everybody leaves
no one is searching for me
broken and i am

i love you
and you were mine
heartbeat lost in the sound
my face a shadow

catch a falling star with my emotion
we’re not the same they say
they’re afraid, they’re afraid
we might feel their pain
this is not real

i wish you were here
i wish the silence

will you be home soon
empty halls, battered silences
rain fades with the afternoon
listening to the radio as a car falls
and kills the man in the moon
will you be home soon

i am the quiet
i am silence
i hear you call
silence
i find your whispers on the walls

whispers in the night
i hear them
whispers in the dark
i hear them
whispers in the dark
call out to me

all my words are lies
i pretend that you are fine
in the dead of night we’re all the same
in the dead everyone is right
i’m a butterfly and you’re a daydream
and i wish we could fly
all my words are lies
i don’t know what to say
how do i explain what i believe into words
when all you hear is silence
all you believe is darkness
but all you see is this hole that you’re in
staring at the stars
staring at the whys
staring at the i don’t know what
you’re a dragondfly
and i’m a daydream
oh i wish we could i wish we could fly
i wish we could i wish we could try
i wish we could i wish we could fly

girl with no name i am
prison of glass
wings broken in half

only a dream

skin the soul
pour the silence in a glass
drink it down
taking all
skin the soul

no one can hear me if i cry
yeah i stay i stay strong
broken and i am

i don’t wanna be lonely
i don’t wanna be
i don’t wanna be lonely
anymore
there’s magic in the heartbeat
no i don’t wanna be lonely
lonely anymore
i don’t wanna feel like i’m slipping
and i don’t i don’t wanna fall
so much more to me
so much more to see
something in here can be loved
i don’t wanna be lonely
lonely anymore
i don’t wanna feel fragile
vulnerable
i just wanna be complete


stardust
and all you see is the ghost in me
i am, i was, so alone
you found me
waiting for you

we searched for your ghost
searched for your song
lost, lost, lost again
lost, lost, lost in the dust
like a ghost, cloaked in the unseen
we searched for you
lost among the stones
among the night
lost, lost,
searched for you among the song
among, in the dust
like a ghost
you are lost to me
like a shadow
you are lost to me
lost, lost, lost again
lost, lost, lost
you are lost to me”

Lyrics by Wildsilences

Some of the complete songs on the Minimixes album can be found here:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fractured-silences-remixes-welcome-part-1

i still have a lot of old stuff to upload on Bandcamp, so follow me if you wish to receive alerts of new uploads. 

Fragments of Songs (Minimixes)

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Memories of Ghosts (Minimix)

a side project with my awesome friend @aqwan . check out @liluandtheghost !

my original song:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/track/as-the-lights-dim

"so many lies as the lights dim
as the lights dim
a mask we've worn so long
as the lights dim
i don't know which mask is my own
running to you as the lights dim
feeling your touch through the rain
a sea of grass, a window pane"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

the formative years

lilu and the ghost - as the lights dim

A huge thank you to LSTree for giving me permission to experiment with his awesome track!

All awesome music by https://soundcloud.com/lstree !
Check out the original track here:
https://soundcloud.com/lstree/lstree-darkmatter

Vocals, arrangement and experimental mix by me.

This is another more ambient-ish version of my experiment.
You can listen to my original version here: 
https://soundcloud.com/wildsilencez/lstree-dark-matter

"fill my gravestone with your broken hearts
fill my darkness with your broken bones
fill my heartache with your soul
fill my brokenness with gold
darkness with my sorrow
i'm the silence and the stone
can you find me lost in forever
can you bring me home
can you find me lost in the night
always holding on to the light
i don't have the wings to know
i don't have the light to show
cloak of storms
i'm the wind in the trees
i am just the feathers
i'm the silence and the stone
i'm the glass and i'm the glow"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

LSTree - Dark Matter (Wildsilences Experiment) [Lost in Forever]

"mirror mirror on the wall
who's the most beautiful of them all
who's the most daring, the most divine
who’s the most sheltered, unbelievable
once, i let you feel my heartbeat
i let you feel close
mirror mirror on the wall
who’s the most beautiful of them all
who’s the most daring, the most divine
who’s the most sheltered, unbelievable”

Lyrics by Wildsilences

Mirror

"moongirl i see you shine
out there where the rainbows dance
moongirl starlit skies
i can hear you
don’t you know
for so long
feel you close to me
floating
in the dark
in the dark you shine
shine for me
as we shimmer it seems like
i am lost"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

Moongirl

"if you could see
 you
i'm so in love that i shine
if you could see 
how beautiful
we are"

Lyrics by Wildsilences

“into the blue
i am just a diamond heart
wash away these tears that fall
with the rain, frozen heart
upon a dream”

Lyrics by Wildsilences

Upon a dream

--In the fictional language of Dovahzul (Dragon Language) from the video game series The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, "dovah" means "dragon". It can also be used as a pronoun meaning "me" when a dragon speaks. The word "dovah" is used in various terms like "Dovahkiin" (Dragonborn), "Dovahgul" (Dragonlord), and "Dovahsebrom" (Dragonheart), all related to dragons and their lore within the game.--

Cover Art Credit: my personal photo of an awesome glitch in Skyrim where i was able to ride a skeleton dragon :)

"standing on the bridge
thoughts like glass and I
scales like mirrors
reflecting hearts and bones
listen to the wind
feel the leaves
falling to the earth
holding on to fire and ice
scales like mirrors
reflecting hearts and bones
listen to the wind
feel the leaves
falling to the earth
I can feel the heat
broken girl
standing on the bridge
thoughts like glass and I
scales like mirrors
reflecting hearts and bones
and you
listen to the wind
scales like mirrors
reflecting hearts and bones
and you
fire and ice"

Written, performed and produced by Wildsilences

Dovah

Beautiful remix by the amazing https://soundcloud.com/sentimental_wolf !

My original song here:
https://soundcloud.com/wildsilencez/memories-of-ghosts-minimix-fragments-of-songs

Memories of Ghosts (Léo Pensette Remix)

"when i am drowning
you don't
weaves are words pushing me down
'you're not good enough'
you don't see me
hiding
my soul is locked
you don't see me
these words that breathe
someone will love what you don't"

All music and lyrics by Wildsilences

weaves are words

this is one of the first songs i wrote, inspired by Heather Nova's beautiful song,
called "Island". 

"Venus weeps before she lies down
her golden heart draped over the horizon
shimmering
before the last light falls
i am blue in this September
stumbling, stumbling down
all alone
i am blue 
and i am blue
blue in this September
stumbling down
i must escape
before everything falls down"

All music and lyrics by Wildsilences

check out my Blue Dream EP, based on this song:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/blue-dream

Blue September (Horizon version)

[Stereo Headphones Recommended. 
Songs are Unmastered. 
Warning: Volume Levels of tracks may differ!]

All Rights Reserved.

[previous projects: 
Skullsandmoons, EchoSkyling, Indiifly, Liluïn, 
Indii (Wild) Moon, Cézanne

a huge thanks to all my awesome friends and collaborators on here. 
thank you for supporting me through many identity crisis starwebs and always being able to interpret my dark ethereal and moody music with such grace. 

All Reworks Done With Permission. Check out the awesome original artists and their work (links in track descriptions).  

Please Note: if you use my music in your remix or as a feature in your song, please put my name in the track title and a link to my SC profile in the track description. and send me a link of your song, so i can share!

Autistic. Addicted to music. Songwriter.

Experimental Fractured Acoustic. Unmastered. 

Fractured Silences (album) on Bandcamp:
https://wildsilences.bandcamp.com/album/fractured-silences-remixes-welcome

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